Chronicles of the Beginning of Love

Qiu Huaijun believed that he had definitely fallen into a black hole. Or he had drowned, the ocean water pouring a dizzying, dazzling lens over his sight. Impatient, Qiu Huaijun pushed away that person’s hand and said, “Move aside.” He then continued to kneel beside the toilet, squeezing out the extra milk.

Suddenly there was a loss of balance; his back was shoved against the cold surface of the door, bringing with the motion a slight pain. Fingers touched his cheek, then slowly traced downwards, drawing out a trembling, numbing sensation. Qiu Huaijun heard a voice.

“What are you doing?” He Wang’s voice came. He lowered his eyes, staring at Qiu Huaijun’s chest. His fingertips traced around the areola. “Isn’t Huaijun a boy? Why’s there milk?”

Qiu Huaijun sluggishly blinked, frowning. He tried to struggle free from He Wang’s grasp. “Who needs you to manage…”

“It must hurt a lot.” He Wang’s voice carried both consideration and warmth. “It’s so painful that you’re crying.” In a low voice, he enticed Qiu Huaijun, “Do you need gege’s help?”

The milk that flowed from his nipples flowed onto He Wang’s hands. Unconsciously, Qiu Huaijun stuck out his chest, moans coming from his mouth. His breasts weren’t large; the soft flesh could be held in just one hand.

He Wang’s throat rolled; he gave up preserving his usual appearance. He didn’t expect Qiu Huaijun to be able to give him a response. He lowered his body and attached his mouth to the right nipple, sucking hard. The milk that flowed into his mouth brought with it a fragrance.

This hurt Qiu Huaijun; he pushed He Wang. “Fuck, it hurts so much…”

But his resistance quickly crumbled. With lips and tongue to tease, with the dampness of the mouth; He Wang knew how to pull sweet noises from Qiu Huaijun. He knew how to make his quills soften, but he had never tried to pull them out.

Qiu Huaijun’s noises became desperate, his face flushing red. He kicked his right leg futilely. The milk in his right breast had been sucked dry, the flesh taking on an obscene shine. He Wang went to suckle the other side, his tongue pushing and teasing at the nipple. At the same time, his right hand went downwards, rubbing Qiu Huaijun’s lower body through his pants. Qiu Huaijun felt his stomach was painfully bloated. He broke out of He Wang’s restraints, leaning on the wall to stand up, stumbling to the side of the toilet.

The scorching heat once again came close from behind. He Wang laughed quietly into the side of his ear. “Drank so much that you need to let the water out now?”

Hands opened up his shirt to knead his swollen breasts. When his jeans were undone, the buttons clanged together. Qiu Huaijun leaned on He Wang’s body, dizzy. “Ungh…”

“Children like you, who don’t know how to use the restroom by themselves and need gege’s help, should be locked up.” The jeans and half-wet underwear fell to his ankles. He Wang used his fingernail to tease the urethra, watching Qiu Huaijun knit his brows in pain. “If you’re hard, you can’t pee that way.”

Fingers pried apart the moist labia, fingertips grinding over the clit. Qiu Huaijun couldn’t bear this kind of teasing, beginning to cry. Only his complete reliance on He Wang’s hold on his thin waist kept him from sliding to the floor. He Wang liked his tears— his eyes were very bright. The tears would make his thick eyelashes wet and the corners of his eyes like rouge.

When Qiu Huaijun looked at him through misted eyes, it almost made He Wang want to fuck him right then and there.

“You’re doing it on purpose, aren’t you.” He Wang laughed, unbuckling his pants. His cock had already been hard for a long time. He held it in his hand as he slowly pushed between Qiu Huaijun’s asscheeks. The perineum was wet, allowing him to push between his legs with nearly zero resistance. The stiff, black public hair pushed heavily past the clit. “Have you recognized me yet?”

The friction from the dick between his legs felt foreign to Qiu Huaijun. To be precise, the entirety of this night to a clearheaded Qiu Huaijun would be foreign. He sniffled and sobbed, “I want to pee…”

The head of He Wang’s cock pushed past his clit again and again. His hole contracted in difficulty. In the growing, swelling pleasure, Qiu Huaijun came, his head a blank sheet of white light. Urine trickled out from his cock, bringing a lightly sour odor. His urethra was sore and aching, yet He Wang was still thrusting between his legs. Hot come sprayed onto Qiu Huaijun’s clit. His body was sensitive from just having orgasmed, so without a refractory period he came for the second time. Fluid spurted out from his hole, dripping hot onto He Wang’s dick.

His body was covered in sweat. Qiu Huaijun was exhausted, closing his eyes and allowing He Wang to wipe his dick clean for him. The area between his legs, however, wasn’t touched at all; the wet, sticky semen remained there. He seemed to fall into an embrace again. He Wang kissed his forehead, brushing away the damp hairs, and said to him, “Come with gege, okay?”

Qiu Huaijun felt his consciousness disappearing, his reason refusing to return to its proper place. No matter how he tried to speak, he could only make muffled reply. Suddenly he felt himself being lifted up, the person in front of him holding him tightly— almost as if he were afraid of dropping him. Qiu Huaijun liked hugs; this was a secret of his, even though he was so good at hurting other people.

At the very end, he seemed to hear someone call him “darling”.

He didn’t comprehend it. Qiu Huaijun fell into sleep, completely sinking into a flood of dreams.

Author's note

"Flood of daydreams" is a translated line from <Strawberries & Cigarettes>, I thought it was too awesome, it's not my original line!!!!

Even though this chapter is short, I took a long time to write it!!!! TT writing cars is so hard!!!!

TT everyone's so good, I'm going now!!

I'll update after finishing my exams, probably around the 11th or 12th

***Strawberries & Cigarettes is a song by Troye Sivan. The phrase in Chinese is "泛滥白日梦"; in the original lyrics, it's just "daydreams", but the Chinese translator for S & C levelled up the lyrics, haha. It can also be "overflowing daydream"

***cars, in Chinese slang, means porn (like an experienced driver "knows how to drive")

Translator's note

Short chapter today...hi!! I don't know if the links on novelupdates still work, I'm sorry if they don't. If you go from the homepage on this site, you should still be able to find the chapters. Again, make sure to read the content warnings if you haven't already.