"Kiki, you!"

I shed tears. My big cousin was so scared that I almost cried out.

He asked me to accompany him to a charity dinner party, but he asked Lucas what he wanted to say.

Indeed, it was I who dogged Lucas to learn from him. As a result, I only learned from him for a week, and then I became more and more far away from him. Every time I met with him, my words were pitiful. In his words, I didn't even have a good eye.

He did not know what to do to make big cousin, make big cousin can't eat and sleep.

The eldest cousin had to be entrusted to inquire for him, so as to relieve his worries, so that everyone could have a good sleep at night.

However, many of the big cousin's assumptions are not right.

"Well, big cousin, I'll tell you why I refused him."

I still couldn't lift my heavy head. My voice was so weak as to say, "it's none of Lucas's business. He is a good teacher who is conscientious and responsible. It's none of your business. It's me Some things I can't let it go. "

"Yes." He took a handkerchief from his pocket and put it in my palm.

I clenched it and ravaged it, still whispering, "Lucas, he's with With David As like as two peas, every punch, every kick, and every roar is exactly alike. I couldn't tell them apart, and I couldn't look at them directly. Every minute and every second, I had the impulse to rush into his arms. But I knew that I couldn't, I couldn't, so I strengthened my self-control, drew the line between me and him, and kept away from him. Therefore, I was about to collapse. "

"En en" he also felt sour and wanted to cry.

“…… I can't forget David. David taught every move of skateboarding and every move of swimming. Bicycle, ice cream, cinema, concert hall, sun, moon, mountain, sea My memory is full of David's shadow, full of it. David is at the bottom of his heart, deep. Deep My happiest days are all with David. "

I can't help but talk about the past, those countless pure beauty, a scene to jump in front of my eyes, I return to that happy time, and to a string of hot tears can no longer be shut down.

"Eun" he blinked, endured the tears, and sighed.

"I thought, I thought I could conquer myself and start a new life, but it turned out that I was too weak to be attacked I can't do it. I really can't. Whenever I see Lucas, I get David in my head. I'm afraid to talk to Lucas, not to mention getting close to each other or holding hands. I feel sorry to do that, David. I have a deep sense of guilt, like Just like cheating on my husband, I even feel that my feelings are dirty. I... "

I choked, really can't go on, but he said unusually calm: "fool."

"What..." I slowly looked up at him, tongue tied.

"I said you were a fool like David. Tell you the top secret. Maybe you don't know either. David, he's allergic to seafood. " He looked me in the eye and said it very seriously.

"Allergy!"!!! Coco But... " I almost jumped up.

"But he ate a lot of shrimps with you, didn't he?" He smiles faintly, the deep look in the eyes is so helpless and heartache.

“……” I blinked and somehow stopped the tears.

"Yes, he was allergic to seafood, especially shrimp. Dr. Bradbury solemnly warned him many times that eating shrimp would kill him He nodded.

“……” I nodded, too.

"So, every time I eat shrimp, his head will swell into two big. City labor. Dr. Bradbury is treating him, giving him injections and taking medicine, and it's going to take eight hours to get rid of the swelling. " He nodded again.

“……” I startled the chin, the head flashed his eating shrimp appearance, happy and satisfied, my God, he does not want to die?

"Is he going to die?" He suddenly said what I was thinking, and I immediately nodded mechanically.

"Of course he is, but because what you like is what he likes. Do you understand, Kiki

I nodded and shook my head.

He added with a faint smile: "he has paid so much and gained so much. Your love and happiness are the best proof. But if you can't face the reality and go back to the dot, what is David's contribution and what is your love? Why bury love instead of developing it? Qiqi ~ "

" carry forward! " I still don't understand, but I think he has a point.

"Go skateboarding, go swimming, go sports and boxing, don't bury the past, accept new things, accept the people around you, Kiki. I'm sure David will be happy about it. Do you remember that day when you came to see him to say goodbye, he shut you out of the door? " He looked at my face with his head askew."Remember, always remember." I lowered my head slowly and my eyes darkened again.

"Sad?"

He suddenly asked, I was a little surprised, looking at him can not say a word, just silently nodded, and then tears in the eyes again.

"He was more sad. That's true. Because I was by his side and I knew how sad he was. In order not to see you, he put his fist in his mouth and bit it until it bled. Then you left, and he sat on the carpet like a maniac, thumping his chest and crying. Kiki, he just wants to keep his whole love for you, and don't want you to see him dying His eyes were wide and his eyes were red.

