Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

"What you say to you is true. If you don't believe it-if you don't believe it, you'll keep telling you until the day you believe."

After saying that, he turned away.

I stood at the door quietly, feeling that when he turned away, he passed a gust of wind. The wind smelled of blood from his body. It was a very light gust, but it seemed like a hurricane that swept all the ground. Let me use it. I tried my best to resist, and when the gust passed, I collapsed suddenly, slid down against the door frame, and knelt on the ground.

"mother!"

The good words were terrified, and suddenly jumped off the bed and ran to me and hugged me: "Mother, what's wrong with you? Are you sick? Mother, don't you scare the good words!"

I looked down at her, and some people were still in a hurry, but first comforted: "Don't be afraid, mother is fine."

Even so, the pale complexion and cold sweat on his head couldn't even lie to himself. The wonderful words held my face and carefully wiped my sweat with his sleeve, saying, "Is the mother uncomfortable? Is the mother also sick?" Isn't she like that lady, you must be sick! "

At this time, I couldn't help laughing.

No matter how uncertain the future is, or how rough the road is, the daughter is in her arms and she comforts me. This is more powerful than anything, and my smile gradually becomes clearer: "Don't be afraid, Mother will not be like that mother. "

"..."

"My mother knows exactly what she is doing, and she knows what is in her heart."

"..."

"My mother is wrong once, second time, why is she wrong third time?"

"..."

She didn't understand me, but maybe I was "sick". This might scare her. She kept holding my waist and felt her hands shaking. I slowly lowered my head and realized that This girl didn't even wear her shoes, she ran down with her bare feet, and hurriedly brought her back to the bed. The coquettish words were still scared, and she held my neck with both hands and refused to let go: "Mother is really not sick. ?"

"Rest assured, mother is not. Mother is very good."

"Well, what about dad? He just bleed."

"Well, he was hurt a little."

"Why is Dad hurt?"

"He, he's not careful."

"..."

Miaoyan calmed down, I thought she was comforted by me, and sat beside the bed with some effort, but she looked up at me again and said quietly, "Mother, you and Dad, have you quarreled? "

I shook my head: "No."

"So," she looked at me more carefully. "Why did the father break that cup?"

"..."

My heart burst and I suddenly understood what was enough, and looked down at the wonderful words: "You, you just woke up?"

Her face was full of imperious expressions, and after a while, she nodded slightly.

For a moment, I was a little helpless.

I didn't expect that the wonderful words had been awake, but kept sleeping in bed. Pei Yuanzhang and I, no matter how discordant they were, secretly showed a harmonious look in front of the children. It will be noticed by the child at such an inadvertent time.

I grabbed her little arm nervously: "You, what else do you see?"

Miaoyan looked at me in amazement: "I only saw dad holding his mother and talking to his mother. He said that he said that he always thought he could not be wrong, but it turned out that he was wrong, in fact, his heart Long ago-- "

"okay."

I said coldly, "Don't say this."

"..."

Miaoyan has never seen me like this, and her expression became more and more rushed. After a long pause, she said gently: "Mother, mother said before that father left mother and wonderful words, because he wanted to give others happiness. Yes, but-but I just heard, Dad said, he wants to give his mother happiness. "

"..."

"Mother ..." She carefully held my sleeve, pulled it, and looked up at me: "Are there any misunderstandings between you and Dad?"

"..."

I did n’t even have the energy to talk, and I was silent for a long time. I looked down at her: "Well, since you are already awake, why not tell your father and mother, but pretend to sleep instead? Later, pretending that you just woke up Lie to us, why do you do this? "

She was a bit timid, her neck narrowed back and said, "I, I'm afraid to disturb you."

"..."

"I hope father and mother can stay together."

"..."

I sat there stiffly and looked at her for a long time. I didn't know why, even my breathing was a little cold. I finally moved slowly, then moved a bit, then stood up.

The coquettish immediately hurriedly took a step in front of me, holding my sleeve: "Mother, are you angry with coquetry?"

"..."

I looked at her black and white, clear and spotless eyes, speechless.

I know my daughter is gentle and kind, I know she is smart, but I know so much, and I do n’t know that she will pretend to sleep, and will wake up pretending to find out that I have a dispute with Pei Yuanzhang. Innocent and innocent faces come to face us.

It turns out that none of my daughter's.

However, even with her, she still looked at me with those big clear eyes, like a frightened, overwhelmed little animal.

At this moment, I don't know what my mood is, I just feel very confused. Even my child, who was pregnant in October and condensed from my bones and blood, suddenly became so strange— — She was so naive and cute, but what started, she even put on a fake mask?

