Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

Until I entered the room with me, I was taken by Qian Wu to take a hot bath to wash off the mud, and I changed into a new suit. The spirit was refreshed, but Liu Saner was still a little overwhelmed. At a loss, I walked around the manor with my sleeves. After entering my room, he stood in the center of the room and kept looking at me, nervous as if I would disappear in the next moment.

Looking at his slightly dark circles, I also felt a little distressed: "You-have you always found here?"

"Ok."

"You've been looking for me?"

"Well." He nodded heavily and smiled at me: "You're fine, just fine."

"You've been looking for me?"

I repeated this sentence, and my throat was choked. Liu San'er looked at my red eye circles, and was a little embarrassed. He was helpless, as if he wanted to reach out and pull my hand, but just touched me. His fingertips shrank back as if he had been burned, and whispered, "I don't know where you are going, so I ask all the way, I thought you would go to Yangzhou City, but I went halfway and asked about it Everyone said that I hadn't seen you before, so I turned back. "

"..."

"I went a few more directions, but they were all wrong. Later, I went this way before I heard someone say that I saw you going up the mountain. I was going to follow--"

He said that his dark face could also be seen red, and he was embarrassed to scratch his back.

I desperately swallowed the sadness in my heart, and said, "So, what have you done since you've been out for so long?"

"I asked Aunt Zhao and Ruxiang to help me look after her for a while," Liu San'er said, "She also asked me to come out to you. She said that you are a girl's family and pregnant with you, so it is not safe outside. Let me be sure To find you, even if I do n’t take you back, I must inquire about your news, knowing that you are safe, then go back and tell her. "

When I heard him say the last sentence, my tears filled my eyes.

Seeing that I was about to cry, Liu San'er was anxious, and said helplessly: "Lightness, you-don't cry, don't cry!"

I bit my lower lip, lowering my head to prevent him from seeing it, but couldn't stop my eyes from getting hotter and hotter, as if tears were falling at any time.

But he was still anxiously stuttered: "Don't cry, don't cry!"

Although desperately holding back, tears still dripped like a broken bead. Liu Saner seemed to be seeing a girl crying for the first time, already panicking about how to do it, reaching out to comfort me, but not well Touched me, and finally stretched out his hands in front of me.

Slammed.

My tears fell on the palm of his hand, and a crystalline tear burst.

"Don't cry ..."

His hurried voice also slowly calmed down, with a strange husky, as if the rock was sharpened in his heart, a little painful, but rough and gentle.

I looked up and looked at his gentle but concerned eyes. Somehow, there were tears on his face, but he laughed again.

Liu San'er still held that tear in his palm, looked at me and smiled.

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After I finally managed to stop crying, the servant woman at the house delivered a table of meals, and I apologized, "It's hard for you. I'll tell Huang Ye this later."

I was still a guest here. I brought in Liu Saner without telling the host. It was a bit thoughtless and I asked the servants to deliver meals. But now Huang Tianba and Mu Hua are still out in the room, so are the two. Just reconciled, it shouldn't be so much to bother them at this time.

The servant woman smiled: "Don't be kind. Girl, we can do it."

"Thanks a lot."

"Thank you." Liu San'er also thanked him, and the servant woman glanced at us, as if reassured, turned and retreated.

This table is not very rich, but there are also fish and meat. Even when I look at it, my index finger moves. I also know that Liu Saner must have not eaten enough these days, so he sat down holding his sleeve: " Come, eat first. "

"Ok."

He smiled crampedly, sat down and took the bowl and sipped it.

Looking at him, it ’s deceptive to say that he does n’t feel bad, especially when he remembered that he had come to ask for water when he opened the door, and I did n’t know how much hardship I had eaten along the way. In his bowl, he softly said, "Eat more."

He looked at me with a smile, and squeezed the meat I gave him into his mouth, eating with satisfaction. I looked at him with a smile, and filled him with a bowl of soup, and was handing it to him. Seeing that he suddenly thought of something, he looked down at the food on the table and said to me, "Lightness, can I keep two buns?"

