Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

I suddenly became nervous: "I was in a dream-what did I say?"

Liu San'er hesitated, and slowly said, "You have been saying in your dreams—saying—why not letting you go and say yourself—"

Watching his words stop and talk, I gently asked, "What else do I say about myself?"

"..."

He looked at me, his eyes flickering, looking so pale and full of intolerance, and after a long time he said in a husky voice, "You say yourself, why didn't you really die?"

All of a sudden my face became pale.

I do n’t know what dreams I have, all my dreams are blurred, but in the blur, I can feel my fear and helplessness, but I never thought that I would say all my fearlessness and helplessness, And all were heard by Saner.

After all, my past, those embarrassing memories, still have to be presented to him?

Thinking about it this way, I just feel like my heart is twisted.

Liu San'er looked at my pale face, hesitated for a moment, and slowly said, "Lightness, why, I think you seem to be very afraid of Yuan Gongzi."

"...!"

When I heard him say this, my heart jumped fiercely, the whole body's blood suddenly solidified, looked at him with a hint of fear before the collapse, and he, perhaps because the two people were close together, also I could feel my heartbeat, that sentence didn't go on.

However, there is no need to go on.

My expression seems to have explained a lot of problems.

The atmosphere became a bit rigid.

I didn't know how long he was silent. He seemed to have made up his mind. He sat up slowly, with both hands on both sides of my body, leaned down and looked at me with those dark eyes: "Lightness, your past, I I have never asked, because I know that you must have been deeply injured, and if you think about it again, that is to make you hurt again. So I never ask you, I do n’t want you to think about those things again. "

I slowly raised my head and looked at him, my voice trembling slightly: "Now, do you want to ask?"

"... will you say it?"

I looked into his eyes, and my heart was shaking.

I never want to tell him my past, even now, because those pasts are too bad, I don't want to let him know about my injuries, and because I want to be a brand new person.

But now, my past is just in front of me. There is only a layer of window paper left, and it breaks in a moment. Maybe I should tell him.

But I remembered that at the gate that night, Pei Yuanzhang looked at me, and the last sentence he said--

"Speaking of my identity is not a good thing for everyone."

I know very well that this is what he said to me, and he is threatening me not to talk nonsense, otherwise there will be no good things, that is, things that make me regret.

He will make me regret, he has countless ways to make me regret, make me miserable, make me despair!

As soon as I thought about it, I couldn't say anything, and slowly lowered my head.

Seeing me like this, Liu San'er seemed to understand something. I heard him sigh gently, and then released me. As soon as he left his embrace, a cold air struck immediately and penetrated into human skin. Almost even my heart felt that I gently reached out and hugged my body.

Is he ... disappointed?

Just then, he stretched out his hand again and gently pulled the quilt up to me. Okay, I looked up at him slightly. He also sat by the bed and looked down at me, his eyes still warm. Feeling good, even when his hand touched my cheek, it was still warm, saying: "Forget it."

"..."

"I also know that if a person's memory is too painful, he should not be allowed to recall it."

"..."

"Since you don't want to think about it, forget it."

"..."

After speaking, he put on his clothes and looked at him with a stunned back. I suddenly said, "Three children!"

He turned around and looked at me.

I took a deep breath and said, "My past, I will tell you."

"..."

"But now, it's not time."

"..."

"When the time comes, I will tell you everything about my past and everything I have experienced."

He stood there silently, looking at my blinking eyes. After a long time, he finally showed a faint smile: "OK."

I was also relieved.

Just then, I stood up and wanted to look at the small bed next to me, but found it empty, and hurriedly asked, "Where is Lier? Why is Lier not?"

Liu San'er got dressed and said to me, "You have been sick these days, and you have no way to feed her, so I found a familiar sister in town to help look after her."

As soon as I heard it, I was going to get out of bed. But after a few days of burning, my body was so weak that I felt a strong dizziness as soon as I sat up. I almost fell down. Don't get out of bed. "

"I, I want to see the child!"

"I'll pick her up," he said, pushing me back to bed and letting me lie down, and pressing on my shoulder, "You look like this, how do you get there?"

"I--"

"When I pick up the child, you can see it, don't worry."

"……Ok."

"I went and you take a good rest at home."

Although I was anxious to see the child, I really didn't allow it. I just nodded and said, "You come back soon."

"Ok."

He nodded, helped me cover the quilt, and went out.

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As soon as he left, the room was quiet, leaving only the tip of his nose, his breath, gentle and clean, like the most gentle hands around me.

