Chief's secret sweetheart

Actually, le xiaomi did not want to hear yan yuhuang say something like that. Although he sounded relaxed, le xiaomi could feel the other meaning in his words and felt lonely.

Yes, it is lonely, and that lingering light sorrow.

The more he acted like he didn' t care, the more she felt apologetic. She was sorry that she had never understood him. She was sorry that she had never given him anything. Sorry ...

There were so many things to be sorry for, and even le xiaomi couldn't count them, but she never knew what to make up for it.

"I am angry at you for saying that again. Le xiaomi pouted. She did not feel that she was doing well. You can still live without me. There are so many better women than me. Why must it be me? "

She did not want to be remembered by others. She would rather be the one lying here right now, not anyone else. Little luo' er was her son and she was the one who owed the debt. She was the one who should be lying here. Why should she let others suffer for her for no reason?!

The more she thought about it, the more upset she felt.

Yan yuhuang was not a person who was good at coaxing people. Although he had been facing le xiaomi for so many years, his personality had changed somewhat. However, when le xiaomi cried, he was at a loss for words. Even if he wanted to persuade her, he did not know how to persuade her.

"I ... Don' t cry ..." In a hurry, her heart ached and she coughed softly.

Le xiaomi was stunned and quickly sat on the bed." What's wrong? What's wrong?" What's wrong? Why are you coughing? Does it hurt? Do you need a doctor? I'll go call in qin ao and you wait! "

She was about to stand up when she finished speaking when yan yuhuang grabbed her arm.

"I'm fine, I'm fine as long as you don't cry. He was still faintly helpless at her confusion.

'I don't cry, I don't cry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry! "Le xiaomi wiped her tears heavily. Her sleeves were so red that her face turned red. She choked and forced herself to hold back her tears." I won't cry anymore. Are you feeling better? "

"Yes. Yan yu huang nodded his head indifferently.

Her eyes were filled with fatigue, but she did not want to sleep at all." You just sit here and let me watch. In two days, I' m going abroad, so I' m afraid I won' t be able to see it. "

The last sentence was very low, and his voice was low and weak.

Yan yuhuang merely shook his head and smiled without repeating that sentence.

Before he left, it was good to look at him like this.

Perhaps he had just woken up and was unable to control his body. Even though yan yuhuang did not want to sleep, he could not bear the heavy weight of his eyelids and fell asleep.

Le xiaomi was a bit slow-witted, but she wasn' t stupid enough to not notice anything. He walked around the other side of the bed and shifted his head to the side.he clearly saw the blood on the pillow under his head, which was like a winter moon, falling into a winter plum blossom on the snow, and it was very eye-catching.

He did not believe what he said because he had never told her the truth about his body. He did not blame him for not telling her the truth because she knew that he was afraid that he would worry.

She raised her hand to touch his face, only to find that the blush and good complexion on his face were all made from powder and blush. No wonder he felt awkward when he saw him.

The house was cold, but why was he wearing a hat? This was the question that le xiaomi had when she came in from the beginning.she knew that he wouldn' t tell her even if she asked him, so she simply kept her doubts and didn' t ask. She reached out and took off the hat on his head. The sticky hair on the hat made her cover her mouth in surprise. The thick black hair on his head had now become sparse and sparse.

He had once said that he hated women who applied makeup the most. He was allergic to powder and felt that she was fine without makeup. He liked her without applying anything.

He once said that he was a neat freak and a perfectionist, and that if something went wrong with his appearance, he might as well die.

He had also said that he would always maintain a good image in front of her until she was charmed by his appearance, truly attracted to him, and fell in love with him.

What was wrong with this man who looked at his appearance so seriously to cover up his current shortcomings?

Heart, inexplicably needle-like pain and pain. It didn' t mean that she didn' t care.

In the corridor, qin ao handed le xiaomi a cup of warm water, and the two of them sat on the bench in the corridor.