Watching me slowly leave the bed, hugged my waist in a hurry of wonderful words: "Mother, don't you be angry with good words, good words never dare! Never dare!" "

I couldn't move. I lowered my head and looked at her helplessness.

What's wrong with her?

In fact, I have never asked her these years, so it is difficult to get a family reunion, either without a mother or by a father, but now, Pei Yuanzhang and I are by her side, but She also looked away from her, and she had known for a long time that her biological father was going to give others happiness. How disturbed and how unspeakable was her pain, I never really asked.

Now, she heard her father say that to her mother. Maybe anyone would not want to end up empty.

I was silent for a long time, and stretched out my hand and stroked her hair gently: "Wonderful words, all right, my mother is not angry."

She looked up and looked at me helplessly with a pair of big eyes.

"Mother is really not angry."

"..."

"Mother is just ... powerless."

With that said, I hugged her tightly in my arms, and several times I tried to struggle to raise my head to look at my face, but I was pressed to keep it.

She always did not see her mother's helplessness, and this kind of me could only exist where others couldn't see it.

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After that day, the palace was really lively for a while.

When I heard Chang Qing said that some doctors came out of Yuhua Palace and couldn't even rest, he was called to Pei Yuanzhang's palace to show him the injuries on his hands. I only knew that he really He was not badly injured.

"I see bones."

Chang Qing said.

I sat next to me and took the tea from Kou Er, and before sending it to my mouth, Chang Qing looked at me: "Do you know, who hurt the emperor?"

I looked up and saw that she also had a cup of hot tea in her hand. In the smoke, her eyes were gentle, and she had a deep meaning beyond words.

This is a natural question.

Pei Yuanzhang was dripping out of my house that day, how could this be concealed?

I was silent for a while and said, "It's him."

Chang Qing looked at me without speaking. He lowered his head and took a sip of tea. After a while, he slowly said, "In this harem, there are a lot of bitter people, but the emperor, who does he want? Distressed? "

This sentence seemed like a needle, which made me sting.

I raised my head and looked at her. She was also looking at me, but she sighed softly, and then said, "You don't want to be too old-fashioned in this house. What do you think? Yes-this time, it will become clearer. "

"..."

"It's just that you've gone through so much, don't you understand a word?"

"..."

"It's better than people."

I frowned and looked at her silently. She said softly: "The emperor has planned to give you this seat in the palace. What you mean should be clear. Even now, this can't be done, but he tells you Isn't it something that everyone knows? "

Because I know everyone, do I have to respond?

It seemed that I heard that sentence from my cold eyes, and Chang Qing's voice was softer, as if to calm me: "This palace is not what you want to do, this palace just hopes that you can be smarter, don't let yourself be Hurt. "

"..."

"The emperor is hurting himself now and whispering for you, no matter what his purpose for doing this is, whether it is true or not, he has done it after all, you must give him a step down!"

I was silent for a while: "Give him down the steps?"

Chang Qingdao: "In the past two days, the people in the palace went to see the emperor one by one, and they also sent a lot of soup and water, but only you, the emperor was injured from your house, you say Do n’t say anything, do n’t go and see. Even now, everyone in the palace knows how the emperor treats you, and there is nothing to do with the concubine, but after all, he is the emperor, he wants someone to hold it, and you keep His face was stomped under his feet-one day, I was afraid he would not bear it. "

"..."

"Don't you understand yet?"

"..."

I just felt the bitter chill and shuddered.

I certainly understand, I can't understand it.

That year, before I left the palace, he was so kind and cheerful, promised that I would make my dreams come true, and I really believed what he said.

But on the day I left the palace, he tore his mask.

All tenderness and beauty are fake. He used that mask to make me believe him, I believe he will give me a fairness, I believe he will make my dreams come true, but at the last moment, he roughened that Fairness breaks and shatters my good dreams, and then throws me into the cold palace.

That was the worst pain in my life. Even now, I have n’t been able to completely heal it. Chang Qing just mentioned it lightly. Those dusty days in the past have become alive. The pain of being torn apart also swarmed.

All of a sudden my face turned pale.

I gritted my teeth: "But, I--"

"This palace knows," Chang Qing interrupted me, and said, "You are not the same as before. You are the lady of the Yan family. The emperor has many things and needs to rely on you. He depends on the Yan family. He treats you and you Not like it was then. "

"..."

"But Honmoku still said that, after all, he is the emperor."

"..."

"Lightness, if you don't want to be his woman, then let go of this identity to consider. An emperor whispers to you and you don't listen. You don't really worry about it. In the future, do you want to return it to him ten times and hundred times? ? "

This last sentence made me suddenly wake up.

