After all, he can't live his own life well. How can you comfort others?

In fact, after so many years, Jiang Guanli has left them, and one day they can let go, so he is not qualified to persuade Mo Xiao to let go of everything in the past.

Some things happen when they happen, just like an ugly scar on the skin, which may become weaker and weaker with the change of years, but the fear and pain of being hurt is eternal.

It's easy to put down two words, but sometimes it's just like this. The worst thing to do is the simplest thing.

Including forgetting.

Mo Xiao, like him, tries to convince himself that one person can live a good life. When he once thought of rejecting another person's touch, it means that you have already had a bad life.

At the moment of parting, Mo Xiao gently smiles at Song Yan and says bitterly.

"I will not do those ridiculous things, I believe the baby will be able to find back, I will wait for him to come back, before he comes back, I will take good care of myself."

Song Yan nodded, his state really can not let people rest assured.

But he didn't let go completely, he just sobered up a little and learned to press those emotions which had no place in his heart.

But in the dead of night, he will still cry out in pain. Song Yan loves him, but he can only stop at the pain. They are like two patients who share the same disease. They thought they could get close to each other for warmth, but they found that each has its own world.

He can't get into song Yan, and naturally song Yan can't get into him, but Mo Xiao still has a chance to save everything, and song Yan has nothing left.

Mo Xiao turns around to prepare to leave that moment, song Yan suddenly opens his mouth to call him: "will you regret later?"

Mo Xiao was slightly stunned by his endless words. When he reacted, there was still a faint smile on his lips.

Will she regret it?

How to answer song Yan? She didn't know.

Because even she is not sure whether she will regret it in the future.

Song Yan saw that she didn't answer. She didn't plan to answer. She sighed and said, "I regret it now. If you give me another chance, I won't let Jiang Guanli go anyway. But you are different. You have to go back. I have nothing left."

Jiang Guanli seems to have evaporated from the world. No matter how hard song Yan tries, she can't be found.

But Mo Xiao also knows where Gu Xiyan is and there is a misunderstanding with Gu Xiyan. If there is a misunderstanding between the two people, they should try to find a way to let go. Even if they can't reconcile, they have to make it clear?

But there are too many bumps between the two of them, and one would rather use death as a way to escape than bravely solve those misunderstandings.

How much courage does it take for two people to love each other? They can't have no idea, but how to know? Knowing and owning are two concepts.

If Mo Xiaomai doesn't go out, she is cowardly in her heart. She is afraid that after making up with Gu Xiyan, she will make a mistake again.

There is still a long way to go. Now there is a Jinyun trip, and there will be more in the future.

She doesn't want to be on tenterhooks every day.

So she needs Gu Xiyan's honesty, but the man can't.

He is like a riddle. Sometimes Mo Xiao feels that he knows it very well, but in the end he finds that he can't see through her and him at all.

This kind of feeling makes Mo Xiao feel more and more insecure in front of him. The most important thing for two people to be together is to know their roots and trust each other.

But Gu Xiyan couldn't give her this feeling.

Mo Xiao quietly looking at Song Yan, after a long time, just light nodded.

"I know. I'll think about it again. Go back! It's getting late. "

Song Yan nodded. After getting on the bus, he did not leave immediately, but sat on the bus for a long time.

The smoke is swirling around the car window. Song Yan smokes a lot one by one. He still thinks of Jiang Guanli uncontrollably.

The girl who smiles with curved eyebrows has always been in his heart, and never forgets a second.

Just a lot of times, song Yan is deceiving himself. He thinks that he can lead a good life with song Sirui and walk out of the shadow of Jiang Guanli completely.

But every time he saw song Sirui smile like Jiang Guanli, he would feel that he wanted to be blocked.He also wants a happy family and no longer wants to find Jiang Guanli.

As long as he is willing to appear in front of him now, he can not care about anything, can forgive her for leaving him at the most difficult time, can forgive her for leaving without saying goodbye.

At least she left him a song Sirui, not to mention let him alone through this life.

But... Where is Jiang Guanli?

He has been looking for her for many years and has never seen her. He has even been to Jiang Guanli's hometown.

His parents, brother and sister-in-law seem to care nothing about her life or death, as long as she returns the money on time every year.

Song Yan once tried to have her account tracked.

But after all, his ability is limited, and Jiang Guanli's account number is different every time, so song Yan can hardly find her.

When the smell of smoke completely dissipated, song Yancai opened the door and walked into song Sirui's room.

Small children clever sleep in their own bed, never cry, sensible people distressed.

He has never enjoyed his mother's meticulous love. Song Yan knows that this is something he can't make up for in his life. He can only do his best to make song Sirui happy and live his life peacefully.

I hope that if there is a next life, song Sirui can choose a good place, with the love of his parents, no longer have to pretend to be strong.

The light moonlight outside the window comes in, and the whole room is full of baby flavor, with a faint milk fragrance, lingering on the tip of Mo Xiao's nose.

Let her in many moments feel that the baby did not leave themselves, at the moment is sleeping in front of the cot.

But when she put her hand in the past, she found that the bed was cold and there was no baby's temperature.

Mo Xiao didn't know how many times she cried. She was sitting on the floor of the baby room all by herself, surrounded by children's toys.

I still have a baby's favorite doll in my hand.

The intermittent sobbing sound in the room. Mo Xiao doesn't know how long he has been crying, and doesn't know what time it is now, until he sleeps heavily because of heavy fatigue

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