Chasing King

Feng Ye and his brothers went to Yuanfu, where the only two servants were busy preparing dinner.

Feng Ye stood under the ginkgo tree, which had lost all its leaves. For a long time, his eyes could not move away from the shabby cabin.

The two brothers stood by in silence.

"At that time, we used to climb up and down here." Feng Ye said softly, "you can climb faster than me, but I'm not convinced." He looked at Yan Sikong and said, "after returning to Datong, I still climb trees all day, thinking that one day, I will be faster than you, but I am waiting for the news of your exile."

Yan Si's hollow mouth is blocked. I don't know whether it's because Feng Ye mentioned the past or because he mentioned exile.

Yuan Nanyu sighed.

"At that time Who are the people I see in your house? " Feng Ye's eyes wandered on the two brothers' faces.

Now he can easily distinguish Yan Sikong and Yuan Nanyu, but when he was only eight years old, he was confused.

Yuan Nanyu was about to open her mouth when Yan Sikong said, "it's not important." His voice was as indifferent as ever.

Feng Ye's eyes darkened, he said: "Que forget, you step down first."

Yuan Nanyu frowned: "wolf king..."

"Back off." Feng Ye's tone is irrefutable.

Yan Sikong nodded to yuan Nanyu.

Yuan Nanyu reluctantly arched her hand and turned away.

Feng Ye went to Yan Sikong, looked at his white face and said softly, "cold?" At the same time, he reached out to look into his cheek.

"It's not cold." Yan Sikong stepped back.

Feng Ye's hand was stiff in the air, and then fell down.

"But after standing for a long time, it's naturally cold. I don't want to discuss business with wolf king in the snow any more. Wolf king, please." Yan Sikong said and turned to enter the room.

"Is that what you blame me for?" Feng Ye's voice mingles with the wind, and it sounds cold and lonely.

Yan Sikong went straight ahead.

Feng Ye suddenly murmured, "stop!"

Yan Sikong stopped.

Fengye strode past, and he stopped behind Yan Sikong. "I haven't begged anyone in my life. I humbly begged you..." That pair of eyes staring at Yan Sikong's back, a piece of blood red, "what do you want, how do you want me? What can I do to make you want to see me again? "

Yan Sikong didn't look back. He said, "I've already said what I should say. Wolf king doesn't think it's boring for you and me to say the same things over and over again."

Feng Ye clenched his teeth and suddenly hugged Yan Sikong from behind, holding him tightly.

Yan Sikong frowned, but he didn't struggle. He was too lazy to waste his effort.

Feng Ye's nose is close to Yan Sikong's cheek. The breath of this man, wrapped in cold, rushes into his nose, which is his dream and deep desire.

How can there be a person in this world who can make him crazy so far? He thinks that when he was young, his love will fade away with time, but he doesn't want to burn more and more, as if his whole life is not enough to release completely.

He also wanted to let go, and he didn't want to "entangle endlessly and be ugly", but he couldn't do it. As long as this person was not in his arms, he would never be stable and complete.

Even if he has everything, if he doesn't have Yan Sikong, it's in vain.

Feng Ye said in Yan Sikong's ear, "do you want to hear something interesting? I'll tell you

Yan Sikong's whole body was tense.

"I was in purgatory every day for more than 200 days when you disappeared. I held a little chance that you were still alive. I wish I could go all over the world to find you. I think no matter where you are, even if you die, I will find you when I go to hell." Feng Ye said in a dumb voice, "kong'er, do you know how much I love you? It's been ten years. We've been pestering for ten years. But ten years are like a day. You're still on the top of my heart. You've never left for a day. How can you tell me to let go?"

Yan Sikong took a breath and said with no expression: "how do you treat the people on your heart? Wolf king can't blame me for not believing it. "

Feng Ye regretted: "I have done too much wrong. I know how you want to punish me, but you can't leave me. Let me use the rest of my life to compensate you and let me treat you well."

“…… What if I refuse

Feng Ye was silent.

"I have learned a lot from you, which is enough for me to avoid all my life. It's not the first day that you said your love story. It's not the first time that you said it to me. In the end... " Yan Si Kong Chao said with a smile, "well, I don't care what I used to do."

"Believe me, believe me again, I will never doubt you or hurt you any more. I will give you whatever you want, and I will do whatever you say. Please, free time..." The more Feng Ye said, the more he felt that even he was feeble, but he didn't know what else to say, so that Yan Sikong could look at him again.

