Burn You All Night: The Spinster's Body Trade

Xiao Yan changed her posture, patted her back gently and fell into memory.

"My sister-in-law was just 20 years old at that time. She didn't graduate from college. Her husband was still a poor boy. My grandfather didn't care. She had to force her to have an abortion. My sister-in-law refused to make trouble with the family, hunger strike, quarrel and suicide. My grandfather didn't let go. Later, she was still my father. She agreed to have an abortion. My father was two years old, My father was just engaged at that time, so he took her to the hospital with my mother. The man my aunt liked didn't know how to know the news, so he rushed to the hospital. Who knows that something happened on the way, and no one was there. When my sister-in-law just entered the operating room, she knew the rest, she jumped off the operating table and ran downstairs,

accidentally rolled down the stairs, and the child also No more... "

After a long time, Xiao Xiaocai asked, "she didn't want to separate from him, did she?"

"I should still love. I don't know what happened, but my sister-in-law resented my grandfather and my parents for this matter. After so many years, she never untied it. Later, she didn't feel much about the marriage arranged by her grandfather. She didn't love or hate. My little aunt is a good man, but it's a pity..."

"How do you know that?"

"The third elder brother said that at the time of the incident, he had already remembered it, but it became a taboo of the Xiao family, and no one dared to mention it."

Xiao Xiao didn't speak. She felt a little disappointed. Everyone had scars that she couldn't touch. She didn't blame Xiao Yan. No one could easily let go of this kind of thing. It was her father and elder brother who indirectly killed her lover and child. This is the most painful thing for her.

Xiao Yan didn't wake up until the next day. She was lying at the head of the bed. She was already sleeping. She was aware of the movement. She woke up. She was stunned and found that she had opened her eyes. She even said, "Mom, are you awake?"

Xiao Yan looked at her for a moment, then she regained her consciousness,

"is this in the hospital?"

"Well, you fainted yesterday."

Xiao Yan was silent for a moment and did not speak.

"Would you like some water?"

"Well."

After drinking the water, Xiao Yan frowned and avoided. The swallowing movement made her throat extremely uncomfortable. Cancer cells had spread everywhere.

She didn't tell Xiao that, but asked, "are you here alone?"

"Everyone came yesterday. Xiao Yan was here with me. I just asked him to go back."

Xiao Yan didn't speak for a long time. She didn't know what to say. She said, "I'll call the doctor to have a look."

"Wait a minute."

Xiao Yan stopped her with a complicated look in her eyes. After a while, she asked, "when did you have such a good relationship with Xiao Yan?"

Xiao Xiao was stunned and dropped his eyes. His lips could not help pursing into a line. At last, he only said a word.

"It was Xiao Yan who helped me when I went to university."

She was not good at telling lies and didn't know how to say it.

When the doctor checked, she would stay in a daze in the corridor, and when the doctor came out, she could not recover.

"Doctor, how is my mother?"

"She should have known her illness, very calm, you have time to accompany her more, eat, give her liquid food, in a few days may not be able to eat."

Xiao Xiao was stunned in situ, and did not move for a long time.

When she went in, Xiao Yan fell asleep. She looked calm. She should have known her illness for a long time. This result is a kind of relief for her.

Every day someone came to see her. She took a big push on the gift and said polite words. Her eyes were full of pity. Xiao Yan was calm and could even show a smile. However, Xiao Xiao was worried. The more she was like this, the more worried she was.

Xiao Yan will come to the hospital to help him every three or five times. He has already started to work, and he starts to be busy again. Because of Xiao Yan's illness, Xiao Xiao asked for a month's holiday, hoping to accompany her to the last leg of her life.

After the Lantern Festival, Xiao Yan can't eat liquid food any more. She can only take nutrition injections every day. The whole person has lost weight at a speed visible to the naked eye. She just lies on the bed like a skeleton. Sometimes when she wakes up at night, she will feel a little scared when she sees it.

The old man was not in good health. He came twice and never came again. Father and daughter had nothing to say.

One day, Xiao Yan suddenly said to her, "Xiao Xiao, do you hate me?"

Xiao Xiao was stunned, lowered her eyes and shook her head,

"I don't hate. If it wasn't for you, I might still be struggling to live in a corner, and even my survival might be a problem."

Xiao Yan smiles, her eyes a little bleak.

"I'm not good to you, and I'm not good to your father. In fact, I've long forgotten how to be nice to a person. I'm so tired to live."

Xiao Xiao didn't speak and didn't know what to say. How can you live without being tired? But you always worry about the past, isn't it more tiring? But she has no right to say this. She doesn't know the person and the child's weight in Xiaoyan's heart, so she has no right to say these words."You like Xiao Yan, don't you?"

She changed the subject again. Xiao Xiao stopped and got up to clean up the medicine box on the table without answering.

"I can see it. I should have seen it very early."

Xiao Yan smiles to herself and sighs,

"the depth of Xiao's family is not suitable for you. After I leave, you can also go. The farther you go, the better."

Xiao Xiao was stunned. She didn't expect that Xiao Yan would say such a thing to her. In her heart, there was a subtle emotion similar to moving. She sat down and smoothed her hair and whispered, "Mom, I don't know what harm you have suffered, but I don't appreciate your life like this. Do you understand? You are so sad that you can only say that they care about you. You probably don't know. Several times, I bumped into my father drinking alone in the living room. After drinking, I went to the yard, afraid that the wine might wake you up. "

Xiao Yan was stunned. She suddenly laughed. Her tears began to flow out. It took a long time to make a sound.

"He's a fool, and I'm a fool, all fools, fools..."

Xiao Xiao didn't speak any more, picked up the garbage and went out.

Throwing things away, she sat on the veranda and didn't go in. Some things turned a blind eye, and that's it. She just wanted Xiao Yan to leave safely.

Just thinking, a burst of nausea suddenly welled up in my stomach. Xiao Xiao frowned. She suddenly got up and ran to the bathroom. She threw up a lot. She stood at the washing table and washed. Looking at the haggard girl in the mirror, she was exhausted.

In the past two days, she didn't know what was going on. She was not in the mood to look at her stomach and took some medicine casually. However, the symptoms did not seem to be alleviated. She was a little worried. After she came back in a hurry that day, she also forgot to take the medicine. Now it has been nearly four weeks. Suddenly, this kind of reaction has made her feel uneasy. If she is really a child It's not the right time

She didn't tell anyone, secretly bought a pregnancy test stick and tested it. When she saw the result, her face turned white. She was really pregnant. She was confused and attacked her head. She didn't know how to deal with it. She told Xiao Yan that this time was obviously not suitable. It was even more inappropriate to abort. At this time, the abortion would be doubted, so it can only wait for the end of the matter.