Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

"As long as you look back, I will use my blood to save Liu Qinghan."

The moment I heard her say those words, I suddenly fell into the darkness and could not even see anything.

I can only feel her hand pinching my shoulder, as if it were a shackle.

I didn't know how long before I spoke again. The voice was as empty as when she started talking, so strange that I could hardly recognize myself. I said softly, "Do you know what you are talking about?"

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"Do you know what you are talking about?"

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"you want me--"

"I want you to come back to him."

She reiterated this sentence firmly, and the hand holding my shoulder was even harder: "Yan Qingying, he really loves you, I can see it, I can understand it."

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"Go back to him."

For a long time in the dim light, I looked up slowly, her eyes softened when I didn't know when, those words just gave me the illusion of begging.

I couldn't help but chuckled: "Are you threatening me?"

She was silent for a moment: "You can think of me as threatening you."

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As she said, she slowly leaned down and squatted in front of me, looking up at my eyes, and said, "You can also treat me as I beg you."

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"Yan Qingrui, I beg you, come back to him."

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"I know he's done a lot of things to make you sad. Like you said, it's only a matter of moment that you're dead, maybe you've already been dead to him--"

"Then why do you want me to come back to him? A woman who died of him and didn't love him, would you send such a woman back to him?"

"But he loves you."

"So, do you want me to come to him?"

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Feeling that my voice was shaking when I said this sentence, Nangong Lizhu was silent for a moment, put my hands on my knees, and said gently: "Lightness, he-he has suffered a lot since he was a child. Don't look at him on the surface, in fact, he has a lot of suffering in his heart. "

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"All of that is only in my eyes. Since I was young, I made up my mind to be with him, to accompany him, no matter how sweet or bitter, I have to go with him."

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"But I--"

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"I couldn't do it. In later years, he hurt me, and I hurt him."

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"Now, I know he doesn't love me anymore; and I want to return to him, it's not me anymore."

"..." I looked down at her and said suddenly: "So, do you want me to go to his side?"

Nangong Lizhu looked at me for the first time and said with a serious, even sincere expression: "Chang Qing is a good queen, but he doesn't love her. He needs someone around him who can soothe his heart. That person is you." .I can see that he loves you and that he has really changed a lot for you. "

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"Yan Qingrui, I know he has done a lot of things that hurt you, made you pain, and made you die, but now he is different from before."

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"He's an emperor, and it's really not easy for him to do that for you."

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"You forgive him, will you? You go back to him, will you?"

I laughed.

I realized that although she had told me so much sincerely, in fact, the two of us were not on the same road from beginning to end.

She did figure it out, but she could figure it out, or she couldn't figure it out. The stand she stood on was either herself or Pei Yuanzhang. What she considered was just her love, the person she loved, More than that, she couldn't think of it.

Naturally, I don't even think about me.

I slowly lifted her hand.

Nangong Lizhu's face also changed. He looked at me with wide eyes and stood up and said coldly, "Nangong Lizhu, your words are very pleasant and your thoughts are touching, but you seem to be wrong. One thing. "

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"You love him, you have to fulfill him, and you want him to be happy, that's your own business."

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"Why should I be a memorial to your love?"

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"I am a living person. I have my lover. I am not a sacrifice of the relationship between you and him!"

After that, I turned to go out, but just as I was about to go to the door, her cold voice came from behind me: "Of course you are a living person, Liu Qinghan-now too."

My footsteps have stalled.

"But after a while, he may not be."

This sentence was like a heavy boulder that hit my heart all at once. At this moment, I was almost out of breath. I choked, slowly turned back, and saw her rise from the ground. The thin figure almost turned into darkness in the shadows, and she slowly turned her head to look at me, her eyes even a little redder than just now.

She said, "Are you disregarding him?"

I gritted my teeth and said, "You threaten me ?!"

"I was going to convince you," she said.

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"If you would be persuaded by me to return to Yuan Zhen willingly, this thing would have been good for everyone. Yuan Zhen can get you, you can also get his pet, Liu Qinghan can survive, As for me-even if I die, I can stare. "

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"Yan Qingruo, the fate of all people is in your hands."

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"You should consider this decision clearly."

I looked at her for a while and sneered and said, "I just realized that talking to you is really a waste of time!"

After speaking, I reached out and raised my tent to go out, but probably because I had been in this dimly-lit tent just now, getting used to this kind of darkness, I opened my tent, and the outside light was on my face for a while. Makes me a little hesitant.

At this time, Nangong Lizhu said behind him, "Are you going to go out and call someone, let them come and grab me, and then put my blood?"

I squinted at the light, reached out to cover my forehead, and looked back at her.

This answer is self-evident.

She smiled at me, and the faint light shone on her face, but for some reason she made her originally beautiful, but the face that was damaged because of the scar, when she smiled at this time, it was a little bit Feeling.

But her voice was still very gentle, and she said slowly, "Do you think that I have been fighting with you for so many years, and I won't think of a way before I say these things to you?"

I was stiff, and saw her slowly raise her hand, and let go of the clenched fist.

It was a strange looking bottle.

I don't know what's inside, but at this time, a gust of cold wind blowing from the outside has blown through my clothes, blowing me through the heart.

I looked at her with trembling, could not say a word, and Nangong Lizhu shook the bottle and said, "You must have guessed it. Yes, this is a bottle of poison, not only see the blood seal the throat, but also Those who take poison will be infected with such poisonous blood and bones. "

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"Even if I die, you'll have someone come and put my blood, and it will be poisonous if it comes out."

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"Liu Qinghan's body, I'm afraid I can't stand it."

"Nan-Gong-Li-Zhu-Zhu-!" My throat made a dry sound like a knife: "If Qing Han dies, I will throw you away and smash my bones!"

She froze for a while, probably the first time I heard such words. More often, I do n’t want to threaten people like this, and I ca n’t do that kind of madness, but at this moment, my heart really is Almost to burn through the karma above her head, almost anxious to frustrate her immediately.

However, after a moment of silence, she smiled lightly.

That face, full of indifference and indifference that put life and death aside, said, "You think, I still care about this?"

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"Yan Qingying, after telling you this, I don't care about anything. For me, life and death are nothing more than opening and closing eyes. I already have enough."

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"I am willing to save Liu Qinghan, and I hope to see the happiness of the person I love."

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"Just these two things, I want them to happen together."

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"After I bleed blood and save Liu Qinghan, you can do whatever you want with this body, like you said, frustrated and ashes, maybe, I do n’t need to-I do n’t have to live another life. This life, I have enough. "

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"I think a lot these days and I have figured it out. I am neither his favorite woman nor like you, to help him complete his great cause and realize his dream. I am afraid that in the end, I even No trace will remain in his life, and to him, I am nothing. "

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"So, I must do one thing for him."

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"And the only thing I can do is fulfill his love. He loves you, and I want you to come back to him."

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"I want you to swear. With Liu Qinghan's life, you will return to Yuan Zhen."

I gritted my teeth hard and sneered, "Don't you think you're funny?"

After saying this, I should have turned and left immediately, but when I saw her fingertips move slightly, I opened the lid of the vial, and suddenly my heartbeat stopped. "What are you doing?" ?! "

She looked up at me and smiled calmly: "What ridiculous, sad, is that important to a dying man?"

"Nangong Lizhu!"

"Yan Qingying," she said as she slowly brought the bottle to her mouth, and then said, "You need to pay attention and don't talk casually, because your next sentence, or, I want to hear Poisonous oaths that come; or, just call someone in and collect my body. "