Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

"Perhaps, he was born at the historic moment, in order to take the helm of Nishikawa at the most critical time, choose the right direction, and do all of this, he--"

I cried and said, "He did all this, he paid everything for Xichuan, for me, but why did it end up like this? I didn't even see him at the last!"

"Lightness ..."

"I don't want to listen, light cold, you don't want to say those words anymore, I don't want to listen!"

I shook my head and burst into tears. No matter who I am now, how can I tell me how good Qing Qing is? He does n’t want to listen to such things as Xichuan and Yan family. I just hope my brother can live well, even if he can't be around, at least he is still good.

I don't want him to be lonely when he is alive. In the end, he still needs to lie alone in the cold coffin!

Looking at my pain almost to collapse, Qing Han's face also showed a painful expression, he was silent for a while, then hugged me and said softly, "What should I say?"

"..."

"What can I do to make you less painful?"

"..."

"Lightness, haven't you thought about why your brother would leave at this time?"

I looked at him in tears.

Qing Han said, "He, there is no other way."

"..."

"He can do everything."

"..."

"Even if it is Xichuan, the Yan family, such a heavy burden, the war in the Central Plains, and peace talks with the court, he can handle so many complicated things, but there are some things, some people, no matter how hard he tries, there is no way to do it Success, there is no way to get it. "

"..."

"Do you know the pain that is filled with enthusiasm and extinguished by fate?"

"..."

"He can't fight, maybe it's not people and things, but life."

"..."

"At this time, the continuation of life is actually a pain for him. Like your mother, she may not be able to leave the Sanjiang Dam for so many years, but after leaving there, she will face This world is one--the world she doesn't want to face. "

"..."

"The person in her mind can't face it."

"..."

"Even if she survived and left Sanjiang Dam, such a life would not be happy to her."

"..."

"Instead it is a kind of catastrophe."

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"At such times, maybe leaving is a relief."

"..."

"You want him to stay, but have you ever thought about how painful he is to stay?"

After hearing what he said, I could n’t say a single word. Only tears poured out like a dyke, and wet the entire face. My cry was eventually lost in his arms, but in the wind and rain, Keep talking all the time ...

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After that night, I was almost ill.

It was raining in the middle of the night, and it was freezing rain in winter, and it blew for so long. Not only me, but also the mild cold, but his condition is slightly better than that of me who is almost unconscious with a high fever.

But even when I was unconscious, I still heard Pei Yuanzhang whispered when he came to visit him: "How can you let her do this?"

"..."

"I always thought you were an important person, but you actually--"

"..."

"Her health is not good!"

When Qing Han spoke, her nose was still blocked, and her nasal sounds were very heavy. She said, "I know."

"..."

"But at this time, I would rather let her fall ill, so that she would not have to be so painful."

"..."

"In such a short time, she lost two loved ones. Although she seemed calm during the time in Sheshan, it was because she had been separated from her mother for a long time. In fact, she was used to living away from her mother. , But the emotional pain is not so easy to heal, and now, it is Yan Qingchen again-- "

"..."

"Do you really want her to soberly face the pain of the death of two loved ones?"

"..."

"She is strong, but really not as strong as you think."

Hearing these words, Pei Yuanzhang said nothing. The room fell into a long silence. I was groggy, and when I was almost going to sleep, I heard the light cold and low voice said, "You are the most OK, always remember that. "

I don't know if it was soothed by his low, thick nasal sound. I slept very peacefully. Although I felt inevitably sad in my dreams, after all, I got a long, stable sleep. When waking up, people are still much better.

When I opened my eyes, I saw Red Aunt sitting next to the bed, eyes full of red blood, swollen scary.

As soon as I woke up, she immediately jumped over and said, "Miss!"

I spoke, my throat burning like "Aunt Red?"

She immediately said, "Is it uncomfortable? You have burned for two days, and you must have burned your throat. I'll pour you a cup of tea."

