Clear and Muddy Loss of Love

Nangong Jingnv took a half-step forward subconsciously and settled in place. Qi Yan's appearance has appeared many times in Nangong Jingnv's memory. Every time she fell ill, she accompanied her and helped her. Take care of her, but this time ... no more.

Nangong Jingnu: "Sit down."

Qi Yan: "Your Majesty."

Nangong Jingnv watched Qi Yan brace her back slowly and sit back along the bed.

Qi Yan seems to have never suffered a serious illness since entering the palace. Perhaps the Feng Shui of this palace is in conflict with her character. Leng Gong is so gloomy that it is not a place to support people ... you should keep your heart down and do it right Good decisions for each other.

Nangong Jingnu moved the stool and sat opposite Qi Yan. The two looked at each other for a while. Nangong Jingnu opened her mouth first: "There is something I want to tell you ..." Speaking of this, Nangong Jingnu paused and took the initiative to explain. Road: "It's not about carrying you, but because you were in Huainan before and had no chance to discuss with you."

Qi Yan: "Yes."

Nangong Jingnu: "Yu and Jiya have reached an agreement to release her back to Luobei and set up an iron ride at the border where she can cross the heavens at any time for her to drive. If Jiya has the ability to control the situation in Luobei, she will Appointed her as a new generation of Kitakyushu ambassador, hereditary successor. Giya promised: As long as she became Kitakyushu ambassador, at least she will pay tribute every year in her lifetime, and she will never rebel. "

Qi Yan raised her eyebrows, coughed with a fist and pressed her lips, and coughed a few times, and replied: "It is estimated that Luochuan should also be thawed this season, and the trees in Luobei are scarce enough to make warships. Chance to slow down. "

Nangong Jingnu: "You don't trust Giya?"

Qi Yan: "It's not true. I just think that Jiya is more difficult to deal with than Anukin."

Nangong Jingnv agreed: "Apart from nothing else, Jiya is indeed a character. It can even be said to be a hero. At least she understands the situation and can guess what she wants and knows what she wants. For the best interests of oneself, these few points alone cannot be achieved by ordinary people. "

Qi Yan sighed, "Yes."

Nangong Jingnv said to herself, "At present, the state treasury is empty, natural disasters and man-made disasters continue, and the forces of the former dynasty princess don't know where they are entangled. Hey ... I don't want any trouble in Luobei, even if there is a possibility of raising tigers, I was also willing to gamble once on Ji Ya. Even if I was allowed to do it for another three or five years ... "Nangong Jingnv's words suddenly stopped, she wanted to say: Let her be able to calm down even if the prairie rebels for three or five years.

But when it came to her mouth, she suddenly remembered another identity of the person in front of her-the daughter of the prairie sweat king.

Qi Yan also roughly guessed what Nangong Jingnv wanted to say. Seeing the unnaturalness in the other party's eyes, Qi Yan hooked her eyes and looked away, but her heart was stunned.

Those open and honest years are gone forever with the exposure of the truth, and there has never been any fear of communication between them.

Qi Yan understands Nangong Jingnv's thoughts, but if the other person can understand a little bit of her own heart, why not worry?

From the moment I decided to disperse a cart of gold and insist on returning to Beijing, I had given her this life to dispose of. Qi Yan didn't blame Nangong Jingnu, but this loss was difficult to restrain.

Nangong Jingnv looked at Qi Yan, and naturally read the sadness that flashed in those amber eyes. Although there was no expression on her face, her heart felt the same pain as Qi Yan.

How could she deliberately hide this kind of thing? But she was worried that she might be sad to hear the prairie people.

Nangong Jingnu: "Are you better?"

Qi Yan: "It's much better, it's old, it doesn't matter."

Nangong Jingnu: "One more thing ... I want to hear what you mean."

Qi Yan: "Your Majesty, please speak."

Nangong Jingnv: "Jiya ... I handed a letter to you, wanting to use tens of thousands of cattle and sheep as gifts and Anukin's eldest son as a new hostage to exchange with you. She hopes you can return to the grassland Help her ... "

Qi Yan opened her mouth, quickly adjusted her expression, and looked intently at Nangong Jingnv.

Until these words were really spoken, Nangong Jingnu felt the pain of parting.

Love or hate ...

It's all a tie between them, binding them firmly together. Even if the process is unknown, it now seems to be accompanied by deep pain, but no one wants to escape.

Qi Yan couldn't escape, and Nangong Jingnv never thought of escaping.

Nangong Jingnv looked at Qi Yan and finally had the courage to face her heart, even after going through so much, even if Qi Yan had done so much ...

However, she still refused to leave her.

Yes……

Maybe she didn't think about letting her go from the beginning, did she?

