Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

"Or, do you want to know, what would I do to her?"

Pei Yuanxiu's eyes sank. He looked at me and slowly said, "I don't know how you would treat her. As for how I would treat her-"

"..."

"In the future, you will know."

I looked at his dark eyes, and it was clear that I had just grasped everything, but at this moment, I felt inexplicably a chill rising from my heart, and clenched my hands subconsciously, only to find that my palm was empty, even through With a little coolness.

I turned my head and avoided his gaze.

"Lightness ..."

He called my name softly, and put a hand on the car board in front of me. I frowned, and I ran away from him in a hurry, but in the originally spacious car, when he approached me, It became extremely narrow, and even felt breathing depression, and then backed off, hitting the cold car panel again. He slowly approached me, looked down at my eyes, and said gently in my ear: "I told you long ago that everything I do is for our future."

"..."

"Whether you like it or not, I will have you in my future."

I just felt like my breath was choking, biting my teeth and saying, "What if I want to go out?"

He lowered his head, pressed against my ears, and said, "You can't get out."

This sentence is like a curse.

I looked up and looked at him, and he also looked at my eyes, Shen said: "Light, even if I die, your shadow will be taken into the Yin Cao Difu."

At this moment, I slowly raised my head and looked into his eyes.

He looked at me, and those eyes suddenly burst into a slight smile, even a little tenderness—

"Let's hang on."

In this little carriage, I heard his vow like a curse to me, and outside this bumpy carriage, a long line was walking on the smoke, after leaving Huaian, slowly Heading towards the north, it seems as if he is walking into his future ...

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After leaving Huaian, our speed has accelerated.

After Xuzhou, Jining, Jinan, it seemed that Cangzhou was about to go, and as our steps slowly approached the capital, the weather became colder and colder.

From south to north, there is no one time that allows people to experience such a season but two different styles. Jiangnan also has wind and cold bones in winter, but the coldness slowly penetrates through the clothes and penetrates the musculoskeletons, which makes people not feel yet, but winter has arrived in their hearts.

The winter in the north is different. He is a big fan. He is blown in front of him by the savage north wind, as if punching into a person's body, and howling to conquer every soul on this earth.

Our carriage was constantly driving on the official road, so from the cold and humid in the south, it slowly entered the cold wind in the north. The snow flakes with big fists hit the board, and the cold wind that whistled outside. , Often make people sleepless all night.

I am no stranger to this winter.

But Han Ruoshi was obviously much more sad.

Since we left Huai'an, we stopped in several places on the way. Naturally, they are the same as Huai'an House. It was the powerful gentry who came to occupy the state house to welcome them. They lived in the beams. Huamei Hall, where the columns are drawn, but maybe intentionally or unintentionally-I have hardly ever seen Han Ruoshi again.

Even those people hosted dinners, she could not escape.

After two or three times, I understood it.

She is avoiding me.

Actually, the situation between us has changed a lot since she became pregnant.

Overnight, she changed from a hunter to a prey.

Both of us are pregnant, but relative to me, I did n’t want this child from the beginning knowing that she was pregnant. She was obviously very precious to the unborn baby. This child is almost the most important bet in her life. Yes, of course, she is the dream post. One regards treasure as one, and one does not care. Such a battle will be won or lost.

She can't afford to lose.

Even if I didn't do anything now, it was enough to panic her, so she was so cautious, she didn't even dare to meet with me.

Licking calves is affectionate. In fact, most people can understand this feeling.

But when I looked down at my bulging belly, my mood was more complicated.

Actually, when I was pregnant, I kept asking myself, why did I want to conceive his child?

No one answered me, and my god, it was like deliberately trying to tease me like this, teasing my life, it just made me pregnant with his child.

For the people of Yangzhou, I left him.

In order to save those in Huaian, I did not touch him.

When leaving Huai'an, Pei Yuanxiu told me that when he would never use any human life to slap me, I finally breathed a sigh of relief, and deep in my heart, the evil thoughts that could hardly be appealed to my mouth, slowly came to my heart.

