Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

What does he mean ...

There are some things I can let go of, then there are some people that he can let go of?

I stood there silently, and after a while, he seemed to see the blankness in my eyes, slowly turned to face me, with a slight smile on his face, and slowly said, "Past I have always felt that there are some feelings that I can't let go of for a lifetime; there are some people who can't let go of their lives. "

"..."

I looked at him silently, the sun was shining on his eyelashes, and when I looked up at me, the tip of the eyelashes was shining.

His eyes were glowing.

"But last night, when I heard you recite the Heart Sutra for her, I realized that it was not so difficult to let go."

"..."

"It's not impossible to let go, nor to let go."

"..."

"It just depends on how my heart chooses."

The more he said, the tighter my breath became, and the creases in my brows became deeper and deeper, watching him slowly stand up and walk towards me step by step.

The sun is behind him, but his tall figure has blocked the sun, and a thick haze has been sprayed on me, slowly covering me.

Just before he was about to step in front of me, I slipped aside and avoided him.

He froze slightly and looked at me with his hands on his back. I did not change his face. He walked away from him with a smile, walked to the side, picked up the kettle, and poured some hot water into his tea bowl. His mother was right. The wisdom of the heart sutra can make people let go of their past, and that ’s what the Buddhists say-stubbornness. ”

He looked at me behind my back: "Breakfast? So, are you aware?"

I smiled: "Awareness, that is the way of a monk to get into the Tao, but His Majesty's body maintains the well-being of the peoples of the world. If he really realizes that he is enlightened, then it is just being alone, but leaving the peoples of the world alone. , I'm afraid-it's not what Buddha likes. "

"..."

"His Majesty can break his obsession, it is already a virtue."

He still looked at me: "Then you know, who made me rid of his obsession."

"..."

I didn't speak and didn't dare to say it, but he was calm and said to himself: "It's you, it's your last night's heart chant that you recited last night."

I smiled: "The civilian girl has accumulated merit again."

He said, "I've broken my mind, what about you?"

"what?"

"I listened to your recitation of the Heart Sutra and broke it. What about yourself?"

I frowned slightly and turned around, only to find out when he had come behind me again, but the steps were so light that I could not hear them at all.

He stared at me intently: "Can you be stubborn?"

Stubborn? he ask me?

I laughed, took the cup on the table with my backhand, and respectfully greeted him in front of him: "A word must have been heard by His Majesty-the speaker is unintentional, the listener intentionally."

"..."

"Although the folk girl read the Heart Sutra for one night, she probably didn't think so much about her Majesty."

After speaking, I held the cup in my hand and lifted it up slightly, also signaled him to drink water, then this conversation can be ended.

However, Pei Yuanzhang looked at me motionlessly, his hands still behind his back, his eyes and breath were like stone carvings.

The voice became hardened.

"So, you don't want to break your obsession?"

I smiled lightly: "If you have a mind, you need to break it. Maybe the daughter doesn't realize enough. The daughter really doesn't feel that she needs to break."

"Do you think you are not obsessed?"

"If you don't, that's yelling too. The folk girls did have a lot of obsessions in the past, but as they got older and their teeth grew, they gradually forgot about the only thing they are attached to now.

"what's up?"

I turned my head and looked through the bead curtain to the wonderful words lying on the bed, and his eyes flashed, and he followed me.

I said, "Heal the sickness and make my daughter happy and grow up carefree."

"..."

"If you are so attached, your Majesty also thinks that you need to change, then the daughter ..."

This time, I didn't finish my words. He reached out and took the tea cup in my hand, but maybe he couldn't control his strength and took it too hard. The tea in the cup overflowed and spilled us both hands.

I just added hot water to get in, and this splashed into our hands, and immediately I was a little frowned, but Pei Yuanzhang didn't say a word, but his eyes were slightly red, staring at me, I Hurriedly let go of his hand, watching the splash of tea on his placket, and said hurriedly, "The folk girl will let someone come in to your Majesty-"

As I was talking, I turned around and went out, but before the words "change clothes" came out, my wrist was caught!

It was a wet, hot-hot hand, grabbed my wrist and pulled it hard, and I was dragged back into his face by him, leaning against his arms.

Suddenly, my heartbeat stopped.

I saw his dark eyes, and I could feel his heavy heartbeat, obviously I was caught by him, but at this moment, his eyes, his breath, seemed like he was in a desperate situation. Sleepy beast.

"Her Majesty!"

"Yan-light-surplus!"

He looked down at me, and my dark eyes reflected the look of my gangster, gritted his teeth, and said, "Why do you want to tell you!"

"..."

The moment I heard this sentence, there was a moment of blankness in my mind.

Breathing and suffocating, I do n’t know if it was the panic at this moment, was frightened by his gaze, or because his chest was so undulating, hitting my chest like a heavy hammer, his hand I still held my wrist and squeezed it hard, and the other hand also squeezed the tea cup.

I don't know if my bones will be crushed first by him or the tea cup will be crushed by him first.

Pain, slowly spread throughout the body.

His voice is still ringing in his ears-how can you tell me!

After this sentence, he didn't seem to know what to say, so he closed his mouth tightly and looked at me forcefully, and my gaze was caught by him, making it difficult for him to break free.

How to say?

I never thought about it.

I don't want to hear anything from him, and I don't want any explanation from him.

I don't know why the Buddhist scriptures of this night made him think of breaking, and made him think of letting go, but what is the real letting go? Didn't you catch another one in Cangjie and break one obsession, but got another obsession?