But I have been ticking tears.

He went on to say, "Kiki, if you shut yourself up, the love David keeps with his life doesn't exist, okay, Kiki?"

"Got it, got it, I got it, I understood everything. Please don't say it again. I have completely understood big cousin ~"

"thank you." I jumped up excitedly, bowed deeply to him, and then ran away without looking back. He also stood up, and then pulled his neck and called: "Hey, where are you going? ~"

"looking for Mommy ~ ~", I was gone.

"Go ahead," he said with a smile of relief.

When I came to the door of mother Dai's bedroom, I forgot to knock on the door. I pushed the door open and rushed in. However, I didn't find the person I was looking for.

I turned around and ran back to my study. Mother Dai must be working in the study, and she is busy.

Yes, I want to see her right away and tell her what I have in mind. It's urgent.

Yes, I know. The earnest instruction of my big cousin finally made me fully understand.

"Mommy

Also did not knock on the door, the same push into the door, I ran straight to the busy mother Dai.

Mother Dai was terrified. Her hands shaking around me kept shaking and kept asking:

"what's the matter, child? What's the matter? Are you crying so fiercely? It's the cousins who bully you, don't cry or cry ~ good ~ if you have grievances, you can find Mommy. Mommy will help you to stop crying. Good children don't cry or cry ~ ~"

cough ~, Amy coughed and then moved Waving, the directors and office staff lined up in two rows, quietly went out, I just poured beans out of the bamboo tube, one breath to say the words in my heart.

"Mommy, I'm sorry. I didn't know David was allergic to seafood, but he took it with me so many times, which made his head swell into two big, and he had to take medicine to reduce the swelling before he could recover. It must be very sad for you to know. Mommy, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. You can blame me and teach me a lesson. It's my fault, it's my fault. David's illness must have something to do with it. I'm sorry, I'm wrong, I'm wrong, I can't forgive myself, Mommy, mummy ~ "

for this late truth, I cried into tears, and I sincerely apologized. I was on my knees to ask for her forgiveness.

I cried hard, and I cried so hard that I could not stop crying. I could not stop crying.

She was stunned, she was out of control, she was choking and shaking. Crystal clear tears in the pink face in a string, such as broken pearls can not stop flowing down, sobbing. Tick by tick, tick by tick, in the heart flow into a trickle of bitter river.

David's tall and straight figure and handsome face were constantly shaking in front of his eyes. It was her heart and soul, but also her darling, a son who had been cuddling around since childhood, caring for and loving her. Now that she has passed away, how can she not be heartbroken?

As time went on, twenty minutes passed, and we gradually calmed down.

Dai's mother stained her face with tears, wiped her face clean for me, and then hugged me, and we were close to each other.

After a long time, she said leisurely: "don't cry, good boy ~ cry for a long time, hurt your eyes."

I raised my head and looked at her pale face. There were still bright tears in her big eyes, so I took a handkerchief and lifted it to my eyes to wipe it off.

"Well. Don't cry. We don't cry. This is my fault from the beginning to the end. If he wasn't happy for me, David would not eat so many shrimps, let alone give up treatment and take me to the resort for a holiday. He was already recovering because I didn't listen to you and my sister and insisted on coming. Otherwise, he may or may have recovered. It's my fault. It's all my fault. I'm so sorry. I'm blue with regret. So mummy, you shouldn't be so kind and considerate to me, but you should blame me. You don't have to worry. No matter how much you blame me, I can accept it. I'm sorry, Mommy

"No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no

She shook her head with relief and helplessness, reached out her hand and touched my long hair, and sighed leisurely."Listen to Mommy, David is Because, suffering from blood disease, that kind of disease is extremely rare, the probability of recovery is extremely low, only one in a million. In those days, we invited famous doctors all over the world. You know, even your three uncles were invited here. All of us stayed up all night trying to find ways and looking for medicine, but they died because of ineffective treatment. Trust Mommy, not because of shrimp. Boy, really not. That allergy is not fatal. He is allergic and uncomfortable, and Mommy will only be sad but not sad, because that is what he is willing to do. He is happy and I am happy for him. His happiness is my happiness. "

"Ah?" I watched her nod in the wrong way and asked

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