Maybe, I can--

Almost just thinking about it in my heart, a feeling of inexplicable came from the lower abdomen.

These days, this is the case. Whenever an idea comes up in my mind that I dare not face, whenever I stretch my hand to support my belly and involuntarily exert a little force, he will feel like When the intention of killing in the mother's heart, felt her uneasy situation, and tossed a little bit of movement.

This child seems to be telling me this way that he wants to live.

But what can we do if we live?

Even if other people don't know, but I know too well that for Pei Yuanxiu, entering Beijing represents the beginning of another war, and in this war, there will be me and even this child.

In the imperial city, there are always many cases where father and son disagree with each other.

I've seen enough of this life, and enough life. Is it worth living an innocent life again?

"Do you want to?"

My hand trembled and stretched towards my lower abdomen, and I felt a slight tremor. I didn't know if it was the movement of the child in the belly or I was trembling slightly.

The thin fingers slowly closed together, became a fist, and then slowly raised.

Just hit a punch on the lower abdomen.

Or, hit it hard.

I know this month is the time when the fetus is the most unstable, even in these days, when the time is obviously urgent, Pei Yuanxiu instructed to slow down the speed of the journey. As soon as one or even an accident, the child will be completely Disappear from this world.

I kept meditating in my heart, like a curse for myself.

But under such a curse, the fist slowly released involuntarily, and gently put it back on the lower abdomen. With just one press, it felt calm.

This time, I have no idea how many times.

Every time, I want to harden my heart and end this little life in the belly, but every time to the end, there is no way to harden my heart, watching the days pass by, and then on February 18, our team I was getting closer and closer to the city, and my belly was getting bigger and bigger.

I still didn't make a break for myself.

After all, they are still their children.

After all, I still can't bear it.

I looked down at my stomach, wondering whether to cry or laugh, and murmured, "I'm really useless."

Just then the carriage stopped.

One corner of the curtain was lifted by one hand. Although it was only a little bit, the cold wind outside was immediately poured in, and the warm incense from the incense burner in this compartment was washed away.

Pei Yuanxiu stood outside, looking at me.

Look at my hand and put it on my belly.

I don't know if it was because the wind was too cold and cold, and his face froze slightly, but the next moment, as if nothing had happened and nothing was seen, said softly, "Light, we are here."

The sound, probably because of the relationship in the wind, also shuddered.

"..."

I didn't say anything, slowly put my hand down and moved to the door. He held my hand and lifted me down from the car.

It was so snowy that it was hard to see even a little further away.

Only in front of me, a small building stood in the snow, and the two dangling lanterns at the door seemed to go out in the wind at any time.

I frowned. "Where is this?"

"Post station."

"Post station? Didn't you say, are you going to Cangzhou?"

Xie Yan came over and said, "Cangzhou can't go yet."

"why?"

"..."

"..."

The two of them looked at each other and did not speak. Pei Yuanxiu said, "Go ahead and rest. It's snowy outside."

I glanced at him, and then saw another carriage, Han Ruoshi had already come down, surrounded by several attendants and girls, I could barely see her face, and saw her covered with thick wind Alas, even covering his head, he walked directly into the post.

I nodded, and followed in.

A wall separates, but it seems to be separated by four seasons.

It was as warm as it was in spring all at once, and the fire was flourishing. Even those who came to serve were all glowing and smiling. Compared to those who were around, they were all cold by the wind. People who have no expression on their faces are indeed much more comfortable.

Although this place is just a post station, some people apparently came to decorate it first. In a few humble rooms, soft and gorgeous quilts and some delicate appliances suddenly appeared. When I entered the room they arranged, I even watched it. There was a bronze mirror on the table.

This kind of treatment, I saw a lot on the way, of course, the powerful gentlemen in Cangzhou want to please him.

But it is strange that this station is close to Cangzhou, and it is not too late to travel at night, why stop at this time?

I felt faintly wrong, but didn't ask much, just rested in that room for a while, closing my eyes and keeping my eyes closed, waiting for the people below to feed me, and I heard a horseshoe sound in the snow.

Is someone here again?

The next moment, the door of the post was opened.