Otherwise, based on your own understanding of this person, you should use tougher methods.

Maybe when she was rewarded with a lot of gold from Qi Yan and let her leave, she secretly played with her mind ...

Even though she hated her so much at the time, she still had a certain idea in her heart and hoped that Qi Yan would return.

Nangong Jingnv's eyes flashed the map of Kyushu Universe, thinking about the distance from Luobei to the capital, this one ... maybe you can't see you in your whole life.

Nangong Jingnv felt that her heartbeat was slow for half a beat, with a complex and nervous mood, waiting for Qi Yan's reply.

Qi Yan looked at Nangong Jingnu and said lightly, "What does Your Majesty mean?"

Nangong Jingnu moved her lips, and the words "stay" almost blurted out ...

But Nangong Jingnu thought of the barrier between herself and Qi Yan, as well as Qi Yan's current physical condition, and replied: "This matter ... I respect your decision. If you want to leave ... I will justify your name, Then send the best ceremonial scenery to send you back to Luobei, and you will not have to suffer in the cold palace in the future. "If you want to stay ... I will reject Giya and will not mention it in the future.

Only in the second half, Nangong Jingnu didn't have the courage to say it.

She felt that if she said the second half, Qi Yan would choose to stay, wouldn't she be too mean?

To this day, she understands that she cannot do without Qi Yan, even if she is imprisoned in the deep palace. As long as Qi Yan is still there, Nangong Jingnu will feel that she has not lost her.

But the other way around? What did you give Qi Yan? An almost fatal lash, a scar, a relapse, and imprisonment ...

What a gloomy and cruel self would rather torture her than let her go.

After hearing the answer from Nangong Jingnu, Qi Yan's gaze was dark, and she could "lay shamelessly" beside Nangong Jingnu, but if it became a burden on her, or if her existence was no longer needed ... Do you really want to stay?

Giya is like a glass of alcohol, and Nangong Jingnv can't rely on her, but it is tantamount to drinking and quenching thirst.

Compared to Anukin, Jiya is ten times more dangerous!

In addition, there is also a bayan that is hostile to Wei country and also unparalleled in Luobei. Qi Yan is very worried that bayin will be unknowingly subject to Giya's calculations.

Only I have the ability to fight with Ji Ya, and only I ... can persuade Bayin.

Qi Yan lowered her eyes, her fingers tightly pinching the fabric, and asked in a very light voice: "Your Majesty ... How do I choose?"

Nangong Jingnv bit her lip, her eyes showed perseverance, and her heart was extremely contradictory. If Qi Yan did not kill her father with her own hands, no matter what she did ... she would try hard to forgive her and never That may happen today.

Nangong Jingnu: "It's your business, you decide."

Having said that, Nangong Jingnu felt her heart trembling as well. What was it ... pushing herself so far away?

What the **** is it? Don't even dare to say something honest?

Nangong Jingnu knows Qi Yan, knows her pride, and knows that the previous sentence is already Qi Yan's manifestation of weakness, and she also knows that she herself has pushed Qi Yan to a choice that she does not want to accept. .

Sure enough, Qi Yan took a deep breath, and remained silent for a long while, and replied: "So ... please, Your Majesty, please take me home."

Nangong Jingnv's lips fluttered, and eventually she only spit out a "good" word.

...

Cheng Qi two years · May.

The female emperor Nangong Li restored Qi Yan's original name, Qi Yan Agula, named Bei Anhou, and had three thousand households.

And chase the father of Agula: Qiyan Sukhbalu is the king of Bei Meng, and chase the mother of Agula: Hibiscus is a wife of a pinch, allowing Bei Anhou to return to Luobei to set up a coat of grave for the first test and worship. .

Cifeng Nagus Giya is a new generation of Kitakyushu ambassador, and hereditary successor.

And accepted the son of Anu Jin as a new proton exchange Qi Yan's request, to send Agula back to Beibei's team, and set off.

On the second day, Princess Zhuohua came to the Pearl Hall, along with Kocho who disguised as a maid, Qi Yan and Kocho, Qi Yuxiao, and Nangong niece ate a meal together.

Although I don't know what caused Nangong Jingnv to make such a big change, Nangong Nvong was fortunate: even if it was separation ... At least you don't have to taste the suffering of the beloved in his own hands.

Fluttershy heard that the court had restored the reputation of her parents and cried while holding Agula and became a teardrop, but thinking that Agula could return to her hometown, Nangong maiden also promised that she would find a chance to visit Agula in Luobei, Xiao The butterfly is not too sentimental.

On May 15th, it was an easy-going Zodiac Day. The team that sent Bei'anhou back to Luobei set off. The emperor disregarded the opposition of the courtiers and the humility of the monarchs and ministers, and went to the city 15 miles to send him away ...

