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The next day when k had surgery, Lu Zhun was not on the side. When the anesthetic effect was about to take effect, K turned his eyes. I swept around the anxious faces, but I didn't see Lu Zhun. I opened my mouth when I wanted to say something. The medicine worked, and K was in a coma. In the dark.

At the end of the day when there was only a trace of consciousness. K is still smiling, perhaps, this time is really separated forever. I really can't see it any more

Lu Zhun

Lu Zhun is in his home. He didn't go to the hospital. Just sitting on the bed. I just sat there all night.

Eyes staring at the bed scattered on a photo of the bed, the curtain was tightly closed, the door was locked. He groped for K's picture in the dark.

He was scared. Really? He didn't know what to do. He didn't dare to go to the hospital. He is afraid that he will not be able to control the prevention of K surgery, only a small half of the chance to live ah. God should pay more attention to K, so that he can survive!

He was afraid that he would stop him. At least he had more than four months to live and accompany him. What if the operation fails? What if it fails?!

Lu Zhun can't imagine what will happen next. He is very afraid. He is afraid that he will collapse. Desperately let oneself don't think about those things, but a quiet down, full of brain is K.

It's useless to teach others how to forget the pain when you put it on yourself. Lu Zhun shrank on the bed and didn't move.

I feel that the lacrimal gland seems to have dried up. No matter how painful it is, a heart is about to explode, and my eyes can't shed a drop of tears. Lu Zhun cried in a low voice, like a wounded beast.

“K……”

"Lu Zhun! What's the matter with you, Lu Zhun? " Mother Lu is very anxious outside the room and keeps beating the door. From the time she came back last night, Lu Zhun shrank himself in the room, ate nothing and asked him nothing.

Mother Lu thought he was tired and fell asleep in the room, but she still didn't say a word. There was no movement in the whole room. At this time, mother Lu was in a hurry.

In a hurry to find a spare room key. Anxious to open the door, the darkness let mother Lu jump, reached for the light, saw Lu Zhun sitting on the bed.

Lu's mother walked slowly and asked, "Lu Zhun, Lu Zhun?! What's the matter with you? "

Lu Zhun didn't seem to hear it. His eyes were a little dull. He didn't sleep all night. His eyes were a little more pale and his stubble grew out. He looked a bit embarrassed. Pale face with a pair of eyes has no expression, face of despair.

Lu's mother was shocked and distressed to see him look like this. She gently extended her hand to touch Lu Zhun's thin face. Her voice choked: "Lu Zhun, what's the matter with you?"?! You're talking. Don't worry me, OK?! What's the matter with you, kid?! What happened? "

Lu Zhun's eyes moved. He turned his head and looked in the direction of his mother. He had a pale smile on his face: "Mom, don't worry, I don't have anything to worry about. Don't worry..." his voice was weak.

Mother Lu anxiously shook Lu Zhun's shoulder and raised her voice: "how can I not worry about your appearance?"?! What the hell happened?! You're talking! You're talking! What about K?! Why are you the only one back? Where's K?! Why didn't k come back? "

Hearing K's name, there was no expression on his pale face, but his eyes were wet. Tears rolled out of his eyes drop by drop and made a slight sound on the picture of a bed.

It's hard to calm down slowly. Now the heart is so painful that people can't breathe. Lu Zhun bit his lip to calm down. But the more he wanted to be calm, the more counterproductive it was. Lu Zhun was so flustered that he didn't know what to do, and he fell into deep sadness and despair.

"What's the matter... What about the child..."

"Mom..." as soon as the words came out, tears fell down. Some mother Lu, who was at a loss, held Lu Zhun in her arms and coaxed him in a low voice: "what's the matter? Good boy, tell mom what happened, OK? "

"K is in the operating room. He's doing an operation. I dare not go there. Mom, I'm so scared." Lu Zhun shook his head with a strong nasal voice: "Mom, there's only a 40% chance. Mom, I'm really scared. I'm afraid he'll leave me. I'm afraid I'll never see him again..."

These words, like a thunder, landed on mother Lu's heart with a roar, which made her heart feel unbearable and torn.

