CEO He : Please Don't Love Me

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"Leave the door, Tian Yuan."

Liu Ji Fan said with the gritted teeth. However, Tian Yuan shook his head vigorously while holding the door tightly and leaning his body backward as much as he could to remain out of Liu Ji Fan's office.

Leave the door…hah. Was he a fool to do that?

He doesn't want to be eaten by an angry devil.

"Alright…you asked for it."

Liu Ji Fan turned around and left the hand he was holding tightly, with a casual smile on his lips but Tian Yuan knew this smile.

This smile meant that now Liu Ji Fan's patience had ended and he will no longer use his brain. He will just do what he wants.

Having both hands free he wanted to run away before he could be caught by him, however, he had not expected Liu Ji Fan to suddenly hold his face and start a kissing session just outside his office.

"Mmmmm….."

Tian Yuan struggled but Liu Ji Fan only held her more firmly. He avoided his lips and got a small time to utter something that could perhaps give some sense to the fool who was holding him.

"Ji Fan,… outside…someone will see."

However, Liu Ji Fan seems to be possessed by something. He held the man in his arms by the back of his head and sealed his lips again.

Who cares if someone will see them?

He doesn't care. It will be good if someone will see them. Let them see. Let them know that Tian Yuan only belonged to him. He was his man.

No one could touch him except him…Liu Ji Fan.

When the person in his arms refused to open his mouth to give his further access, Liu Ji Fan chuckled darkly and his lips went down…to his neck.

Tian Yuan's eyes widened as he saw a fluffy head buried in his neck. Raising his hands to push Liu Ji Fan, Tian Yuan muttered anxiously.

"Ji Fan, stop…nnghhh…"

His legs softened and he could not form his words when he felt him sucking his skin. A shiver ran down his spine almost making him go insane.

Liu Ji Fan smiled in satisfaction hearing his moan. He bit the soft white skin under his lips and then sucked it again and again to soothe his pain.

"Nah….Ji Fan..."

"Baby, you're still so sensitive here."

Liu Ji Fan chuckled when he raised his head and saw the dazed face of the man in his arms. His eyes went dark when he saw his parted mouth and pink lips.

Without any hesitation, he leaned down to catch those soft lips and invaded the territory he loved.

The hot tongue swept his mouth and senses making Tian Yuan's mind blank for a moment.

He immediately left the door handle and tried to walk inside the office. Fortunately, Liu Ji Fan seemed too corporate.

Without leaving Tian Yuan's lips, he himself first stepped inside the office holding him with his one hand. Closing the door with his other hand, he pressed Tian Yuan on the door while sucking his tongue. 

Tian Yuan panted, moaned at the same time tried to push him away weakly.

It was difficult. He wants to accept his touch, lose his senses but at the same time, he knew he couldn't do that.

He struggled more when he felt Liu Ji Fan's hands roaming above his wet shirt. Finally freeing his mouth, Liu Ji Fan let Tian Yuan's head rest on his shoulder who was panting weakly, and opened his shirt's button.

"Where did she touch you?"

He asked breathlessly but didn't really seem to care for the answer.

"Stop…Ji Fan…you can't do this."

Regaining his senses, Tian Yuan finally said and tried to step away from the man who could break his resolve with his charming face any time.

However, Liu Ji Fan only chuckled and opened the last button of Tian Yuan's shirt.

He pinched the dark spot on Tian Yuan's chest and smirked when he felt the thin boy trembling in his arms.

Leaning down he licked the same place making Tian Yuan cry out and whispered

"Stop pretending that you don't like it."

Remembering how Tian Yuan was staring at that girl, Liu Ji Fan sucked that place more vigorously and pinched his waist.

Rubbing the same area to soothe his pain, he raised his head and put his forehead on Tian Yuan's forehead.

Tian Yuan had not expected him to stop so he was surprised and opened his eyes.

His misty eyes only seem to make him look more seductive. Liu Ji Fan hissed and embrace him closer to his body if it was possible making Tian Yuan feel the changes in a certain part of his body.

.

.

.

He chuckled when he saw his widened eyes and said seriously.

"Don't get too close with anyone, Tian Yuan. It doesn't matter whether it is a girl or it is a man. Don't test my patience."

His words made Tian Yuan's heart weakened as he remembered that a few years ago, a teenager had said to him the same words in a dominating tone.

He couldn't help but whisper

"Ji Fan, why don't you forget me? There can be nothing between us."

He had thought that Liu Ji Fan would have already moved on from him. Perhaps he had already forgotten him.

But even after so many years, he could feel his love for him.

Was he moved? He was.

But he could do nothing except running away from his love.

In his trance, Tian Yuan didn't see the dark eyes of Liu Ji Fan looking down at him.

'There can be nothing between us.'

Liu Ji Fan pinched his chin making him looking his eyes and Tian Yuan came out of his trance. 

He gulped when he saw the same fierceness in Liu Ji Fan's eyes from years ago.

"Do you have someone else in your life?"

Although Liu Ji Fan looked calm on the surface, his heart was beating anxiously.

So many years have passed. Did this b**t**d already forget him and moved on?

Looking at his indifferent face, Liu Ji Fan really thought it could be possible. Still, he waited for his answer.

On the other hand, Tian Yuan's mind was in a different direction.

If he told Liu Ji Fan that he had someone in his life, maybe he would leave him and find someone else. The thought pained him but he still hardened his heart when he thought about what all he has to face because of this so-called love.

So with an indifferent face, he answered him

"Yes, that's why I want you to stay away from me. I would never want to betray her because I really lo…"

Before he could complete his sentence, his lips were bitten down by a raging dog and he frowned.

Liu Ji Fan tasted blood but didn't care.

Does the little b**t**d even know how his words were stabbing his heart like a knife?

"I dare you to complete your words, Tian Yuan."

He gripped Tian Yuan's chin and made him look in his eyes but Tian Yuan was still looking at him with indifference.

A few moments later, Liu Ji Fan heart softened so he loosened his grip and caressed his jaw.

"You're lying, right?"

He asked softly hoping that the young man would confess the truth.

However, Tian Yuan just smiled one that was cold and distant as he said

"CEO Liu, If you want to betray yourself and continue to live in the web of this so-called love you have weaved for yourself then you are very much allowed to do that. However, please don't involve me in all this. Because whatever I'm saying is the truth. I really have someone whom I…"

Liu Ji Fan covered his mouth and pleaded.

"Don't say it."

But Tian Yuan was now lost in his painful memories. He pushed away Liu Ji Fan harshly and glared at him coldly

"Four years ago also, you were persistent like this. You tried to force everything on me. Your love, this homosexuality, and so many things. You wanted everything according to your wishes."

"Yuan…" Liu Ji Fan whispered with red eyes and tried to step closer.

But when he saw Tian Yuan pushing him away again coldly, he felt his heart stifling.

"You taunt me every time that I left you, Liu Ji Fan when you don't even have that right. Because I never promised to stay by your side. It's you who always forced your wishes on me. Taking advantage of sometimes my guilt, sometimes you manipulated me but you made me do everything you wanted."

Liu Ji Fan's face was becoming more and more pale as Tian Yuan continued

"Do you know why I ran away, Liu Ji Fan?"

Without waiting for Liu Ji Fan to answer his question, he answered it himself

"It's because of you. Everything was because of you."

Because if you have not loved me then I would have been living happy and carelessly.

Tian Yuan turned around with clenched fists. Hot tears fell down from his eyes one by one but he never turned back.

He exited Liu Ji Fan's office after buttoning up his still wet shirt.