"Well? You just eat it, there is still on the table."

"Oh no, no." He said, "Actually, I brought dry food with me, but I passed a ruined temple in front of me and saw that a crazy woman was starving to death, so I gave her all the dry food. I did n’t eat it myself. I do n’t think the wife can find anything to eat. She wants to bring two more hoees to her. She is pitiful. ”

After listening to his words, a warm current surged in my heart.

He is still the same as when he was a junior in Yangzhou City. He is so enthusiastic, so loves to help people, even if he is just a passenger, he cares about the other party and spares no effort to help.

The person in front of me is obviously the poorest person I know, but he is so rich!

And in my heart, I have a faint feeling-

Such a person can do great things!

Looking at his questioning eyes, I smiled slightly and delivered the soup bowl in his hand, and said, "Just eat. I will ask them to prepare the buns, and I will go with you later."

"okay!"

He nodded his head happily and chopped two more meals in his mouth, but the action suddenly slowed down and looked up at me. Some careful eyes moved my heart: "What's wrong?"

"Lightness, then you-will you go back with me?"

I choked for a moment, and the chopsticks preparing to feed him froze.

go back?

He looked up at him, he was also looking at me. Although he was cautious, his eyes were so serious and solemn, he was silent, and said with a bit of shame: "I-I hope you can come back with me."

"..."

"Lightness, I will take good care of you."

"..."

I wanted to say something with my mouth open, but my throat choked suddenly, and only a moment later I reluctantly said, "But, I--"

"I will take good care of this child," Liu San'er said before he finished, "I will treat him well, just like my own. Really!"

"I'm not afraid that you are bad for your child, but--"

The words came to his lips, but he could not speak.

What can I say? I have long lost my qualifications to marry and be happy, from when the man first used violence against me. And over the years, I have loved, pained, cried, tired, and full of affection. How can I impose my broken life in the life of such a simple man like water?

Especially after I knew his mind.

After seeing what I said, Liu Saner waited for a while and didn't hear the second sentence. After a moment's silence, he said gently, "Lightness, I, I don't have much money, and I ca n’t even give you such a life now. . But-I will work hard. You don't have to worry about our lives. You probably don't know yet. After two days of leaving, the government's approval came down, and we reduced taxes by 30%. "

"Ah?" I froze and looked up at him.

Taxes have been reduced by 30%?

Although not as good as previously thought, this decision has changed dramatically for the entire dynasty. It is no wonder that the war in the north will be so tight.

He has already made this decision!

This world will change because of him, but what about this world? How much has changed because of him?

I raised my head a bit shyly, and Liu San'er smiled, "My injury is all right, I plan to go to the Niangniang Mountain to lead a few acres of land, and live well. I do n’t have to go out for a long time to take care of you— — And the child in your stomach. "

"..."

"Of course, if you like fish, I can still go down the river!"

"..."

His eyes were glowing, and when he looked at me, his face was full of hopeful expressions, "Our days will be all right!"

At this moment, I looked at him stupidly, but my eyes seemed dazzling, and flashed the shadows of many people-Pei Yuanxiu, Nangong Lizhu, The Emperor, The Queen, Yang Yunhui, Yang Jinqiao ... and Huang Tian Ba, and Xue Muhua.

There was also the man's face, faintly in front of his eyes, with joy or anger, and a smile, in front of him.

It turned out that in my half-life, I have experienced these ...

Many people will think that an ordinary husband and wife, who live and work at sunrise, may have no fun and work hard every day to make a living, but what if the love is vigorous? Shouting and crying, struggling, are these right?

I looked at the scruffy face in front of me and said gently, "Are you really not disapproving of me?"

When he heard it, he hurried to say something, but I was interrupted, and said, "You have to think clearly, this child is not yours, but I will give birth to him and raise him well. You really don't mind And I ... with this child, you should also know that my past ... I don't deserve you. "

This time, Liu Saner didn't answer, but just slowly bowed his head.

