Her head is getting more and more painful, and she feels like she's going crazy if she's struggling.

She looked at herself in the mirror and repeated a sentence.

"I love Wen Yan. I love Wen Yan. I always love Wen Yan."

Wen Yan is Wen Yan, and ah Yan is ah Yan.

Two kinds of soul, two characters, can not be confused, she can not appear deviation, will not be confused.

"No, it's just a dream. I must be eager for Wen Yan to come back. That's why I have such a strange dream." She scooped up a handful of cold water and threw it on her face to clear her mind. "Dream, it's just a dream. Don't scare yourself."

"What are you afraid of?"

Just then, she heard Wen Yan's voice.

In the mirror, the gentle man with golden eyes appeared clearly.

She was suddenly afraid to see this fantasy. She closed her eyes, afraid that his next action would be to raise the corner of his mouth and show a Yan's special bad smile.

"I didn't miss you Why are you here? "

"You are thinking of me, Huanhuan. Don't you really want to see me? Why don't you open your eyes and look at me? "

This is like ringing in the cochlea, so true.

It's just, there's no heat.

The imaginary person has no real temperature.

The breath of normal person gushes thin in cochlea, have feeling.

And fantasy, only cold words.

In the past, she took this as a consolation, but now So scared.

Is this Wen Yan or himself in the bottom of my heart?

"I miss you very much, but I can't accept that you are myself. Are you Wen Yan or My own heart

"Don't you just open your eyes and know?"

"I..." She shivered and couldn't say a complete word.

"You dare not."

Wen Yan smiles, the laughter is so gentle.

But, with a little mockery.

"Who said I didn't dare?"

Bai Huanhuan was so cruel that he clenched his fist and opened his eyes.

There is nothing in the mirror.

Fantasy disappeared, only pale himself.

Myself

Just yourself?

Illusion comes from the heart. Is that his answer?

She looked at herself in the mirror, flesh and blood, with real temperature.

She gave a bitter smile. She was really sick, and hysteria was also a disease.

Just as she was daydreaming, there was a knock on the door.

"Huanhuan, how are you? Is Gu still waiting for us? "

"Oh, right now."

She responded in a hurry, then cleaned up and came out.

Ah Yan saw that she was pale and frightened. She could not help frowning: "what's the matter with you? You look so ugly? "

"I I see Wen Yan. "

"You see him again?"

"Well, maybe you're right. What I see is false. He's me, the one in my heart. All the problems I dare not face are presented through him. "

"You still can't accept his death?"

Bai Huanhuan heard the speech and opened his mouth. He wanted to say something, but when the words came to his mouth, he couldn't say a word.

She also thought that she could not accept Wen Yan's death, so she made up a false fantasy to accompany her.

But now She had a vague belief in the dream.

She is afraid that she can't tell the two people, and gradually confuse ah Yan with Wen Yan, so that she will pay all her feelings for Wen Yan to ah Yan.

It turns out that That's what fantasy means.

She looked at a Yan, suddenly very fuzzy.

So affectionate looking at their eyes, once upon a time, so familiar, engraved to the bone, unforgettable.

's eyes are as like as two peas.

Who is the person standing in front of you?

Is it ah Yan or Wen Yan, or a combination of the two.

Her lips were pale and trembling. "Ah Ah Yan, sometimes can you tell you from Wen Yan? "

"It used to be very clear. I went straight, but he was cowardly. I adore force, but he doesn't dare to wave his fist. I was violent and impulsive, and he was too careful. I'm careless and poor in living ability, and he likes to clean up the house. I'm in the kitchen... "

"I can clearly tell that he is him and I am me. I disdain to be like him. I always feel better than him. I am the most suitable person to protect you."

"But now..."

He said back, frowning, unexpectedly about to speak , but saying nothing.

"How is it now?"

When she asked this, her voice was trembling and carefully spilled over her lips.He pursed his lips, eyes fell on her body, gently shaking his head.

"I don't know."

"Why don't you know who you are? Don't you know yourself?"

Bai Huanhuan is in a hurry. She can't find the answer in herself. She hopes that a Yan can give her a reassurance.

"I don't want to be a person like Wen Yan, but I love you like he does, and I want to be a normal person. I don't have a teacher. My appearance can be achieved overnight. My understanding of the world is known through Wen Yan. His eyes are my books. At first, I was myself. Later I was led by him. "

"I'm like an experiment, a failed experiment. Wen Yan is complete. I don't know whether I influenced him or he influenced me

"No, you are you, Wen Yan is Wen Yan..."

She's a little emotional.

"What's the matter with you? There seems to be something wrong with you. Is there something wrong with you? "

A Yan sees her so, tightly frown, worry about her body.

She also realized that she had lost her manners. She vomited a foul breath and said, "it's ok I'm, I'm probably over nervous. "

Her eyes twinkled and she took several breaths of fresh air to calm her restless heart.

"Maybe Wen Yan is coming back. You're a little emotional. You didn't sleep well last night. The dark circles under your eyes are so heavy. Don't be nervous. Relax. I'll take care of everything. "

He touched her head in a very gentle voice, as if to seduce a child.

He is so tender, patient, let her insane, really want to think that Wen Yan will come back.

Her heart trembles, subconsciously step back, to avoid his hand.

A Yan's hand is hanging in the air, and the air is slipping away from his fingers, with a damp and cold breath.

It was already summer and the weather was hot and dry, but he felt cold.

She never avoids herself.

His body is like falling into the ice, the body temperature, a little bit away.

Fingers stiff, powerless back, said: "go, Gu Gu is still waiting for us."

Between the words, there is a touch of bitterness.

Bai Huanhuan pursed her lips and knew that she had just hurt him.

But she couldn't help it.

She followed him downstairs. Gu Gu had finished his breakfast and was ready to go.

She couldn't eat. She really didn't have much appetite. After eating a piece of bread, she didn't want to eat it.

"You have to finish it or you're not allowed to go out."

Ah Yan sank his face and said unhappily.

"I'm full!"

A Yan seems not to have heard it and is not moved.

And Gu Gu looked forward to her. If she didn't finish eating, they couldn't start, and they would be late.

"Aunt, just listen to my uncle and have a good meal. You've finished your meal. My uncle made it early in the morning. Ham, poached eggs, jam bread and milk... "

Bai Huanhuan's heart trembled slightly when he heard this.

I don't know when, a Yan's cooking skills have been passable, no longer the original kitchen killer.

Is Can they really be confused?

Tap the screen to use advanced tools Tip: You can use left and right keyboard keys to browse between chapters.

You'll Also Like