Childhood Friend Who Sees the Future Utters Nonsense

63 – That Woman’s Stage

As I was watching Park Si-yoon’s stage from the waiting area, memories of the past passed by like a flash of light.

A hidden story I heard when we went to visit my grandmother’s house together. It was one of the secret details that Park Si-yoon did not tell even though he asked so many times.

– Does our Yuna like Siyoon that much?

– Yes! When I grow up, I will definitely marry Siyun!

I can picture myself as a child smiling brightly at my grandmother while confidently making comments that would be embarrassing to hear now.

Her grandmother smiled kindly while stroking my head. Maybe she wasn’t from then. Her grandmother said that Park Si-yoon was not my childhood friend, but that she was her future husband.

In fact, until I remembered that memory, I couldn’t make up my mind about Park Si-yoon.

Why, the human mind is not always constant. Besides, since it was just a memory of her when she was very young, I thought her feelings toward that idiot might have changed now.

Furthermore, from middle school to high school, that is, until I had that precognitive dream, I never felt very excited while watching Park Si-yoon.

So, I guess they just passed it on and said, ‘Ah, these are feelings from childhood that have now become dull.’

However, her dream that day may have been the trigger, but as Park Si-yoon’s every action became more and more concerned and always appeared in her mind, her emotions grew uncontrollably.

Even when I looked at the rainy night street, Park Si-yoon came to mind first, even when I was eating delicious food, and when I lay down, exhausted from practice, I could see Park Si-yoon’s face on the ceiling.

There was nothing in the world that wasn’t that idiot.

However, the reason I could not admit my feelings was because I thought of it as a kind of swinging bridge effect.

Because it was Park Si-yoon who came to me in the most dangerous situation. And the person who appeared in my dream that day was Park Si-yoon. Could it be that those two factors overlap, and I’m just experiencing emotional confusion for a moment? A thought suddenly occurred to me.

That’s because, as I mentioned earlier, even though we always went together from middle school to high school, I never remember feeling any excitement for that idiot.

That’s why I was scared and confused about that sudden feeling.

However, an opportunity arose to overturn that thought. It was none other than some time ago.

– I still remember that day vividly. It must have been the day after I got street cast?

– Really? I really don’t remember at all.

I was singing with Park Si-yoon, who had picked up the guitar for the first time in a long time, and reminiscing about past memories, and suddenly the first song that idiot composed and the scene from that time came to mind.

Looking back now, it is not a song of particularly good quality. There is no way that Park Si-yoon, who was just a middle school student to begin with, could not possibly have excelled at a song that he put together with appropriately designed rhymes.

But strangely enough, the memory of the first time I heard that song is so clearly etched in my mind. Even now, when I picture it in my head, I can clearly hear our voices.

– At that time, I was sitting there, and you played the song here. After hearing that, it was clear….

– … For sure?

So, I tried to find the reason. Why is the memory of that day so clearly stuck in my mind? Is it just because it happened the day before I accepted the casting as an idol? Do.

While I was looking back at each scene and pondering the memories, my speech stopped.

Only then did I realize.

It wasn’t just a coincidence that I heard a song composed by Park Si-yoon and accepted the casting offer the next day.

It’s not a great stage, it’s not a great song, and it’s not a great skill. As I listened to the song that that fool had composed, I decided, ‘Someday, I want to sing the song that this person wrote.’

The moment that memory came to mind, I was able to immediately sort out her confused feelings about Park Si-yoon.

I see. I just didn’t realize it, but I was being filled and created by this person’s presence. Called.

Once I realized that fact, I realized that it was love.

Just the fact that I couldn’t feel my heart pounding for that idiot was probably because we were always by each other’s side.

That would be a bit different from the concept of boredom that is talked about in the public.

It’s not that it cooled down, it’s that it was hidden. Maybe my head and my heart knew. I know that my owner won’t be able to endure if he feels that kind of excitement every day.

Just as when you go to a place full of unique smells, your nose suddenly stops recognizing the smell, I guess I was trying to make my world full of Park Si-yoon empty for a little while.

However, that damn precognitive dream intervened without even realizing it and made me recognize that idiot again.

Of course, I have no intention of blaming you for that. Rather, I am just grateful. If it weren’t for that dream, I wouldn’t have been able to get to this position today.

