CEO He : Please Don't Love Me

Standing in front of a particular room, Mo Roulan relived the dark memories of her past. Her forehead was covered with cold sweat.

At some moment, she felt her legs so weak that she could fall to the ground at any time.

However, a sudden and loud shriek broke her trance.

Her whole jerked suddenly as if she had just come out of some shock.

She turned to the direction from where the shout had come.

It was the next room.

Licking her lips nervously, Mo Roulan stepped forward slowly and walked towards the next room.

"Stop …Leave me."

The shout came again making Mo Roulan frown. She raised her hand to turn the doorknob so that she could open the door. However, the door didn't open.

Mo Roulan bit her lips and tried again but she couldn't open the door.

She huffed in frustration when the door didn't open.

"L..leave me."

The voice came again but slurred and Mo Roulan whole body froze suddenly.

Because the voice seemed very familiar. Just like Shen Youlin.

Her breathing and heartbeat sped up unconsciously as she imagined what was going on inside for Shen Youlin to shout like this.

Her anxiousness only increased with every passing second.

"Youlin…"

Mo Roulan wiped her face and took deep breaths.

This was not the time when she should be drowning herself in her past.

Youlin was inside the room and she doesn't even know in what kind of situation she was in. Looking around the long gallery, her gaze suddenly fell on the fire extinguisher.

Without any hesitation she ran ahead and grabbed it from the wall.

It was heavy but the only thing she could use right now.

(***Warning- This chapter has instances of rape and mild violence. If you don't wish to read such content please skip the part between three vertical dots) 

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Inside the room, You Youxin looked down at the almost unconscious girl lying under herself with a smirk.

"You think you can avoid me Youlin…Hmm…"

She kissed her cheek and chuckled angrily when she saw her attempt in trying to avoid her lips.

Grabbing her jaw with her one hand, You Youxin stared at her beautiful face with eyes filled with anger.

"Why can't you just submit? Why can't you just give yourself to me, Youlin? I love you so much. We will be so happy with each other. Both of us like the same things. Both of us are in the crowd but alone. Youlin...I can give you everything. We will make a new family. You just need to say 'yes' once."

Shen Youlin was feeling dizzy. Everything in front of her was blurry. In this hazy state, she heard You Youxin's words and only felt disgusting.

She took her inside the room when she was not in her consciousness and now she wants her consent.

Pressing her hands against You Youxin's chest she tried to push her away.

"You're …sick. Go… away."

However, her strength was not much and at this moment she was already starting to lose her mind because of the effects of the drug so her small actions couldn't push away You Youxin instead they only made her angry.

Furious, You Youxin slapped Shen Youlin on her face and sneered.

"Ah…"

The red marked fingerprints instantly appeared on Shen Youlin's soft and white cheek.

"I'm sick. Then are you fine? Aren't you also like me? And about going away you should already know that you can't do anything to me here. After all, my father owns this place. Who will dare to go against me?" said You Youxin.

Patting the same cheek gently, she has slapped she tsked

"Tsk..I don't want to hit you but you just force me to do that."

Kissing the red mark softly she continued

"Well…. baby Just take it as my first mark on your body. Now lie down comfortably and enjoy all the pleasures that I'll give you."

She put Shen Youlin's both hands above her head on the bed and tied them with a rope easily.

"Don't…"

A tear slipped out from Shen Youlin's eyes as she begged You Youxin to stop. However, her begging only seemed to excite You Youxin more.

"You..Xin, please …stop. "

Still unbuttoning Shen Youlin's dress, You Youxin asked

"Why?"

She didn't mind when she heard no answer instead she continued her work and answered the question herself.

"It's because of that girl, right? Mo Roulan. "

The name made Mo Roulan's image flash in Shen Youlin's mind and more tears fell down from her eyes as she whispered

"Roulan…"

You Youxin suddenly paused and held Shen Youlin's face again as she asked

"What is so special in that girl? Tell me. You were even ready to leave drugs for her, why? Do you think she loves you that much? Ha…Youlin you have become a fool."