Yeah, no matter what I do now, I can survive it, but what about the future?

In the future, I definitely don't want to entangle him any more, but if he is really trapped in such an emotion now, because of his disappointment, Chang Qing's words may not be fulfilled.

My cold sweat came out of my forehead.

Seeing me like this, Chang Qing sighed like this and then said, "I've let people go and say that you will give the emperor soup medicine in the afternoon."

I froze and looked up at her: "Mother ..."

"obedient."

She coaxed me like a kid: "If you think it's not good to be alone, bring a princess, and the emperor's mood will be good if you have a child."

"..."

"Obvious."

I was struggling inside, but no matter how I struggled, Kouer had already sent the freshly cooked soup and held it in front of me. I looked at the steaming potion and looked at Chang Qing already very tired, but He still managed to do everything for me, he couldn't refuse after all, he just got up and said, "Yes."

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Out of Jingren Palace with wonderful words, Chang Qing had asked about it, Pei Yuanzhang was still in the Imperial Study Room, and we went straight.

All the way was unimpeded, but as soon as I walked outside the Royal Study Room, I heard a sound of dispute in front of me. I stopped subconsciously and listened carefully. It turned out to be Rui Zhu and Xiao Fuzi.

"Father-in-law, have you ever said that it was my mother who brought me here!"

"Girl Ruizhu, when has our family ever coaxed the girl?"

"Why didn't the emperor see me?"

"All said, the emperor is busy."

"But our mother-in-law ... our mother-in-law just woke up and wanted to see the emperor!"

"Girl Ruizhu, why are you so ignorant? How many people in the harem want to see the emperor, but when the emperor is in the Imperial Study Room, can everyone come to see you?"

"..."

"The emperor has already said that she will go to see the concubine later, but now the emperor is still appraising her, don't bother you. Come back."

I frowned slightly, standing a bit twitching for a while, and after a while, I heard Rui Zhu's lame foot, walked out, and hit me just as soon as I went out.

Immediately, her original anxious eyes lightened.

"Miss Yan."

"Girl Ruizhu."

I just called it often, but I didn't intend to say anything to her. Instead, I was holding the medicine bowl behind me, and pointed sharply at once: "Have you got eyes? Her Royal Highness is here, are you watching? not see?!"

Rui Zhu froze and looked down at the wonderful words beside me.

If I say that my identity in the palace is really special, everyone who sees me can see each other in courtesy or ignore it, and it is determined by each person ’s identity, but the wonderful words are different. She is Pei Yuan. My daughter, who has acknowledged her ancestral return to the ancestors, is a princess everyone should see in the palace. It is natural that Rui Zhu looks like this.

Sure enough, her face froze a bit, but she reluctantly bowed to the wonderful words.

"Meet her Royal Highness."

The clever words held my sleeves, and I was a little ignorant, but after seeing so many returning people saluting her father, she was a bit impressed and waved her hand: "You get up."

Rui Zhu stood up.

She looked at us again, and then saw the medicine bowl on the tray held by Kouer, with a sneer: "Ms. Yan really cared for the emperor, and the medicine was sent to the Royal Study Room. "

"..."

"It's just that the emperor may not be willing to drink your medicine."

"..."

With that said, she didn't wait for us to react, and reluctantly gave a courteous remark to her, and walked away from us.

Buckle gritted her teeth and stared back at her back: "What awesome!"

I smiled: "You didn't talk about her just now, and she might not be so envious."

Kou Er was still a little unconvinced. In the end, she was not the same as Su Su. She spent too much time in the palace and followed the queen. The friendship with me was still behind, and she said, "I just do n’t believe her. Look, let ’s say, it ’s a matter of righteousness to salute the Princess ’s Palace. Do n’t think she can escape. ”

I smiled.

but--

"Gongfu just said, the emperor refused to see anyone, this medicine--"

I was a little hesitant. I was just thinking about not asking for this, or just going back, but before the words came out, I heard Xiao Fuzi whispering to himself, "Which is not to give Is the medicine coming? Why hasn't it— "

Before he finished speaking, he saw us.

Immediately, a flower smiled on that face: "His Royal Highness, the slave meets His Royal Highness. Miss Yan, you are finally here."

I was a little hesitant: "Your Majesty, are you still busy?"

"What are you doing !? How are you doing yourself badly?"

"..."

"If you don't come again, the tea won't come in."

"..."

The more I listened, the tighter my eyebrows tightened, I always felt like I was getting into a well-made sleeve, and the subconscious wanted to retreat, but before I opened my mouth, Xiao Fuzi yelled into the inside: "Yan Miss is here! "

The sound suddenly spread far away.