Break Up, Next

He Shaoqi took Su Fu to the doctor to get the medicine. He wanted to do a full-body examination on him, but Su Fu refused. Although he was beaten a few times, it was not that serious. He didn't want to stay in the hospital anymore.

After taking the medicine, he saw that Su Fu was a little tired, He Shaoqi directly carried Su Fu out without paying attention to the eyes of others, and walked out of the hospital all the way.Su Fu rarely refused. He just buried his head on He Shaoqi's shoulders and wet his eyes.

He still remembers that when he was in school, homosexuality was not as accepted by the society as it is now, but at that time, the two went out shopping at night, and when they came back, He Shaoqi always carried him on his back. He Shaoqi was not afraid of outsiders’ eyes, but everyone was right. Su Fu pointed and pointed, He Shaoqi would definitely go up and speak with his fist.

Unconsciously, they have been walking together for nearly ten years, but why, between them, has gradually become like this?

Carrying Su Fu out of the hospital, he walked to the parking lot. Before he got to his car, he suddenly felt a warmth in his neck. He Shaoqi suddenly shook his whole body and stopped almost instantly.

Su Fu cried. For so many years, no matter how difficult it was, no matter how his mother embarrassed Su Fu, He Shaoqi never saw Su Fu shed a tear in front of him, why suddenly?

He Shaoqi stood dazedly, panicked, so that he couldn't move his feet.

"Shaoqi," Su Fu's soft voice sounded, and he slammed He Shaoqi's heart heavily. He said, "Let's break up."

He Shaoqi felt that he couldn't find his own voice. After a long time, he asked dryly, "Why?"

"I'm tired, I can't hold on anymore."

At this time, He Shaoqi felt relieved again. Su Fu only said that he was tired, not that he didn't love him anymore.He Shaoqi didn't think this was a problem. He tried to persuade him, and Su Fu would change his mind. How could Su Fu love him so much, how could he let go because he was tired?And he is already dealing with the child's problem, everything will be fine.

"Xiao Fu, shall we go back and talk about it?"

Su Fu responded and didn't speak any more. He just got off He Shaoqi's back and was about to get to the car. He didn't want He's mother to see them say anything like this.

Back in the car, Mother He gave him a white glance, saying that he was troublesome and made people wait so long.Su Fu ignored it and leaned on his seat in silence. He was determined to leave He's house this time. He didn't want to bother with the thorn in He's mother's words, and because he decided to leave, he felt a lot more relaxed.

On the way back, He's mother was still looking for her own sense of existence, and he was chatting. He Shaoqi felt a little uncomfortable because of Su Fu's break up. He answered his mother patiently when he did not come, and only occasionally responded perfunctorily. A few times.Mother He felt boring, and soon stopped talking.

The car became quiet, Su Fu leaned on his seat and gradually fell asleep.

When I woke up, the sky was a little darker. Su Fu was still sitting in the co-pilot, but the car had been parked in the parking lot of the community. He father and mother didn’t know when he had gone home. Only him and He Shaoqi were in the car. .

When Su Fu opened his eyes, He Shaoqi was looking at him, with tender love in his eyes that had not appeared in a long, long time.

Picking up the phone and looking at it, after six o'clock, Su Fu sat up straight and repeated the sentence.

"Let's break up, it's a bit late today, and I will move things tomorrow."

He Shaoqi frowned. If he heard about the breakup before, he felt that Su Fu was a little tired and vented. Now that Su Fu said that he wanted to move things, he somewhat believed that Su Fu was serious.

"Xiao Fu, are you serious?"

Su Fu lowered his head and was silent for a while, and said: "Shao Qi, you know I won't make fun of this kind of thing. I am very tired. Really, since we are together, I have been dreaming about the future every day, thinking about us. What a good life will be in the future, but now I know that the gap between dreams and reality is too big."

"Just because of my mother? Just because of her occasional embarrassment, you have to give up our ten-year relationship? Xiao Fu, you are not such a cruel person."

Su Fu opened his mouth, not knowing what to say.Their positions are different, which leads to different perspectives on the problem, and also determines the different pressures they endure.

In He Shaoqi's eyes, the fucking arrogance and turning his eyes are only occasional embarrassment, and in Su Fu's eyes, this is a huge obstacle in their relationship, which makes it difficult for him to breathe, no matter how he gives up, there is no end.

Of course, if it is only He's mother's embarrassment, Su Fu will not be unable to persist. What really makes him unable to persist is He Shaoqi's attitude. He always stands on He's mother's side. To end, Su Fu felt that he had nowhere to go. He was tired and wanted to go forward.

"Shaoqi, have you ever seen me really smile in your house for so many years?"

No, in He's family, all he has is tolerance and impossibility. All his laughs are polite and have to laugh.

"I know you have been wronged a lot, Xiaofu, can you give me some more time? I promise you can solve the problem this time."