In a trance, she couldn't stand. Mother Lu picked up Lu Zhun and looked at him with red eyes: "why don't you tell me?! Didn't you say hypoglycemia before?! Why didn't you tell me earlier? "

"Ma..."

"Go, go, let's go to the hospital!" Mother Lu pulls Lu Zhun to the door, but Lu Zhun's steps seem to be fixed on the ground. She looks at mother Lu and shakes her head slowly.

Mother Lu frowned at him and said, "why don't you go?"

"I'm afraid..." Lu Zhun murmured in a low voice: "I can't help him..."

"Isn't he afraid?" Mother Lu widened her eyes and looked at Lu Zhun. Her voice raised a little. She never wanted to yell at Lu Zhun like this at this time.

But now Lu's mother is really angry. She can't care so much. She sticks out her index finger to Lu Zhun's chest and says word by word: "isn't he afraid?"?! He is alone in the hospital now! He'll have another operation on his own! It's him who's going to have an operation! It's him who has a 60% chance of dying! You left him alone in the hospital?! You can't help him with anything. At least you can stay by his side. But what do you look like now?! What a downfall

Mu Jinxuan slowly sat up from the chair, turned a few circles in the corridor, and then slowly sat down. So repeated several times, or some at a loss to stand up.

She has never felt that time is so long, long to a second, she seems to have been waiting for a whole day. Mu Jinxuan has never felt so lonely as now. She is the only one left in the corridor. She is the only one in the quiet waiting, helpless waiting.

Lu Zhun is not there, and Lu Jingyuan is not. She is the only one who looks at the sign on in the operating room and wants to cry helplessly.

She didn't know what to do. The whole person fell into deep sorrow. Those people who came and went in panic fell into Mu Jinxuan's eyes. They were like slow motion without sound.

She can do nothing, she has no way to accompany K inside, no way to experience Lu Zhun's despair and heartache, can only be a person helpless to stay here.

For Lu Zhun, for K, can't stop heartache.

"Why not come out..." Mu Jinxuan murmured in a low voice. In fact, she had some contradictions in her heart. She wanted the doctor to come out quickly, but on the other hand, she didn't want the doctor to come out so soon. She was afraid to see the doctor's calm face and said to herself, "sorry, we've tried our best."

She was afraid to see Lu Zhun's sad face. Mu Jinxuan wanted to cry. Why did these things happen to them

Behind him came the sound of flustered footsteps. Mu Jinxuan quickly turned around, only to find that Lu Zhun and his mother ran over. Looking at mother Lu, Mu Jinxuan muttered in a low voice: "aunt Lu, you all know..."

"It's so far. Are you going to keep it from me?" Mother Lu's face is full of heartache, she knows these must be K that child's attention, the original phone call, that sentence: "take good care of yourself." There was more meaning of farewell. How could I not hear it at that time?!

Lu's mother remembered that K's eyes were red: "you say, how can he... How can he..." at the end, she couldn't go on.

"How's it going?" Lu Zhun asked in a low voice. His face was as pale as if he was the one who was sick.

"The doctor still hasn't come out. It's been more than five hours. Why haven't you come out yet?" Mu Jinxuan said anxiously. She was uneasy.

Lu Zhun sat down on the chair and did not move. My head is in a mess, I can't remember anything, and I seem to think about everything clearly,

How do you meet K, how do you like k, how do you decide to live with him, how do you decide to like him for a lifetime.

Those trivial paragraphs are clearly printed in Lu Zhun's mind bit by bit. Every time I think about them, it is sweet. But now it is like a needle pricking pain. The crazy pain is going to occupy the whole heart, leaving me nowhere to hide. I can only curl myself up into a very small group surrounded by sadness and despair.

"K..." Lu Zhun murmured in a low voice: "you will come back alive, right?! You'll come back alive, right?! You're going to come back alive, right? "

"You love me so much, how can you leave me, how can you give up..."

"K... please, you can't leave me alone. You have to live well..."

In front of my eyes, I was a little fuzzy, as if I saw a man in white appeared in front of me. There was a ruffian smile on his face, and his voice was not serious: "Hey, sir, do you lack a boyfriend?"