Chief husband, strong love!

Only when she is completely drunk will she not remember this one by one.

Then she's still the same.

Like him unscrupulously, there is nothing else.

And he no longer seems to be the man who was cold and hot and unpredictable.

The former she and later Mu Beishen seemed to overlap in an illusory dream.

That's what she used to dream about.

In his eyes, he could only see her alone and regarded her as a treasure.

When he held her, she felt as if she had the world.

Su Yan lowered his head and leaned against his shoulder. Tears fell uncontrollably from his eyes.

But it was just a dream.

No matter how hard she tries to stay there, returning to reality will only collapse more.

Reality is just a cold cage for her.

She can't love him or afford him.

No matter how sincere or hypocritical he is, it doesn't matter, because he will never be in this world.

Later, she was forced to give up alcohol by Moqing.

I've seen countless psychologists.

In fact, everyone knows that no doctor can save her.

She has no reason to live.

The reason why she was still alive was that she felt that death could not be her relief.

If she dies, where is she going?

In that world, she could neither see her father nor him.

It may be a more painful existence than the world.

At the beginning of giving up alcohol, she lived like a year, and every minute in reality was torture.

She didn't know how long it took to get used to it.

Began to learn not to think about all the past.

She only remembered that she did what she should do.

She is at least worthy of her father.

Love or hate for him will always be the past.

Even when she found that Mu Beishen was not dead, she could only tell herself that, as originally thought, all the gratitude and resentment after the knife had passed, just as she had not met him.

They don't cling to her hatred, but they don't need any other involvement.

He asked her if she had thought about him?

Almost all the collapses that affected her at the beginning.

The pain of hindsight.

She had been sober for some time, and hearing his name that night was on the verge of losing control.

I can't remember how many glasses of wine I drank to press the name down again from the bottom of my heart.

She really doesn't remember what happened when she was drunk.

After seeing him in the morning, I couldn't even tell where the boundary between reality and dream was.

She seemed to wake up from countless drunken nights before.

I just didn't expect that when she came out of the room, she would see him standing there.

Mu Beichen just said that she called his name that night.

In fact, he doesn't need to say, and she knows.

His last sentence was no longer a question.

She still misses him.

"Smoke?" Mu Beichen saw the tears on her face and was still shivering and crying.

That's not the emotional uncontrollability of high C tide.

He clearly saw the bone etching pain in her eyes.

He had known her for so long and had never seen her cry like this several times.

Mu Beishen stopped, held her on her back and whispered, "smoke, is there something uncomfortable?"

Su Yan shook his head and stretched out his hand to hold him. His face buried in his chest just now came up and burst into tears.

Her heart hurts, hurts.

Try to hold his neck and kiss him on his chin and thin lips.

Just think she won't remember anything in a few hours.

Even if you can forget the reality for a moment.

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