CEO daddy,I love you three thousand times

"If I had left her, her life would have been shorter. I'm so selfish. My heart falls in love with two people. I don't know whether it's because of a change of heart or because I'm no longer Gu Changning. I'm so afraid of death. I want to live that I forget what I want to do when I'm alive. As long as I don't die. "

"In the end, I lost myself, didn't know what to do, and became a ruthless killing machine. I don't want any salvation, and I don't dare to see you again. I have no words to face you and Gu Gu. I thought I would wear a mask and be K forever. But when two identities overlap, I don't know how to choose. "

"Wen Yiqing, you are the same as before, and I It's no longer just Gu Changning. The dark days of those four years It's been eating into me for a long time

His voice seems to come from the remote ancient, quiet and heavy, with a trace of sadness.

"Have you ever seen a dead man?"

"Do you know what it's like to be alive when you get up from the dead?"

"Do you know what it's like to kill someone from dark to dawn?"

"Do you know how long it takes for a person to die after cutting the artery?"

"Yiqing I can't describe how I spent those four years. I don't remember Gu Changning before. For me, I've been dead countless times. Every time I welcome the sun, it's like a ghost coming back to the world. After you and Josh, I've been struggling for a long time. I know, you may not dislike me now. You've never been through that. You don't know how terrible it is

"You don't think I can go back to the past. But I know I can't go back. I've taken a road that I can't go back. "

"I close my eyes, it's a bloody scene. Closing your eyes is a nightmare. I haven't slept in these years, and I've been helping Caitlin eradicate his dissidents for those four years. Using the identity of hackers to steal bitcoin. I'm no longer the light in your heart. "

"I have fallen and cannot be redeemed. I'm alive now. I just hope my family is safe and do everything I have now. I just hope that my third brother's family, you and Gu Gu can give me a good life. "

He hasn't said so much for a long time. He always thought he was brave and resourceful, but now he found that he didn't have any courage.

If, Wen Yiqing is now sober state, let him in front of her face, say these hypocritical words, he must not say a word.

He looked at the unconscious Wen Yiqing, his eyes were soft and his heart was shaking.

He didn't forget her, but Gu Changning was killed by himself.

He stroked her face with shaking hands. It took so many years for him to have the chance to speak like this.

"I'm sorry, I failed you after all, and I didn't protect Josh well."

"I want to be with you all my life, but my life is coming to an end."

"I want to give Josh a lifetime, but her life is coming to an end."

When he said this, there was a lump in his throat.

In the face of death, it seems that everything has become a trivial matter.

They are mole ants, unable to control their own destiny.

God, often when you are going with the wind and the water, gives you a fatal blow.

Gu Changning, however, was beaten twice, and in the end he had nothing left.

He gave up himself for life.

After losing himself, he is no longer Gu Changning.