She picked a small packet that was filled with white powdery substance and opened it with her mouth.

Smearing it on Shen Youlin's lips she licked it from there and whispered

"These drugs … they are magic that can make you forget every pain and you want to leave them. Didn't you also use to like them because of this, Youlin? "

Shen Youlin didn't say anything. She sobbed as she couldn't stop her tongue from going out of her mouth and licking her lips that were smeared with that magical substance.

Somewhere Youxin was right. She will forget everything when she takes them. Her mother's partiality, her being different from others, and everything else, that could make her go crazy.

That's why when You Youxin first introduced such a thing to her she was tempted. She has started the drug.

After taking the drugs, she would be in her own world where no one could hurt her, where she was not afraid of anyone.

It was her own choice and she was getting what she had chosen. She has no right to feel helpless.

At this moment, she felt her dress slipping down from her shoulders and she closed her eyes silently preparing herself for the long and torturous night.

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(***Those who left the previous part can start to read from here)

However, You Youxin suddenly cried out loud when she felt something heavy hitting her head from the back.

Her head pained as if it would split apart.

Mustering some strength, she turned around slowly. She only saw a blurry figure standing with a bottle in her hands.

"You…"

She could only whisper this word and then everything went black. Unconscious she slumped on Shen Youlin's body, who had already lost her senses.

With cold eyes and quivering lips, Mo Roulan threw the bottle on the ground. Then she hurriedly removed You Youxin's body from Shen Youlin.

Her gaze suddenly went to the drugs placed on the bedside and she gulped the bile rising in her throat. 

Glancing away she turned her gaze to Shen Youlin and was scared to see her unconscious.

"Youlin…"

Mo Roulan patted Shen Youlin's cheek quite a few times but she didn't get any response.

Her eyes went teary when she saw her opened dress and she kicked You Youxin down from the bed who was before lying on it.

Carefully, she lifted Shen Youlin's body and tightened the strings of her dress.

"So, you are here?"

Mo Roulan was startled by the sudden voice and her eyes went wide when she saw the person in front of her.

It was the security guard.

"You fooled me just because you wanted to enter inside, right girl?"

The security guard asked her with narrowed eyes.

Ha…he takes his words back. He doesn't want such a sister.

"Now a days, no one can trust anyone. I learnt it hard way. Now will you get out or you want me to drag you out?"

Mo Roulan felt guilt by his words but she didn't feel that she did anything wrong. Looking at the unconscious Shen Youlin, her fists clenched.

If she had been last even for a second then Youlin would have been…

Raising her head she looked at the security guard and said

"Brother, I didn't want to do such a thing but my friend was inside and someone called me saying that she went unconscious. I was worried. I am not of the legal age to enter the bar yet so I could only fool you and enter. If possible, please forgive me."

She apologized very seriously and then she tried to lift Shen Youlin from the bed.

Only then, the security guard noticed the unconscious girl on the bed. He believed Mo Roulan and felt that his words were a bit harsh so he went and helped her in lifting Shen Youlin.

Since You Youxin was lying on the floor, that too, another side of the bed the security guard never noticed her.

As they left the room, Mo Roulan sighed in relief that the security guard didn't see the broken lock of the room.

Outside the bar, he helped her calling a taxi and Mo Roulan thanked him.

"Girl, don't do this again. I'm leaving you but if there was someone else in my place then you would have been behind the bars by now."

Mo Roualn silently nodded her head. However, she knew that if such a situation arises again she would not hesitate to do the same thing.

As the taxi started, Mo Roulan looked outside the window.

"Roulan"

She swiftly turned her head when she heard Shen Youlin calling her name, however, found her asleep.

She felt her heart stifling when she saw tears falling down from Shen Youlin's eyes.

There has been only once when she had seen Shen Youlin crying and that was when she had saved her.

She let Shen Youlin's head lay on her lap and patted her back gently while whispering.

"Youlin, don't cry. You're safe now."

After Shen Youlin had stopped crying, Mo Roulan looked out of the window again.

Her mind repeated the words she had heard before and she wondered whether what she heard was true or not.