Catastrophe

Fatty Li's slow tone, every word clearly entered Ning Zhe's ears.

He was right, the refugee area is indeed a crazy place.

And the life in the fortress is enough to attract every refugee, which is why over the years, countless refugees have sharpened their heads and wanted to get into the fortress.

Even Ning Zhe had to admit that the city wall of the fortress was like the shackles of time and space, dividing the inside and outside of the city into two worlds that did not seem to exist in the same time and space.

Before entering the fortress, Ning Zhe was full of resistance to the city. In addition to various reasons later, he always had no sense of belonging here. Even so, he still had to admit that the things in the fortress were always given to the refugee area. No.

He could understand Fatty Li's fascination with and adaptation to the fortress, and looked at him very seriously: "If you really like the fortress, you can tell me to get out of this circle, you know, I will definitely promise you, and not I will treat you badly! There is no need for you to come this far!"

"Yeah, maybe." Fatty Li took out the cigarette case in his pocket and lit one: "Actually, after Ma San died, I regretted it, because I found that I was not a cruel person, and it was even more difficult for me to For my own sake, I made other people sacrifice, so I was going crazy at the time, I frantically tortured myself, why am I so selfish, and why did I become dehumanized!

But the past is over, and Ma San can't survive, so I can only look forward.

After entering the fortress, I have been having nightmares all the time. I dreamed that you learned that I was a traitor, so you wanted to kill me and avenge Masan. I would wake up every day, and every time I woke up, I would wake up all night. Can't sleep all night, I know, you have no psychological burden to kill.

Every night when I can't sleep or wake up from nightmares, I will lock myself in the room, repeat the words constantly, and practice how to beg you for mercy if this thing is revealed, it is just pretending to be stupid , is it tough to be right, or move my brother out to play the family card.

I thought about it a lot. During that time, I lived in fear every day, but nothing happened.

Since then, I have calmed down and distanced myself from Qu Xiangran.

For nothing else, just because of what happened before, I was under tremendous psychological pressure. I was really scared, and I didn't dare to do such a thrilling thing again.

At the same time, it was also because after returning to the fortress, I lived the life I pursued again, and I kept persuading myself to learn to be satisfied and not to lose everything I have now.

I am a very easily satisfied person, and I am very happy to be able to live my ideal life.

At the same time, it was also because after returning to this state of life, all my uneasy feelings gradually dissipated. From that moment, I knew that I could not leave the life of the fortress.

At that time, when I recalled my betrayal of you, it felt like a dream. Until now, I don't think it was courage, but great fear.

Because I was afraid of returning to a place like a refugee area, I chose to cooperate with President Qu, and I chose to betray you. I just don't want to go back to that horrible life. "

"Do you think I'll believe what you say?" Ning Zhe looked at Fatty Li coldly: "Are you doing everything just to keep yourself in your current life?"

"It's all forced by you! I was able to come this far and make these choices! It's all forced by you! I don't understand, what exactly do you want?!" Fatty Li suddenly became a little excited: "The original I just want to live my life in a safe and secure way, it is you who brought us to where we are today!

I originally thought that after going through the refugee area, we can go back to the fortress and get on the right track! Moreover, the matter of Ma San also put me under huge psychological pressure, so I had already thought of quitting at that time! I have been thinking about how to tell you about quitting this circle and living a stable life!

However, just when I was about to make up my mind to talk to you about this matter, the company suddenly assigned us another task! Then we started arresting the people of the revolutionary army, and we got involved in a series of disputes, and you also offended Wu Weibang!

Wu Weibang! That's the guard! It's the head of the military police! He is the son of the former military commander Wu Kangyu! When we were in the refugee area, let alone these soldiers, we even had to walk around when we met the fortress people. If we were not careful, we would get into trouble!

And you actually stand on the opposite side of these people! At that time, I thought, I have to quit, and while the dark horse company can keep us, I should leave this circle earlier and stay away from these right and wrong! As a result, there was the assassination of the management center!

That night, I launched a rat wave to save you, and then I was going to tell you about quitting. As a result, we were quarantined and censored. It was also that night that I knew for the first time that you had something to do with the revolutionary army!

You used to hide everything from us, but after seeing the exoskeleton that they confiscated in the hands of the military guards that day, I finally understood that you have always been in contact with the revolutionary army! You have been deceiving us and leading us to do life-threatening deeds! "

Su Fei's lips trembled when he heard this, but he remained silent in the end.

Fatty Li also showed a self-deprecating smile: "At the beginning, I thought that you and Wu Weibang had a deadlock, but the dark horse company will protect you, and I quit the company and left the company to do some small business by myself, even if I went to the roadside to sell it at a stall. The food is also much better than the refugee area!

The household registration of an administrative district has already allowed me to live my life in peace!

But you have an intersection with the revolutionary army~www.readwn.com~ Then things are different!

Everyone knows that the revolutionary army is the enemy of the chaebols, and no one who is close to the revolutionary army can save the fuck! Even if I left you at the time, once your affairs are exposed in the future, I will be dug up!

In this case, I had no choice. I had to find a big tree to protect my safety. At that time, I was like suddenly enlightened.

I know very well that without you, I can only become the bottom of society, but if I am safe, I will recognize it! But I absolutely can't let myself become the bottom of society who has had an intersection with the revolutionary army and may have an accident at any time!

In the past, I needed you to take care of me in everything I did, but when you are no longer reliable, I can only rely on myself.

So, I have today, when everyone is not enough to be my umbrella, I can only choose to be that umbrella myself.

Only by constantly climbing up can I guarantee that I will not fall down, and only by standing higher can I prevent others from bullying me.

And everything is forced by you! "