Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

"I just--"

I lowered my head and looked at my hand on my knee. Within a month, I also knew that I had lost a lot of weight. The high bone joints on the back of my hand seemed to break through the skin.

He moved closer to me, his hot breath blowing through his ears.

"Just what?"

"I just feel a little stuffy."

"stuffy?"

"I, I want to go out and walk."

He raised his eyebrows again. This time instead of looking at me in the mirror, he turned his head to look at my lowered eyelashes. After a moment of silence, he laughed softly: "Yes, I remember You haven't been out for a long time. "

"..."

"But I'm worried about your safety."

"..."

"It's too dangerous outside, and I'm afraid you will be hurt."

"..."

"Moreover, if we are on the river now, if something happens--" His voice prolonged a little, as if he had hidden some unnecessary words in it, and then laughed: "I would just put everyone It ’s all thrown into the river, and I ca n’t change it for you. Is n’t it? ”

"..."

My face was a little paler.

He guarded me, and he was leak-proof.

When I was forced by Pei Yuanzhang to jump to the river to commit suicide, I was told that Shengjing had passed away. He also heard from Luo Shi's mouth that when he learned the news, how painful and collapsed he was. After the ship was arrested on the seventh day of the seventh day, he was imprisoned in this room with no windows, and he did not let me leave here any more.

He was afraid I would end my life in the same way to escape it all.

I didn't talk anymore, only my eyes dropped and my head dropped.

He looked at me quietly for a while, holding my arm softly and saying, "A few more days, just a few more days."

"..."

"You can disembark if you want. I will stay with you."

"..."

"Now don't go out. Okay?"

He almost coaxed me into a tone that was gentle enough to add, and I really had no room to say "bad", so I lowered my head and accepted his offer silently.

A satisfied smile floated on his face, and then said lightly to the maid: "Go out."

"Yes!"

The maid hurried back out, and when she closed the door she heard her relieved relief.

When there were only two of us in the room, his hand finally let go of my arm, and smiled at me in the mirror and said, "You look so clean, I'll bring you a **** it is good?"

After that, I reached for a mule in the jewelry box on the table and gently inserted it into my bun.

I was silent and lowered my head.

Just a few more days, just fine ...?

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Although time has lost meaning to me, in the vagueness, I can still feel that this battle has been fighting for a long time. In the past month, except for the day when I heard Xie Yun and Pei Yuanxiu said in the nightmare that day None of them talked about the outside situation in front of me.

Winning or losing is unknown and the outcome is unknown.

However, I can feel that the casualties are not as severe as before. When he leaves and returns to this room every time, he does not have to take a bath every time as he just started, and wash off the heavy **** smell.

War should have reached the stage of stalemate.

As a general, Wen Fengxi should be the best arrangement to stick to Yangzhou at this time.

I still remember that when Qing Han was poisoned, he told Yangzhou that he had been in Yangzhou for half a year. If there was no war in the Northwest, Tu Shuhan would also be free.

But the premise is that under normal circumstances ...

In my head, there were so many things. For too long, many things came out in disorder, and when I was sober, I saw that the room I was in was like a cage, except for three meals and regular bathing every day, There is nothing to do.

Now, I probably can't think of those.

At this moment, the hatch was opened, the dark-skinned child came in with a basin of water, and a towel was draped over the elbow. When he looked at this posture, he knew that he was coming in to wipe the floor.

These days, except for those who come to serve, only this child will enter my room from time to time, and I rarely meet him when I am awake. Most of the time, I can only see him holding a broom and holding it. Back view of going out with a basin of wiped water.

He walked in, and probably didn't expect that I would sit by the bed and look at him. When he saw me, he paused for a moment.

"Hey--"

When my feet stagnate, the basin of water sloshes and spills onto the ground, and also splashes into the corner of my skirt.

He was frightened and said in a hurry: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"

I just felt a cold at the ankle, and hadn't responded yet. He had already put the pot of water aside, and subconsciously came over to wipe it with that towel, but he hadn't waited for him to approach me, the flowers outside the door Bamboo had already walked in, and frowned as soon as he saw the situation in the room: "What do you think you are doing?"