After that, she went to pour a cup of tea for me, which was cold, but at this time was just right, I mumbled and drank half a cup, people were more awake, then looked up at her: "Aunt Hong, you have been here all the time Watch me? "

She sighed and said in a crying voice: "Miss, you have been sick for a few days, but you have scared me."

"..."

"If the owner is gone, if you have another incident, then I-I really can't live!"

Talking, she cried whine.

I leaned on the bed, watching her aggrieved and helpless, gently reached out to wipe her tears, and said softly, "Don't worry about me, I'll be fine."

"..."

"Dust is gone, how can I make myself okay?"

With that said, my tears fell again.

Looking at me like this, Aunt Hong came from grief even more, and almost couldn't help crying, but looking at my pale face and godless eyes, after all, she gritted her teeth to resist the grief in her heart and reached out to help Followed me: "Is the lady better now?"

After two days of illness, my body was still soft. I tried not to get up, and asked, "What about light cold?"

"Liu Gongzi, he is sick too."

"is it serious?"

"Much better than Miss, he's just cold and not so sad after taking the medicine. Fortunately, he's been taking care of Master Master with the table these two days, otherwise-"

"Wei Yang."

"Yeah, thanks to his stay at home these days."

Aunt Hong said, put it in my ear, and whispered, "After the owner has left, some people are not quite at ease. They secretly want to do something, fortunately he is here."

I looked up at Aunt Hong: "He, can those people live?"

Aunt Red said: "Actually, Master Cousin came to the Yan family for a short period of time. He has been with the owner, and he understands some things, and he looks like that!"

With that said, my heart jumped slightly.

Yeah, Wei Yang looks like a father.

Faced with such a face, those people are still somewhat jealous.

I nodded: "It's hard for him. Is everything in the house taken care of properly?"

Aunt Hong shook her head and said, "Small things are fine, but there are some big things that need to be used by the homeowner's letter, and we have to wait for the young lady to come back."

"Me? Homeowner's letter?"

I turned and looked at her in amazement: "Where did my homeowner seal the letter?"

Aunt Hong said here, her eyes were red again: "The owner told me before he died, saying that the owner ’s letter had been handed over to the young lady, and it has also made us impatient these days. The young lady will definitely come after the year. At that time, the young lady was the master of everything. "

"..."

I froze for a moment, and then thought about it, subconsciously reached out and picked up the sachet hanging on my body-when I left Yan's house, lightly dusted it to me.

As soon as I saw this sachet, Aunt Hong's breath also became heavy. I disassembled it with my soft fingers for a while, and finally I took the sachet away and fell down. A heavy thing fell into my palm.

Printing letter.

Letter from the owner of the Yan family.

At this moment, tears slipped from the eyes without obedience. I sobbed and couldn't speak. At the time, when I was still at the Yan family, he probably realized that his life was coming to an end. So at that time, he was ready.

With so much preparation done, why can't you tell me?

Me, I can't even see his last side!

I pinched the letter in my hand, holding my knees and crying. Aunt Hong saw this scene beside her, and couldn't help falling tears. She choked for a long time, and then stretched out her hands and stroked my skinny back. He said softly: "Miss, don't be too sad. The owner is actually very calm when he leaves. He seems to have known this day. Those days, he can't get sick, and he won't allow us to give you Message. "

"..."

"Later, what you sent was there. He had been unconscious for a long time, and was awake at that time."

"..."

"The last word he said was--"

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"My sister still has mine."

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"At that time, he was still smiling. After saying that, he was also smiling and left."

She said he smiled, but I cried even more.

I do n’t know how long, the grief in my heart has calmed down a bit, my clothes and broth have been soaked with tears, and Aunt Hong helped me to go to the couch on the other side of the room and sit down, let me change it As soon as the clothes and bedding were arranged, Wei Yang came to see him.

He was still as energetic as ever, but his bloodshot eyes told me that he was not so good these days.

As soon as he walked in, he asked, "I heard that my cousin is awake, is it better?"

I can't make a smile on my face, only softly: "Much better."

Having said that, he waved at him and asked him to come over and sit on a stool beside the couch. Wei Yang came over and sat down, and I said, "It's hard for you these days."