The room was silent.

In this silence, time passed by bit by bit, it was obviously silent, but there seemed to be some tingling in my heart, watching his low face, covering his eyes. The thick black eyelashes make me see nothing.

Is he ... repenting?

My hands retracted and placed on my knees, and I wanted to find support, but felt that I couldn't catch anything, and even my whole body was shaking.

At this moment, he slowly raised his head.

Those dark eyes solemnly looked at me, and his eyes were as firm as when he reached out to grab the five coins in the knife box: "Light, when I first saw you, you were not OK, but I-I still like you. "

"..."

"It doesn't matter if you have children or if your past is not good."

"..."

"I'm with you and we will be fine in the future."

This time, he held out my hand firmly and held my hand. The warm and rough palm ironed up, bringing an indescribable warmth, and hit my heart straight.

Looking at his earnest look, my eyes became hot again, and I could only lower my head in order to hide my wolf.

He looked at me quietly, waited for a long time, and hesitated, "You ... have you promised me?"

I finally calmed down, raised my head and looked at his expectant eyes, but suddenly gave birth to a sly heart, smiled, and said, "I don't want to promise you yet."

"what?"

"When I go back and ask Aunt Liu, when she opens her mouth, I promise you."

"Well?" Liu San'er looked at me, and said shyly, "My mother, she will promise. She likes you very much!"

Looking at some sly smiles on my face, it suddenly seemed like I understood something, and then laughed, cheerfully took the bowl and ate a big mouthful, and then asked me again: "What are you asking my mother?" ? "

I just smiled and didn't speak, and took a large piece of meat and stuffed it into his mouth.

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Soon, Huang Tianba and Mu Hua also knew that Liu Saner was here.

Although Huang Tianba was surprised by his arrival, Liu San'er saw him, as he was then, with excitement and reverence. It seems that this is now the seventh in the three southern provinces that had been responding in Yangzhou City. Twelve water and land total scoops, the uncrowned king in the heart of Jiangnan people.

What surprised me was Mu Hua.

She was very happy to see Liu San'er and me. After enthusiastically greeting her, she heard that Liu San'er wanted to order something to go to Zhou Ji, and personally ordered the servant. After a while, the servant woman brought a food container. There is not only a stack of steamed buns, but also a bowl of stewed chicken with ham underneath.

"Hold it all. Would you like someone to drive it over?"

Liu San'er didn't expect to get such good food, thanked him, and said, "No need to use it, just in the ruined temple not far away."

I also laughed: "I'll go with him and come back in a little while."

After speaking, I subconsciously looked at Huang Tianba. Although his face was still a little tired, he had calmed down a lot, and looked at me, but just nodded slightly.

Liu Saner held the box and went out with me.

I have n’t been out in the past few days at Huang's house. It ’s also a good thing to go out for a walk after dinner. The air in the mountains is very good. I can hear the birds in the forest. Sprinkled down, a little mottled light and shadow make people feel as if in a dream.

Liu San'er took my sleeve and said, "Be careful, don't fall."

I looked at him and couldn't help laughing: "I'm not a kid."

"But you have children in your belly."

"..." I glared at him, he just laughed, but grabbed my hand and didn't let go, looked up and looked forward: "Here it is."

In front of it is a shattered and ruined temple, surrounded by overgrown weeds, and a thick layer of gray earth has fallen on the Buddha statue, full of spider webs.

In the corner below the statue, a dark man curled up, shivering.

As soon as Liu Saner saw her, he hurried over to squat down and said carefully, "Hey, ma'am, I brought you food."

The original man had his head planted on the ground. He heard his voice squirm slowly, raised his head, and his fluffy long hair showed a pair of shrinking, as if the eyes of a frightened animal, trembling. Holding us. Seeing clearly that it was Liu Saner, he immediately reached out a hand that was as dry as a tree branch, grabbed his arm, and said hoarsely, "Son, son, you are here!"

When I heard this voice, my heart moved slightly.

This voice--