The child glanced back at her and was terrified.

Huazhu continued: "My son asks you to do things well, do you take what his son ordered as a breeze?"

"I didn't, I didn't dare!"

He was shaking in a hurry.

From the time I lived in Jinling, I saw Huazhu Yunshan to the present. Although I know that they are extraordinary, I haven't seen them lose their temper and reprimand others. Seeing the child scared, he thought of himself. No doubt, I said immediately, "It's not a big deal, don't blame him."

Huazhu looked up at me and looked at the child again, hesitantly said, "But the son ordered, and anyone who shocked Miss Yan, all wanted to-"

Before she finished speaking, I lowered my head and said lightly, "I wasn't alarmed."

"..."

"He's just a kid, don't embarrass him."

I was stunned by Hua Zhu, probably I couldn't be the master myself, and hesitated to stand there.

Then I turned to look at the child, looked at a puddle of water on the ground, and said, "You're about to wipe clean."

"Yes."

He nodded hurriedly, grabbed the towel and walked over, squatting on the floor and carefully wiping the floor, Huazhu looked at him like this, he couldn't say anything, he just pouted, Back out.

The child probably doesn't know how many people have been dragged out of the room in the past few days, and the tragedy of the killing is so frightened that when he wipes the floor, the shoulder blades behind him rise up.

Although thin, I can see that I am used to living, probably from poor people, so I am so diligent in working and have such a dark complexion.

I looked at him with his head lowered, and his long eyelashes covered his eyes, and said gently, "Are you from Yangzhou?"

He looked up at me and immediately nodded: "Yeah!"

"..."

I was silent for a while and said, "Don't look up, just do your thing."

"……?Oh."

I asked gently again, "How did you get on this boat?"

"I was captured by them."

"You are also a soldier?"

"Well, Dad left early, and I was the only man in the family, so I came to serve."

"Then, how about your mother?"

"My mother ..." He said, moving slowly on his hands, and saw a drop of crystal tears dripping from his eyes, and fell into the pool of water on the ground.

He rubbed his eyes with the other hand: "My mother doesn't know me yet--"

"..."

"I'm most afraid of my mother thinking I'm dead."

"..."

"In that case, she will definitely die."

"..."

"But now, if the battle is like this, I don't know how long Yangzhou City can hold on. If the city is broken, then my mother--"

He said, sobbing and crying.

I frowned slightly, but didn't say anything. After a while he waited until his own crying gradually whispered before I said, "Then you were captured by them, what did they say, let you come here to do something?"

He lifted his head and looked at me subconsciously. A pair of crying eyes were very bright: "It's that-they called him son, we were meant to be taken ashore, but as soon as he saw me, he Let me stay and say let me work on the boat. "

"..."

"I want to hear him say, I'm useful."

He blinked and met my gaze, as if remembering what I said just now, and hurriedly lowered his head, muttering, "I just don't know, what is the use of me?"

"..."

"But they didn't kill me. I'm lucky to keep me."

"..."

"I want to go back and find my mother."

There was a soreness in my throat, and without waiting for him to clean the ground, he said, "OK, you go out."

"Ah? But-yes."

He obediently turned around and walked out while holding the basin of water, and I sat by the bed and looked at his back, but felt that my eyes were hot, as if something was coming out, I could only lower my head and let myself not Look again.

The hatch closed.

In the late afternoon, Pei Yuanxiu pushed in the door again from the outside.

For several days in a row, his expression seemed very relaxed, and even a little bit of joy, I can probably feel that the war has begun to benefit him, or directly, that Yangzhou is in a difficult situation, only to let He has that relaxed look.

But today, it is not.

When he walked in, although he had a candlestick in his hand, his eyes were dark.

There was an invisible pressure that emanated from him. It took just a moment of effort to fill the entire room, almost out of breath.

My complexion slowly turned pale.

He stepped to the bed step by step, leaned down, and reached out my jaw.

I thought he was going to say something, or ask what happened in this room during the day. After all, it is impossible to hide every little thing here, but he said nothing.

After looking into my eyes for a long time, he suddenly blows out the candlestick in his hand.