Chang’an Peasant Girl

   Chapter 1960 Feelings

"But eldest brother is more competent than me. Even if he did some things for my sister-in-law that made my parents sad, at least, he has been by my parents' side all these years. It's not like me..." Speaking of this, Involuntarily, Su Yixing sighed, very sad and self-blaming.

After a long while, Su Yixing said again: "Sometimes I wonder if I was wrong to study medicine with your father, if I hadn't been studying medicine, I would be able to stay by my parents' side every day and take care of my younger brothers. , be a good son, be a good brother, be a good brother."

"However, although I always suspect that I am wrong in studying medicine, I am very fortunate. If I hadn't studied medicine with your father, and I have no medical skills, then I can only watch my fourth brother's body collapse. Go down, there's nothing you can do."

   "At least now, I can have a way to prevent his body from collapsing so badly. My fourth brother is also really worrying."

"But also, he wanted to learn martial arts, but he couldn't because he was weak; he wanted to learn to ride, but he did, but because of his weakness, he couldn't always ride like our brothers, and he couldn't even walk very long. Lu, otherwise, we haven't even shown any signs of getting tired, and he's just gasping for breath."

   "Every time he does physical activity, he basically stands on the sidelines and watches. Because of his weakness, he can't participate at all."

   "It's no wonder that he threw himself into the officialdom, and wanted to rely on his intelligence and particularly dazzling political achievements to prove that he was not a cripple. Yes, he thought he was a cripple."

"Every time I heard him say that he was a cripple, I wanted to heal his body, but I didn't have the ability, especially at that time, I was really disgusted by others saying that I was skilled in medicine. Gao Ming, how come I can't even heal my brother's body."

   Speaking of this, Su Yixing suddenly laughed, "I drank some wine with Master tonight. I guess I was a little drunk, so I told you so much. I usually seldom say these words."

   In fact, he wasn't drunk at all, he just thought that his fourth brother was alone in the imperial capital to celebrate the New Year, and he didn't go back to celebrate the New Year with his parents.

   Gong Le shook his head and said, "Sometimes, people should talk more and shouldn't bury everything in their hearts, it will be very tiring to live."

After a pause, "Brother Xing, you are actually a good brother, don't belittle yourself, why do you study medicine every day, isn't it just to cure Brother Yun one day, and your efforts are actually seen by everyone. inside."

"Besides, you're not a god, so how can you take care of everything, if you want to take care of this, naturally you can't take care of that, and Brother Yun's body has always been the heart disease of everyone in your family, you are committed to this The above, in my opinion, is the very right choice."

  Su Yixing nodded, feeling relieved that Gong Le could understand him. He is lighthearted and doesn't love his family very much, but he takes all the people in the family to heart and cares very much.

   The topic was a bit heavy, so Gong Le changed the topic and asked with a smile, "You promised to marry me, how are you going to explain to Tsing Yi?"

Su Yixing immediately snorted: "How can I explain, no need to explain, anyway, she doesn't like me, I asked her what would happen if I got married with you last time, she just said congratulations to me, don't you get angry? Angry?"

   Gong Le laughed: "Your problem is bigger than mine."

   (end of this chapter)