Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

In the end, I don't know how the night passed.

Pei Yuanzhang hugged me and returned to a tent. I seemed to hear someone asking for it. There seemed to be wonderful words, but Pei Yuanzhang blocked them out, and I held my knees and curled up in my arms In a corner.

Coming back from the snow and ice does not mean that the cold will leave.

It's as if listening to bad news doesn't mean this is the end.

My blood was frozen into ice, and my heartbeat couldn't continue, just like the bad news, it just started to spread in my life.

How it will treat my destiny in the end, I do n’t know, because at this time, my eyes are just black and I do n’t see the way forward.

You can't even see the sky.

It took a long time before I heard footsteps approaching slowly. A blurry figure came to my eyes. The eyes seemed to be covered with dry tears. I couldn't see clearly, but I also knew, It's Pei Yuanzhang.

Only him.

He crouched down and looked at me. There seemed to be some injuries on his face when he was struggling in the snow. His eyes also seemed to have that kind of compassion, but when he spoke, his voice had calmed a lot.

"Take a break."

When I looked up at him, his vision was still blurred. I looked at him for a long time, and trembled with **** lips, and said, "When will it happen."

"..."

"When did he tell you?"

"..."

He looked at me for a while and then said, "At the Sanjiang Dam, he came and you fell down."

"..."

"At that time, he told me."

I looked up at him and wanted to say something, but the stabbing pain in my throat made me speechless, and I choked, and after a long time, I barely squeezed out a husky, low voice: "He What did you say? "

Pei Yuanzhang looked at me and said for a while, "You should want it."

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"He did everything he could, and he arranged everything he should."

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"The only person he can't arrange is you."

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"But he wants you to live."

When I heard this sentence, I laughed.

Seeing my smile, Pei Yuanzhang's breathing was a little heavy, and the smell of that fear leaked out of him again. He looked at me and slowly put a hand on my shoulder. : "Lightness ..."

"He was worried that I would die."

"..."

"He was scared. After he died, I would follow him, or-I have no time to think about it. His death is enough to make me die."

"..."

"He was worried that I would die ..."

His hand holding my shoulder was a little harder, more like a tremor.

"Lightness, don't do this."

I smiled again and looked up at him. He was still in front of me, maybe because the tears that came up again blurred my vision. I didn't care anymore, just smiled.

"I'm not dead."

"..."

"Rest assured, of course I won't die."

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"I won't die for him, let alone I won't be sad for him."

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"How is he worth it?"

"..."

"A man who lied to me again and again, a man who left me heartlessly ... how could I be sorry for him?"

Pei Yuanzhang looked at me for a long time, he suddenly sighed, stood up slowly, and said, "He has such a terrible mentality that it is rare for his whole life, and even Lian is worse than that. But he said that he can This decision was only made because his poison had penetrated the bone marrow and it was difficult to resolve. "

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"If there is still a glimmer of hope, he won't, he won't do this to you."

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"Lightness, don't blame him."

I didn't talk anymore, just curled up, holding my knees tightly, laughing and tearing constantly.

Once upon a time, I did the same, laughing and crying for him to stay up all night.

I once told Huang Tianba that the tears that shed for him in this life were the most. It turned out to be true, no matter how he wanted to protect me, but my tears did not shed for the people who hurt me, after all Flow for him.

That night passed.

And Pei Yuanzhang has been with me like this for a whole night. He didn't say a word or comfort me any more. From him, there was also a thick, sad breath, the kind of breath in This closed tent is spreading.

Finally, he stood up, walked slowly to the door, and opened his account.

A touch of light appeared before my eyes.

He said, "It's dawn."

When I raised my head, I saw only a blurry shadow in front of me. There should be light coming in from the outside, but I couldn't see clearly. I could only feel that the dimness in the entire account was dispelled a lot.

I stared blankly.