He has been driven to the end.

Yan Sikong looks at the vast void, and his eyes are full of ashes. He often asked himself how they had come to a dead end step by step. If he wanted to make clear the cause and effect, his memory was not impossible, but it was not enough to answer his questions. What he really wanted to ask was the fate of being teased and the elusive heart.There is no solution to these problems.

He was, is and will always be the one to Fengye.

But so what? What Fengye did to him killed all his love. Besides, all his love affairs were cumbersome. He didn't want any more.

Yan Sikong said softly, "wolf king, do you remember what I said to you at the beginning?"

“……”

"I said," if one day you regret doing this to me, don't tell me. "

When he was in yedun, his heart was like a knife.

"You say you don't regret it." Yan Sikong's voice was as calm as his expression, "but I regret that I knew and promised you. Without you, I could do many less stupid things, so I can't..."

"I won't let you regret it!" Feng Ye trembled, "I don't allow you to erase our past like this."

"I didn't mean to erase you from us." Yan Sikong whispered, "it's more than our past. You even want to erase me."

Fengye only feels suffocating pain. Every word Yan Sikong spits out is a knife that pokes into his heart.

"Wolf king, let go." Yan Sikong puns, "what you want, Yan Sikong, is dead."

“…… Never. " Feng Ye bit his teeth, "I just want to treat you well. Don't force me."

Yan Sikong narrowed her eyes.

Feng Ye pulled Yan Sikong's body and stared at his eyes with scarlet eyes. Word by word, he said bitterly, "I'm the wolf king. I get what I want. You can't disobey me."

Yan Si said coldly, "does the wolf king want to make me submit again? It's a great prestige. "

"You forced me!" Feng Ye couldn't help choking, "I want your eyes to only look at me, I want your body and mind to belong to me, I want you to stay with me forever! Now is it only wolf king who can do it? "

Yan Sikong glared and his chest heaved violently. He is not unexpected, from the moment he appeared, he had made all the preparations, but he still could not suppress the resentment in his chest, as if he used all his strength to run forward, looked down and found that he was still in the same place.

He is the only one who cares about him from beginning to end.

Under such harsh eyes, Feng Ye felt ashamed, but he forced himself to look directly into those eyes and said: "the life and death of Guangning and even the whole Liaodong are in my hands. You wrote to me for help. I want to repay you, I want you."

Yan Sikong sneered: "if the wolf king just wants me to" serve "you in the bed and curtain, it doesn't need so much trouble."

"I want more than that." Feng Ye roared, "if you don't want to, I'll never trespass. I just I just want to see you every day, eat with you, talk with you, walk together with you, or even do nothing, as long as you are by my side. "

Yan Sikong clenched his fists and said mercilessly, "you just make me hate you more."

Fengye only felt that all the arrows were in his heart, but he said in a dumb voice: "you hate me, at least you still have me in your heart. It's better that I'm like nothing at the bottom of your eyes and heart."

"What if I refuse?" Yan Sikong stares at Feng Ye.

Fengye's eyes were deep and sharp, like a wolf staring at its prey. He replied, "do you dare to refuse?"

Yan Sikong took a deep breath and said, "I dare not. Everything should be as the wolf king wishes."

Feng Ye stretched out his shaking hand and stroked Yan Sikong's cold cheek.

Yan Si empty body meal, but this time, he did not escape.

"In my spare time, I'll do my best to you." Feng Ye's eyes are full of pain and deep love, "I look forward to one day, you can forgive me, can believe me again, I dream all hope, this life, you and I can return to the youth of deep love."

Yan Sikong said sadly: "no one is young any more."

Feng Ye lowered his head and printed a gentle kiss on Yan Si's empty space, but his words were incomparable: "if I say I can, I will. We will never part again."

Yan Sikong's eyes were looking at the front empty.

Feng Ye took Yan Sikong's hand and said, "let's go in and have dinner."

Yan Sikong drew back her hand and strode to the house.

Feng Ye looks at Yan Sikong's back. The sweetness of his sweetheart when he smiles back at him appears in front of his eyes. The dimple that seems to penetrate his soul is enough to turn the cold winter into a warm spring. Does he have a chance to see it again in his life?

Even once, he was willing to give everything.