Su Fu smiled, did not respond, only sighed: "You know that I am wronged, yes, you just know it."

He Shaoqi knew that he was at a disadvantage, but he couldn't let Su Fu leave him. He was a bit irritable, frowned, and looked at Su Fu for a long time before dissatisfied and said: "Su Fu, do you have to be so aggressive? I have explained a lot to you. This time, I don’t care about you, it’s just that my mother is getting older, and I want her to happily spend a few more years. What do you guys always compare to my mother? Let her not lose a piece of meat. "

"Am I not enough? How far do I have to? Give my life to you, right?"

"Why would I want your life?! Are you angry? Because I signed that agreement today? That's because I know you don't know how to do that research. My mother is making trouble again. It's just a show. Do you care so much? ?"

Su Fu smiled bitterly, turned his head and looked into He Shaoqi's eyes, and asked, "Make a show? If it's true? Your mother asked you to sign, would you not sign?"

"Xiao Fu, I love you, how could I make fun of your life?"

Su Fu smiled, his laughter was full of sarcasm. He didn't believe it. He Shaoqi might love him, but this did not prevent him from listening to He's mother.

"Your mother is good with everything. You want your mother to be happy, and I also want to make my mother happy. After so many years, what have I given them to throw away? My mother is getting older. Have you ever cared about me once? Every time I go home to eat closed doors, every time I feel crazy about homesickness, I have to look at your mother's face when I come back to your home, you know you let me bear it, I bear it, your mother let me go Already?! You mother and son love each other, and me, I miss my mother too! But I can't go back!"

Su Fu became more excited as he spoke, thinking of his parents, all his grievances were magnified almost instantly, and tears in his already red eyes suddenly slipped down and couldn't be held back.

He Shaoqi had never seen Su Fu so excited. The appearance of his collapse made He Shaoqi feel so painful that he quickly took Su Fu into his arms.

"I'm sorry, it's my fault, I'm sorry, I will accompany you to go home and have a look in the future, please?

Su Fu closed his eyes and tried to control his emotions. He Shaoqi apologized. He was tired of listening. He would not expect He Shaoqi to change.He knew that even if it was all said and done today, in He Shaoqi's heart, his mother is still the first place, and his Su Fu's position in the He family will not change at all, so he wants to leave. He has already decided. He Shaoqi apologizes palely. And retention will only make him see more clearly.

Wiping away the tears and controlling his emotions, Su Fu pushed away He Shaoqi's embrace, still saying those words.

"Break up."

"I won't agree."

He Shaoqi clasped Su Fu's wrist tightly, cross-brows and anger, so powerful that Su Fu frowned in pain, but did not compromise.

The two were in a stalemate, one looked out the window coldly, enduring the pain, and the other stared at each other.

It wasn't until Su Fu was so painful that he couldn't help but struggle, He Shaoqi let go of his hand in hindsight, and looked at the red marks on Su Fu's wrist that he had grabbed, and his handsome eyebrows frowned.

"Xiao Fu, you made this decision too impulsive. Ten years of feelings do not mean that you can let go. I won't agree to break up. You should consider it carefully. I will give you time to figure it out." He Shaoqi's voice softened again, gently rubbing the red marks on Su Fu's wrist.

Su Fu looked at He Shaoqi's gentle look and suddenly wanted to laugh.He knew that He Shaoqi was a bit selfish, but he didn't expect that he could talk to himself like this, but also, He Shaoqi was used to making decisions for him, just like he used to talk to himself and decide to let Su Fu retreat to his mother.

Today, he has reached the point of breaking up. He Shaoqi still wants him to back down. Su Fu felt sorrow and pulled his hand back, too lazy to say anything.He did not make impulsive decisions like He Shaoqi said. The breakup was a decision made over the past few years. The feelings have also been worn out in the past few years. He does not understand that He Shaoqi has already had an affair. Why does he Can they take it for granted that their feelings are the same as before?

"It's late, I'll pick up the papers, you can go back." Su Fu said, opening the door and getting out of the car, without responding to He Shaoqi's words.

He Shaoqi took his hand and asked: "Are you still going back to the hotel tonight?"

Yes, where else can I go?Su Fu nodded and said nothing.

He Shaoqi was silent for a while, leaned forward and kissed Su Fu on the forehead, and said: "You have been tired recently. I will give you time to think about it. I will wait for you at home and come back whenever I figure it out."

In the end, Su Fu didn't say anything. After getting out of the car, he hesitated, wiped the kissed place on his forehead, drove his car and left.

He Shaoqi kept controlling his temper until after Su Fu left, his expression turned hideous, and he hammered the steering wheel a few times in resentment.He will not allow Su Fu to leave him, absolutely not!

The author has something to say: spoof small theater:

He: I don't agree with breaking up, things I don't agree with just don't exist, breaking up doesn't exist!does not exist!

Sue: Ah!