Seeing it vaguely, I saw Pei Yuanzhang looking back at me, maybe at me, because he kept that posture for a long time, then walked back, squatted in front of me, and said, "Long night will pass, Something happened, it just happened. "

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"You said you wouldn't die, then you need to be sober to face everything next."

I slowly moved some painful eyes to him: "Everything you say is included, let the wonderful words be close?"

His breathing was heavy again.

"Before I came here, you kept telling me that life is unsatisfactory, out of ten, do you mean light cold, or good words?"

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"Or, you mean, I'm destined to lose them in this life, all my loved ones."

"..."

He was silent for a long time before he took a deep breath, and said in a deep voice: "Lightness, my wonderful words are also my daughter."

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"Of course, I also hope that she will be happy and have a carefree life. However, the prerequisite for the so-called happy and carefree life is that the world is calm."

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"Without a calm world, no one can dominate their own destiny. You know this better than anyone."

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"Now, I have a chance to calm down the world, but this opportunity needs to be created by means of kinship. Then you say, why ca n’t I let her-not to mention, she understands her mind, but if you do n’t stay in Prairie, she must go back. Will you tell her about Liu Qinghan? "

"..."

"She and Yangchu are similar in age and have similar interests. Even if there is no love between men and women now, this is a good start. Even if you really want to choose a daughter for your daughter, Yangchu will be the best candidate."

"I know what you mean," I said, and the pain from my dry eyes made me frown. After a pause, I said, "But choose a cricket for her, and let her kiss her. This Is it one thing? "

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"Good for her, and is she willing to do it again?"

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"Pei Yuanzhang, a lot of people have paved the way for your great cause, me, Yang Yunhui, Huang Tianba, queen mother, Fu Bazhen, and even-Qing Han! Now, do you want to add another wonderful word?"

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"why?"

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"Why must it be her?"

Listening to those names that came out of my mouth one by one, his breath was heavier than it was moment by moment, but in the end he calmed down and said, "It's like you ask your mother in the dam Again, do you remember how she answered you? "

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"How can there be so many?"

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"It needs someone to do it, and you can do better than others, so it's you."

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"There is always someone to do this, and only your daughter, only Princess Miaoyan, can make the King of Iron Riding and the Alliance be on the front line. Only when we are united can we wipe out the forces in the north; Go south with ease and regain the Central Plains! "

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"You have to ask me, this is your answer."

"..."

I was speechless, I could only stare blankly at him.

And he looked at me for a long time and slowly said, "And Liu Qinghan."

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"Actually, he can choose to stay with you for more time. Even during this time, you don't know anything. Every moment is torment for him, but I think he is willing."

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"But he gave up."

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"Because he wants to go back to guard the Sanjiangkou and let his navy take Jiangling."

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"You are right, he is paving the way for your great cause, but this great cause belongs not only to you, but also to him, and everyone who paves the way wants to see tomorrow."

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"Lightness, maybe you don't believe it when you say it, alas-don't give up on him."

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"This step has already been reached. He can't give up, he can't give up!"

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"No matter who you give up, I have to take this last step!"

I shuddered slightly, and after a long time, said, "So, you must let Miaoyan marry the prairie and unite you with the Iron Horse King?"

He said, "Yes."

"..."

I didn't talk anymore, just fumbled beside me, trying to find something to stand up, Pei Yuanzhang looked at me for a while, reached out and grabbed my hand.

I didn't say anything, so I stood up slowly, holding his hand, and walked step by step towards the bright place, which is the door of this tent. He has been helping me without talking, but I feel His breath was a bit heavy, and he kept staring at me tightly.

As soon as I reached the door, I heard a clear voice: "Mother."

Immediately afterwards, the wonderful words rushed to me and hugged me.

It seemed that she had been waiting outside early in the morning, and it was probably what happened last night that kept her upset.

I lowered my head and groped her face.

The sun has come out, and it shines on the face, even with a warm feeling.

But I couldn't see her face. There was only a vague outline in front of me. I felt she hugged me and asked me with great concern: "Mother, what happened to you?"

My eyes ... can't see.