Chief husband, strong love!

He saw her struggle at that time, and he also had hatred and hopelessness.

And the imitation loss and loss on her face after the knife was stabbed down.

No matter how long it has passed, it will always be branded in his heart together with this scar.

Mu Bei sank his arm gently and stroked her back. "People will always die. But if you don't want me to die, I'll try to live."

"You promised?"

"I promise."

Su Yan hugged him and still felt it was not enough.

She put her hand around his neck and next to his face, trying to feel the temperature and breath on him more clearly.

Why didn't she think of it before.

It can't be illness.

Even if his wound had completely grown, she didn't dare to think about what would happen if he died.

Su Yan lay down on him for a while, then raised his head again, "are you tired?"

Mu Beishen looked at her like a patient. "I'm not tired of your little body. But if you can't continue, it's really a bit troublesome."

"What trouble?" She asked nervously.

He gently hooked his lower lip and asked, "do you want to sleep with me?"

Su Yan was clearly asked by him, and he was too lazy to pretend. He rubbed his head against him, "right! Can't he?"

In fact, her careful thinking could not escape his eyes for a long time, but she just kept pretending that she didn't know.

This kind of gentleman's behavior from emotion to courtesy is much more difficult for him than for her.

"Do you know what will happen?"

Su Yan muttered and buried his head in his neck, "can you stop asking such retarded questions? I said I'm not stupid..."

If they really just started, she wouldn't think how abnormal he was.

But obviously, they are not.

That's why she couldn't understand and accept his deliberate alienation.

This is not about the so-called flesh desire, but emotional sensitivity, which makes her feel that something is blocked between them.

Shouldn't love be equal, but he regards her as fragile glass.

Her voice became lower and lower, "but I don't remember before, so... It's my first time..."

Mu Bei sank and opened his mouth. Listening to her, she wanted to be righteous and a little unbearable shy.

"Then you should treat me as the first time, not... Before." Su Yan asked on a whim, "when was our first time?"

His face was a little paler than before, and his thin lips moved slightly, but he still couldn't make a sound.

"Does it hurt?" Su Yan didn't see any expression on his face. He narrowed his eyes and thought, "I heard it would hurt."

Mu Beishen pressed her back with his big palm. "Yan'er, I have something to do."

Su Yan: "

He glanced at her, her little mood began to soar in her eyes, held her and sat up, "you'd better think about it first?"

"Don't you want to?" She blinked.

"I think." Mu Beishen's eyes are full of self mockery, but as long as he sees her beauty without haze and darkness, he feels he can't destroy her anymore.

She did it because she loved him.

But how much she loves him now, how much she will regret later.

She will hate herself.

His only wish for her now was that she would live a happy life without burden.

She can do whatever she wants, but she doesn't need to do anything for him.

"But I want you to think clearly. Don't do it for me."

Mu Beishen kissed her on the face, looked at the ignorance in her eyes and said with a low smile, "I'll be busy first."