The emperor's reliance on majesty and majesty is not only accompanied by civil and military officials, but also by officials.

At the Fifteen Mile Changting, Qi Yan wore a Wenhou Chao uniform and got off the carriage, while Nangong Jingnv sat on the dragonfly and did not come down.

The two were separated by more than three feet, and Qi Yan walked dozens of steps toward Nangong Jingnv.

A bead headed towards the crown, wearing an imperial dynasty suit with dragons and phoenixes, high above.

A man wearing a purple crown and dressed in a wenhou suit was dazzling.

Even though there are thousands of words, there is no chance to say it again. In the end, Nangong Jingnu released her "killing father and foe", but the justice of social security came to the fore, and the courtiers did not say anything.

Qi Yan yelled the hem of her jacket, knelt on her knees, stood up for three weeks, arched her hands and straightened her eyebrows: "Chen, beggar Agula, thank your Majesty Xie for the farewell, your Majesty, please return to the palace, please Majesty.

Nangong Jingnv took a deep look at Qi Yan, and tried hard to integrate the pale but romantic man in front of him with the student who was wearing coarse linen and carrying a cage on his back and had a dispute with him on the street, but found that ...

The person in front of me was so clear, but the figure in memory was blurred.

Nangong Jing's Phoenix eyes are slightly closed, and the wetness in the corner of the eye disappears.

Nangong Jingnu: "Back to the palace."

Housekeeper: "The faucet turns, and drives back to the palace ~!"

Qi Yan stood on the spot and watched Long Yuan go away, and returned to the carriage alone: ​​"Go."

Rutting sounds came, and the carriage swayed slightly, Qi Yan held his forehead, and his long fingers pressed right on the brow bones on both sides, tears weeping.

Ten years later, your dreams are like yesterday.

Ten years in one flick, don't ever pass.

Even if there are thousands of words, I can only give you one sentence: Your Majesty Treasure.

Have you remembered it?

I ’m in a groom's robe, and I lean down and kneel in front of you. Will you marry me?

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An interesting thing happened today, and I found out when I was proofreading that I was stunned for a while, then sad, and my eyes were a little moist.

I just don't know why, maybe it's because of the comics "Female General and the Long Princess" in my head these days. I actually wrote all the Nangong Jingnv in this chapter as Li Xian-. -

When proofreading, I laughed, then silent, and then felt a little uncomfortable.

I am very uncomfortable writing here, I can't help but wonder what would be the story if Nangong Jingnv was Li Xian.

Many pictures and endings flashed through my mind, but if it was Li Xian, maybe this story would not be so painful. The wisdom of Nangong Jingnu has always been under Qi Yan. Although the talent is high, the enlightenment is too late, so I missed it. Many, and many missed.

If it's Li Xian ... maybe it can be prevented before the two wise men join together, but maybe ... the story is not so exciting.

A woman like Li Xian will not fall in love with a woman like Qi Yan. They are too similar. They can be good opponents, good friends, and enemies with considerable fanfare. They will show all their strengths to fight against each other, but they do not fall in love.

Qi Yan will not fall in love with a woman like Li Xian, because Li Xian is too smart, Qi Yan has to be tight at all times, be careful everywhere, and will not be softened without relaxation.

The only person who can approach Li Xian's heart is Lin Wanyue, who has a tendon that looks stupid but has an inner show. Lin Wanyue, who is willing and willing to pay for it after seeing it through, can not let Li Xian without any return Remove the guard.

Similarly, only Nangong Jingnv can make Qi Yan fall in love. This girl, who was stupid at first, was not a girl who could not live for three episodes. Qi Yan attached to her, calculated her, and had to protect her.

Qi Yan personally taught her to grow and grow into a person she could not control.

If Li Xian ... I'm afraid Qi Yan will die, because Li Xian's dictionary rarely has the word "forgiveness". Even if she loves Qi Yan again, she will kill her and die alone.

But Nangong Jingnv is different. In fact, she is not so strong. Even if so many things happen, she is still afraid to lose Qi Yan.

The thought of his Majesty has created so many so many different characters, A Yue, Xian Er, Xiao Lu, Xiao Xia, Mu Rong Sang Yu, Sang Tong Qu Fang, Qi Yan Jing Nu ...

I think it's really worth it.

It's worth it, and everything is worth it.

Even though this book is fluttering, there are many colleagues who discuss my fluttering to my ears.

But I always laugh at it, because I have had, and I have not been able to make any money, it is a joy to be immersed in it and enjoy it.

Although I turn off the computer and leave the keyboard, I will worry about Chaimi, but as long as I sit in front of the computer and bounce my fingers quickly, I am the happiest person in the world.

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