I was curled up in such a breath. It was supposed to be a quiet and happy moment, but I still couldn't be quiet.

The appearance of that person was like a nightmare that suddenly awakened, but when I woke up, I found that the nightmare became true, and what scared me even more was that he didn't treat me like he did in every deepest nightmare, he didn't even Angry, not furious, or what I fear the most-not good for Liu Saner.

But the more I did, the more I was scared.

He is not a soft-hearted person, at least for me, but now he is like a sword hanging over his head. He has not fallen yet, but I don't know when it will bring disaster.

I was thinking uneasily, and I didn't know how long it was. The anxiety in my heart made me no longer able to lie down, and I slowly got out of bed, weak hands and feet, and it took me a long time to get dressed. Clean. After washing for a while, I slowly walked out of the wall and opened the door.

As soon as the door opened, a gust of cold wind struck.

The sky outside was very gloomy. The thick black clouds over the head covered the whole sky, giving a very depressing feeling. The wind was bitingly chilling, blowing directly into people's hearts.

I felt a bit unbearable, so I stepped back and wanted to close the door.

But at this moment, there was a rush of horseshoes and the sound of wheels in the wind. A carriage was approaching my home. It was the carriage that brought me and Liu Saner that night.

As soon as I saw it, my heart suddenly became tense, and the carriage stopped outside, and a person came down from the top. It was a long follower beside Pei Yuanzhang. He pushed open the courtyard door and walked in until he came to me. Respectfully said, "Mrs."

I just felt that I was standing still, holding the door frame, and looked at him pale: "What are you doing?"

"The host asked his wife to come over."

As soon as I heard it, my heart sank for a moment, and a more severe cold wind blew. I seemed to be unable to bear it, and my nails hurt on the door panel: "He, what is he doing?"

The man said lightly, "The master said, please ask your wife to go back to the old days."

Syria?

Hearing these two words was like a needle in the wind, and it hurt everyone ’s heart. I bit my lower lip and said, "I have nothing to say to him. I'll wait for my husband to come back. Go. . "

After speaking, I returned to prepare to close the door.

But just when I was about to close the door, the man said, "Since the wife doesn't go, I can only go and ask Liu Gongzi to go down."

My hand froze, and I looked up: "What did you say ?!"

"The host ordered, if the wife doesn't go, go and ask Liu Gongzi to go to the house."

My hand holding the door was trembling with almost spasms, and my joints became white, as if my fingers would be broken at the next moment. The long, indifferent face seemed to be frozen by such cold temperature, and I looked up without looking at the undulations. Taking a step back, I said, "Madam, please."

I bit my lower lip tightly, and finally let go of the door slowly, and stepped out step by step.

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The wind blew even more quickly.

Sitting in a carriage, I am like a ghost who has lost traction. I do n’t know where the wind will be blown in the next moment, but the biting temperature penetrates into my heart. Even if I curl up in the corner, I hold my knees firmly and block Nope.

I don't know how long it took, the carriage stopped, I was helped out of the car, and slowly walked into the mansion.

I ’ve been here before, but maybe because there was no red lantern that night and Liu Saner ’s warm hands were holding me, I just felt it was cold here, with the cold breath of that person, surrounding the mansion, when I walked in step by step, like walking into an ice cellar.

Then I saw that person.

He wore a dark robe with long hair tied casually behind his head, showing a sense of leisure, even laziness. He sat at the round table in the middle of the hall, but didn't seem to notice that I had walked in, but looked at the hand on the table, his fingertips were gently turning something.

The candlelight swayed in the room, shining on his fingertips, reflecting almost dazzling golden light.

There was a delay in my steps.

That's-orchid buckle.

He gave it to me before, but I left it to Lier, but was turned by the golden orchid orchid buckle rejected by Lier.

He was staring at the tiny button, and he couldn't find it even when I came to the door. The hall was very quiet, as if he could n’t even get in the wind because of his presence; the room was empty, there were only a few candles, and it seemed to be frozen at this moment. The candle illuminated his face, half bright, half caught In the shadows, it gave the illusion of being almost gentle, especially his gaze at the orchid button, more like tenderness like water.

But I just feel cold.

The wind, howling, cold, I stood trembling slightly in the wind.

At this time, he finally realized my existence, turned his head to look at me, and a smile seemed to appear on his face.

"Green baby."

"..."

I stood stiffly at the door and looked at the orchid buckle at his fingertips, the one that had moved me, but at this moment only made me feel the bad luck of the orchid buckle.

He immediately put the button away and walked to the door: "You're here."