I am so grateful to Park Si-yoon for making me realize that he is a very precious person to me.

So now it’s time to move on. Even if it was just to respond to the message that the dream gave me.

– Now, the final stage of Sunilje is approaching! This episode is a solo performance by Yuna Han, a student in class 1 of the 3rd grade! The song to sing is ‘Letter from a Friend’! Now, please welcome us with a big round of applause!

“Oooooh!”

Following the host’s introductory remarks, we go up to the stage. The song I chose was the same song that Park Si-yoon used to sing at karaoke. There is no song better suited than this one to convey these feelings that I have unintentionally hidden until now.

Although I don’t know how that idiot sang this song until now. I’m not sure if the phrase “There’s a girl I like” That I said on stage earlier was referring to me.

But I still want to let you hear this song. There is no such thing as not receiving an answer. Because I will definitely hear the words ‘I like you’ from you, and the dream I had that day will come true.

She’s such an annoying woman, but what can I do? You ended up being chosen by such an annoying woman.

Park Si-yoon, this is a declaration.

As a future idol, should I not be able to attract a guy I like? So, make sure you prepare your mind. Because I have no intention of looking at it anymore.

You will become the recipient of the most special love from an idol who will make the world cry. From this moment.

“I’ve been watching you for a long time.”

As I sing my first rhyme in the cozy lighting, small voices of exclamation can be heard from around me.

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Except for the stage, the audience seats are extremely dark, and there are so many people lined up. Strangely enough, all I could see was Park Si-yoon sitting to the center left of her.

It felt as if a special light was spread only around that idiot.

“The fact that we have to remain friends….”

I don’t tremble at all. Even though I am making a public confession in front of so many people that only I know, my heart is surprisingly calm and the hand holding the microphone is also calm.

Maybe it’s because I can only see Park Si-yoon right now.

When I think that I am singing for only one person in this world, it feels similar to when I usually speak. I just continue singing with the hope that people will listen to my story.

If possible, I hope the person singing the song you sang was me. I hope this song I sing becomes an answer to you.

Even if the person in your heart is not me, you will be able to hold on and move forward. I am prepared to roll in the mud until one day your heart turns towards me.

But this is a little more fun.

Although they always looked at each other and always cared for each other the most, the fool who couldn’t tell that fact until now and the fool who didn’t realize that fact until now.

It’s more romantic and enjoyable when two people realize that they actually like each other. I want to be the main character of such a story.

“I love you….”

And if there is a couple’s seat for the main character of the story, I want you to be the one sitting next to him.

Park Si-yoon, are you listening?

Please answer me, I will be waiting.

***

There is something I heard as a joke in an internet video some time ago.

A man thinks that if a woman smiles at him, she thinks she likes him. Maybe that isn’t wrong.

Until now, when dealing with Han Yuna, I have tried not to misunderstand her actions. It might have been something of a preventative medicine to prevent my mind from agitating again, which I had to put aside for a while.

He is the friend I have seen for the longest time, and I feel very comfortable with him. I always told myself that it couldn’t be because he ‘likes me’ that he only shows a different side in front of me for such trivial reasons.

Because he is such a bright guy, he is always smiling in front of me, and because he is such an easy-going guy, he is so defenseless in front of me.

I felt like I would no longer be able to suppress the emotions I had been holding in until now if I didn’t brainwash myself like that.

“I love you….”

“… ….”

However, it did not take long for the efforts made so far to collapse at once.

Just one song. The moment Han Yuna finished singing a song with her eyes only on me, I thought, without any evidence or confirmation, that it was a song for me.

I don’t know why I felt that way.

The song Hanyu Na sang was a favorite song I often sang, and I think it was not just because the song contained a confession between her friends.

I had that intuition the moment I realized that the eyes of the guy I had seen for a long time contained a light of a type I had never seen before, and that only I was contained within them.

“… What the.”

At that moment, a voice filled with despair came out of my mouth, and at the same time, a bitter smile appeared.

Maybe that’s a pessimistic laugh toward us, who came back for such a long time, and who didn’t recognize each other even though we were together like this.

No, on the other hand, it may have been a smile of joy at the thought that no matter what hardships there were, we had finally reached it.

After the song ended, the two of us smiled at each other as if we had made a promise.

I have no doubt that the emotions contained therein will be the same.