Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

Just now, I was looking for her gaze, but now it has become her staring at me, she even got close to my face, wishing she could look straight into my eyes, saying, " Mother, is it true? The people who fought outside, the people who drove the father out of the capital, and-and, the people who carried away the mother, are they really the fathers? "

"I--"

"is it him?"

"..."

I can't answer it.

If it is another time, if it is something else, I can calm down and face it easily. Even if she asks me about Pei Yuanzhang's past, I can let this child get the answer she deserves, but now, she Has grown up, those lie to "give others happiness" can not deceive her, and what Pei Yuanxiu has done, what others say, has probably been deeply imprinted in her heart, what can I say, to Let her not be stimulated?

At this moment, tears appeared in her big apricot kernels and her voice choked: "Mother, is that true?"

"..."

"The man who let Brother Ping kill the aunt Princess Long is also Dad ..."

"..."

"Why is he doing this? Mother, why is he doing these things?"

At the end, she said, her voice was shaking, tears rolled down from her eyes one by one, and dripped onto the back of my hand, burning for a while.

I hurriedly held her in my arms, took out a handkerchief to wipe her, but just after wiping it a little bit, I started another wave of flooding. I sighed and let her stand up. I looked at her flatly. Eyes, and then said gently: "Your father, and your father, were originally two princes in the royal family. Both of them have very complicated ancestry, they also have very clever means, and they have more ambitions to compete for the world. Aspirations ... Now, the battle between the two of them has officially begun. This is the region. "

She was almost unable to control herself, crying with trembling: "Mother, don't you say that it is not good to fight? Why does Ada want to fight? Why does he have to fight with his father? Is he not good in Jinling? Why? Come hit the capital? "

"It is not good to fight, but everyone may think so, your father, and there are many people. Their purpose and their income can be obtained through war."

"..."

"As for him, why fight with your father--"

"..."

Her breathing was quick, and she looked at me urgently, as if she wanted to know the answer, she could ruin that answer and restore everything to calmness, but my throat was blocked, what should I say? These two people are probably born opponents. They are destined to use this vast river and mountains as a bureau to fight a battle of life and death; but in retrospect, those who were born in the royal family have a few dragons that are not affected by the golden cancan. Attracted by the chair, seduced by the power to rule the world?

This road was already doomed.

Thanks to me, I usually think that my tongue is brilliant, but at this time, facing my daughter, I could n’t even say a sounding word. I choked my throat for a long time, and finally I said gently, "Well, there are some problems. There is no solution. There are some things, and mother can't give you a truly correct answer. "

She opened her eyes wet with tears and looked at me in amazement.

It seemed that in her eyes, I should know everything, but now, even I said, I couldn't solve it, and couldn't give her a correct answer, which shocked her all.

I reached out and stroked her hair, and said softly, "You're grown up."

"..."

"There are some things that you need to find by yourself, and some things that you need to solve, you need to work hard."

"..."

"Mother has searched and worked hard, but the ending-you also saw it, this is the situation today."

"..."

She looked at me shyly and said, "Mother, can I find the answer, can I solve this?"

I couldn't help but look down at her.

At this time, she was probably helpless like never before. For everything she had experienced in the past and everything she saw in front of her, she had a sense of confusion that she could n’t catch, and I gently held her hand. , Softly laughed: "Actually, I don't want my daughter to go on such a difficult road, wonderful words, although you are the daughter of your father and the emperor, you are the admired princess, but you should have your own Life, joy, and pain, go through it. "

"..."

"Of course." With that said, I lowered my head, pressed her forehead against her forehead, and laughed, "If you can have this opportunity to stop this world from falling into the flames of war, let everyone live a better life. that--"

She rushed and said, "I will!"

I couldn't help but be shocked. I didn't know if it was because of the firmness in her words or the inexplicable heartfelt that this sentence brought me. I looked at her solemn expression and didn't speak for a while.

She said: "My mother told me in the past how terrible it was to fight, but this way, I only knew that my mother was not telling the truth. It was far more terrifying than my mother said!"

"..."

"We came out of the capital and many people followed us. These people walked all the way and wept. It was still snowing that day. When they went to the suburbs, some people couldn't see clearly. They fell to the valley and they were killed a lot; There are many people who came out with their children and their children froze to death. They were left by the road. The children's mothers were crying, and their eyes were bleeding.

"..."

"I heard a lot of people talking about, some cities, whole cities, not even a single person; others because of fighting, no food, they exchange their children for other children, cook and eat —— "

When she said that, her face was pale, and I hugged her in a hurry: "Don't listen to those people nonsense, don't want these things!"

I really want to tell Chang Qing immediately, let her control the people around her, nothing else, why the chewing of the tongue and these things, the children are so small, how much shadow will be left inside after listening !!

She trembled in my arms for a while, then raised her head and looked at me: "Mother, such days will not last long, right?"

I said, "Of course!"

"..."

"No dark cloud can cover the sun forever, no matter how cruel the war is, it can't be longer than peace. We will survive such a day!"

Niu Yan nodded slightly in my arms.

However, she was quiet for a while-this kind of quiet didn't seem to be calm, but what she was thinking about, and then she asked me, "What about mother, father and father, then?"