When she finished, her back was sweating, and her body was a little weak.

She bowed her head in chagrin, tears swirling in her eyes.

It's false to say no grievance, but she can't blame others.

Who can blame for drinking and doing something wrong?

It's just She never thought that the first time she wanted her was not Gu Hanzhou, but someone else.

What disgusted her most was that she had done something wrong in their bedroom.

She wanted to die, and suddenly she felt very bad.

Just then, the door of the bathroom opened, and a familiar voice came from her ear: "I'd like you to be drunk and promiscuous, but in the end, I'm the only one left."

Xu yinuan was surprised to hear the sound.

It's on the phone and around.

She looked up and saw the man coming out of the bathroom.

This Isn't this Gu Hanzhou?

"Why are you?"

She pointed at him in shock. Isn't he disabled in both legs? How can you stand in front of yourself perfectly.

Gu Hanzhou hung up and came to her with wet hair.

Xu Yi warm pinch himself, pain of show teeth.

It's not a dream It's true.

Gu Hanzhou really came back, and it was good!

She was a little shaken, but Gu Hanzhou seemed calm. He touched the place she had just pinched and rubbed it gently: "just pinch me, pinch yourself to do something."

"Well So last night we What have we done? "

She pointed to the bloodstain on the bed. Did she drink too much last night and wake up with Gu Hanzhou?

"What do you think we should do when we are single men and few women, sharing a room and being honest with each other?"

He asked in a funny way.

Xu Yi warm heard this, only feel brain buzzing, as if there had been a dull lightning.

She dropped cloud Mou, seem to be thinking what, especially serious.

She's in such a mess. Don't think about it.

He was about to open his mouth to explain everything last night. Unexpectedly, the girl raised her eyes and looked at him for a moment.

"Gu Hanzhou, we are all adults. In fact, these Don't take it too seriously. I don't know where you've been missing for most of this month, although I've told myself again and again that you have something to do, you can be excused. But I thought, if I disappear for so long, you won't be happy

"You told me in advance, but But I'm still careful. I can't get through that in my heart. During this period of time, I became the focus of protection, and everyone spoke to me carefully. Huan Huan, Yan Nuo, Gu Wei They seldom mention you when they see me, for fear that I will be sad. "

"I don't understand why they are like this. You will come back. Why they worry about me like that. Actually They are also afraid, afraid that you will never come back, afraid that you don't want me, afraid that you and Lucia's old love will revive. It turns out that I'm not alone. They take care of my emotions for fear that I can't think of it and bear the blow. "

"Gu Hanzhou, even if I have a relationship with you, I think It's really tiring to be around you. Before someone told me this, your life is so difficult to enter, why do I still work so hard, to your world you suffer. Because I love you very much and you love me too. But it doesn't seem to support me for a lifetime. Just because your world is full of danger, I want to know your whereabouts from time to time. What I fear most is I don't know when you'll die outside. "

"Do you understand that feeling? If I leave you, whether you die or not, whether you live well or not, it has nothing to do with me. When I think of this, I feel very relaxed. Gu Hanzhou, you said Is it funny? "

Finally, she said, her eyes were moist and her eyelashes were wet.

She raised her eyes and looked at him with dim tears, but his outline was particularly clear and lingering.

This man She is very hard to love, to become very strong, but learn all kinds of things, in order to enter his world.

But in the end, she found that it was not so simple. His world was more complicated than she imagined.

He's full of danger, there's too much instability around him.

She was worried about his safety.

Even if he told her before he disappeared, she was still scared.

She was really afraid of Gu Hanzhou's accident, but she was the last one to know.

Moreover, she did not expect that he had been missing for more than half a month, longer than last time.

He can't get in touch with himself for more than half a month. Isn't he worried?

She didn't want to go through it once or twice a year in the future. It was too hard for her to be so worried.

"Xu yinuan Are you telling me to give up now? "

"Yes I don't trust you and I don't trust myself. You have an accident, I can't protect you, on the contrary, I will drag you down. I have to admit that I am your burden. Along the way, too many people say this in my ears, but I don't believe it, because I think I can do better and protect myself without your worry. ""But But last time that fire let me understand, I am still useless waste. I can't even make a good account. I can only make some food. I'm not really for you Sometimes I also compare myself with Lucia and find that there is no comparability. You still have some old love for her. It should be very simple to rekindle the old love. She's helpful to your career, much better than me

As soon as her voice fell, her wrist was held by the man.

He is very strong, hurt her slightly frown, but stubborn did not cry pain, but stubborn looking at him, fearless.

His Phoenix eyes were deep and black, like overturning the thick ink.

She was afraid, but it didn't show on the surface.

"Xu yinuan, you can give up, but you can't push me to other women's arms!"

"Who do you choose Actually, it has nothing to do with me. I really want to give up. If possible, I really want to be fat and strong. Every act and every move I have.

She roared out of control. It was the first time she broke down.

Before Gu Hanzhou monitored herself, she could understand that although she didn't like it, he showed his softness and immediately compromised.

He was worried about himself, so he wanted to see himself all the time and know her whereabouts.

She can accept it and want to reassure him.

Heart to heart, he left, she was worried.

She works in the imperial capital, in the same city as him, and in his group. He has to watch the monitoring.

What about her?

Doesn't she need a sense of security?

He was far away in a foreign country, inconvenient, and disappeared for such a long time.

She couldn't sleep every night, tossed and turned, and was in a muddle all day.

The next day, he had to work hard and dare not let Bai Huanhuan see his difference.

"Gu Hanzhou, I always thought that what I fear most is ghosts, but now I think what I fear most is It's not like you are who you really are when you are influenced by others. I thought I wouldn't lose myself, but I'm still lost. I want to know what Xu yinuan looks like after leaving Gu Hanzhou. I want to go back to a year ago I don't want to be your accessory and treat you as my Zhou Xin, so I'm going to give you up. "

Love a person is not terrible, most afraid of love to the end, lost self

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