Chasing King

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The sound of "kong'er" penetrated Yan Sikong's chest like a sharp knife, making his eyes red.

Since they met again, Feng Ye didn't want to admit that he was Yan Sikong. He rarely called him by this name, let alone "kong'er", which was the nickname of the closest person. After Yuan Mao died, Feng Ye was the only person in the world who would call him like this, but he thought that "only one" was gone.

Now it seems that it's not that it's gone. It's just that Fengye is unwilling, disdainful and unwilling to use it on him

He stares at the picture in the room with his red eyes. Feng Ye hugs his brother, who looks very similar to him. He calls "kong'er" without stinging. He is so emotional that he calls the nickname that he hopes someone can call him again.

Yuan Nan Yu sighed and patted Feng Ye's back with her hands.

Yan Sikong suddenly has a strange feeling. He feels as if he doesn't exist. He's not a real person. Maybe he's just a lonely soul out of the body. He's watching the real Yan Sikong embrace Feng Ye affectionately and tell his heart about the wine. What is he?

He would not think that one day, he would even doubt his identity. Since all the people close to him told him that he was not Yan Sikong, he was not worthy of Yan Sikong, maybe he was not?

There must be more than one person named Yan Sikong in this world. Who is Yan Sikong and who is he? If he changes his name, he is still him, but he is not Yan Sikong. So it's just a name. Since all the people he cares about don't recognize him, why should he stick to a name?!

The pictures inside made him realize that he was just like an outsider, because Fengye already had "Yan Sikong" in his mind.

Yan Sikong staggered back two steps, carrying the wine pot, quietly left.

He didn't want to guess what happened between Fengye and yuannanyu, and what else did that have to do with him? But I do not know when, the cold wind blowing, a cold face, hand a wipe, it was half dry tears.

Yan Sikong showed a sad smile.

So good, he had made up his mind that he would no longer be involved in private affairs with Fengye. Fengye no longer had to bind him affectionately, and he no longer had to give in to everything and worry about everything, for fear that he would hurt Fengye's heart and owe him Fengye's love. It's just a conspiracy to get what he needs. He just needs to get the power he wants. Besides, he has no expectation of Fengye.

No more expectations.

Back in the room, Yan Sikong drinks alone in front of the waning moon and pours two pots of wine into his stomach. He is a mass of wine, but everyone is drunk if he is not drunk. At this moment, he has a reason to be drunk, so he soon faints and has no dream.

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when she woke up the next day, Yan Sikong felt that she had been sleeping for more than one night, but for a long time, her head was dazed. The most important thing was that as soon as she opened her eyes, ah Li told him two news in a hurry, two big news that made people feel "one night changed".

One is emperor Zhaowu's decree, which deposed Chen Chun as the crown prince due to a small mistake and changed him to King Qing. The other is that General Chen Kai, at the invitation of Fengye, left for Taiyuan after the Spring Festival.

Emperor Zhaowu abandoned the crown prince and the most beloved son of his favorite concubine. His intention is very obvious. It's a show of sincerity to Chen. It's not a joke to abolish the crown prince. It's a great event that affects the foundation of the country. In doing so, Emperor Zhaowu must have achieved something between the court and Chen in the dark. Chen also responded and immediately said that he would come to Taiyuan.

I believe that in a few days, Chen's letter of persuading Fengye should have arrived. If emperor Zhaowu promised to pass the throne to Chen, the reason for Chen's rebellion would no longer exist, and then the reason for closing the field to seek rebellion would no longer exist. "Reasonably speaking, closing the field should be subordinated to Chen and the court.

But as we all know, it's not so easy for anyone who has more than 200000 soldiers in his hand to let go.

Therefore, although the imperial court abolished Chen Chun, it did not immediately set up Chen Shu. I'm afraid that the condition for the announcement of the decree was that Chen Shu could accept the Fengye.

If Chen Kuai came to Taiyuan, he would have a direct confrontation with Fengye. It depends on how they deal with each other. Now no one dares to jump to a conclusion.

These two news make Yan Sikong's hangover brain wake up immediately.

A Li obviously also realized the seriousness of the situation, while waiting for Yan Sikong to wash, he said: will the wolf king be attacked on all sides?

Yan Sikong took the cloth towel that a Li handed to him, slowly wiped the pale and haggard face in the bronze mirror, and said in a low voice, "yes."

A Li is urgent in the throat sends out babbling voice: that how to do?

"In the eyes of the king of Shu, the more arrogant he was, the less arrogant he was." Yan Sikong stares at himself in the mirror and says, "if not, Chen will not be so afraid of him. Chen knows that even if he enters the capital and sits on the throne, he can't be the real master of the world. How can he dare to do business with him?"

Ali sighed.

Yan Sikong's eyes are empty and his face is expressionless, as if last night's suffering had never happened: "if I were him, I would be humble. I would win Chen's complete trust first. When I enter the capital and everything is settled, I would show my tusks no later, but wolf king can't do it."Ali lowered his head.

Yan Sikong turned around and looked at ah Li, but there was no one in his eyes: "he was born to be the son of King Jingyuan. He has a high status. He has never bowed to others in his whole life. He can't pretend to be respectful and modest. I thought I could reconcile and bridge between them, even if it was difficult, I might try, but I didn't do it. Ah Li, I failed again. "

Ah Li looked at the ground sorrowfully, shook his head, and said: I tried my best.

"What's the use of doing your best? There are so many things in the world that you can't get what you want even if you do your best." Yan Sikong said with a lonely smile, "I have experienced so many things in my life. I've seen my biological parents dying from the plague, my adoptive father being killed unjustly, my brother being exiled, my mentor dying with hatred, and my loyal minister being forced to commit suicide I'll try my best, even if I don't want to die, I can't change anything. I should get used to it... "

Ah Li's sad face wrinkled, and he was so worried that he couldn't understand Yan Sikong.

Yan Sikong grabbed Ali's hand, pressed it down, and said in a soft voice, "it's OK, Ali, it's OK. I've already seen my destiny, and I don't even have self pity anymore. I've lost too much. Now it seems that I have nothing to lose, so I'm not afraid of anything. I'll do whatever I want. " His eyes gradually become deep and sharp, "if the heaven doesn't accept me, I will fight every day. When I fight to the end of time, when the ninth reincarnation can't take this breath, I will continue to fight."

Ah Li looked at Yan Sikong with awe and pain in his eyes.