"You saw what happened to xiao yu? "Qin ao let out a sigh as if she was very helpless." His condition is not very good. "

How could it be described as not very good? It was clearly very bad.

"Yes. "Le xiaomi nodded and tightened her grip on the cup of water. Then she released her grip and finally raised her courage to ask," is he seriously ill? What kind of illness did she have? Why is he keeping it from me all the time? "

Blood cancer. "

His sudden words stunned le xiaomi. She thought she had heard a hallucination.

"What ... What? "The two words that came out of his mouth were a tremor that he had not noticed.

"It's blood cancer. "I don't want to believe it," she explained again, as if she had become very patient. Think I'm lying to you? However, he did have blood cancer. Perhaps you should be more understanding about leukemia. It's not clear if he could last for the next few days. "

Le xiaomi's head buzzed and kept repeating the words of qin ao.

Blood cancer, leukemia, blood cancer, leukemia ... Cancer, terminal ...

The cup in her hand couldn' t hold it anymore and fell from her fingers. Water was spilled all over her body, and the cup fell to the ground with a clang and rolled to the side.

"How ... How is that possible? "How could she believe that someone who was fine just a moment ago suddenly had blood cancer or advanced stage? "He was clearly fine before ..."

"All right? "Qin ao suddenly smiled." He has been sick for a long time. Half a year ago or even earlier, he should have been sick before you came back. But he refused to treat you in order to take care of you, or to prevent you from finding any clues. Remy, have you not paid any attention to him since you've been with him for so long? Or maybe you were the one who ignored him. "

Le xiaomi's hand trembled slightly. His words were indeed right, and she could not refute them.

Or maybe she had already noticed that something was wrong, but he said that it was fine, so she didn' t probe further.

His previous abnormality, the red spots on his arm to the blood clot, and the way he deliberately avoided her actions, should have been noticed by her, but why didn' t she ask any more questions? Perhaps if he asked any more questions, it wouldn' t be like today.

Late ... What a terrible word.

"Is there no way to save it? "Even le millet did not realize that he had been crying unconsciously.

Her chest seemed to be pressed down by something, making her feel uncomfortable and breathless. Why? Why did it end up like this?

She wanted everyone to be fine, but in the end, they all left her.first, xia mengying, then du zekai, and now it was yan yuhuang? Could it be that she was destined to have no friends by her side? Would all her friends leave her one by one?

Lying on the edge of yan yuhuang's bed, le xiaomi suddenly felt a little confused.

What should she do? She didn' t want him to leave at all. Why did it seem like nothing was right at that moment?

"Xiao yu kept it a secret from you because he wanted you not to worry. You can choose to tell him that you know about his illness or hide it from him. When qin ao left, he said to her," I just want you to treat xiao yu better. Even if you care less about the cold and use it on xiao yu, it's good." "

Yes, she had never really cared about yan yuhuang. She always thought that he was omnipotent. She treated him as a god, a god who knew nothing about pain. After accepting all his care, she forgot that he also needed someone to care about him.

She's wrong. She seems to be wrong about everything. She shouldn' t have gotten the attention of all of them, but she had made everyone pay so much for her.

"Why? Her hands were tightly gripping the corner of the blanket, not daring to speak too loudly, but unable to contain the sadness in her heart, she sobbed in a low voice," can you really not get better?" Why, please don't do this to me, don't all leave me, okay? "

She did not want to lose anyone else. Could it be that no one could satisfy her with such a small request?

She did not want to have nightmares anymore. Who was going to wake her up and tell her that it was just a nightmare. After the dream woke up, nothing had happened. She would not be so sad and would not be so painful that she could not breathe!

The blanket beside her suddenly moved, and a big hand touched her head and gently rubbed it.

Le xiaomi's body stiffened instantly, and the crying stopped abruptly. She didn't seem to be frightened and didn't dare to make another sound.

Suddenly, she heard a weak and weak voice from above her head." Xiao mi' er?" What's going on? Why are you crying? "