Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

I never knew that the original Magnolia sculls, spring and green birds, and the Jiangnan rippling with moist water will also have such a chilling cold wind, whistling in my ears, like a crazy laughter.

The tears on the face had already dried up and were blown by the cold wind, like a knife cut.

My heart, too.

Step by step, walked back from the town to Jixiang Village, and saw the familiar village far away, but all the people inside looked at me with hostility, slowly scorning and disdain, and even a big sister passed by my side , Slammed hard into my face: "Shameless!"

"Three sons are such a good husband, they are not satisfied, and they go out to find a foreigner. It is really a shameless show!"

"Such a woman should be insane!"

"Liu San'er didn't know what she was doing, so she married such a woman!"

I looked at the grievances of those people, and suddenly felt that I couldn't cry anymore, and my dry eyes glided across those people's faces, everything was so strange, so blank, I turned silently Body, walking towards my home.

It ’s still the hut. The windows are light, orange light. Although the weather is so cold outside, that light is the warmest existence in the winter. Once I looked at the light, I felt in my heart. Full of strength, the whole body seemed to be warmed.

That used to be the home I most wanted.

But now, walking step by step, every step seems to be heavy, I ’m so eager to go home, but at this moment I dare not go back, I dare not go back, I do n’t want to ruin it, I really do n’t want to, it ’s that I exhaust everything Only come, the most precious thing in my life!

No matter how I struggled, I finally came to the door and saw the door open.

The room was full of people. Almost all the people who had just seen the unbearable scene in the town were all around the table, babbling and talking about something. The room was too noisy Real nightmare. I stood stiffly at the door, listening to their voices, as if coming from far away--

"Saner, we didn't lie to you."

"That woman is too down | She's so mean, you must not spare her!"

"Yeah, we saw it with her own eyes, she was in bed with the Yuangong ---"

In the middle of the room, Liu Saner was holding the child and sitting there. Although everyone around him was talking to him noisily, he was sitting quietly, with dark eyes looking at the candlelight on the table, as if everything I didn't hear it, I didn't see anything, the whole person disappeared.

At this moment, someone in the room saw me back and immediately said, "Look, that woman is back!"

I stood outside the house, watching the people inside look at me scornfully, and someone immediately said, "Do you still have a face back?"

"**** Take her to a pig cage!"

I didn't seem to hear anything, just stood at the door and looked at the man in the room.

It seems that until now, Liu San'er suddenly understood what was happening to the outside world and slowly turned his head to look at me. There was no expression on that straight face, and it was so distressing.

At this moment, the nearby village chief immediately said, "Saner, such a woman can't ask for it anymore!"

"That is, we didn't agree when you married her. You see, now it's really ugly!"

"Hut her!"

In a noisy voice, Liu Saner slowly stood up and said calmly, "Everyone, this is my family business, please don't get involved."

...

"Please come back."

All of them were speechless, looked at him, and looked at me, sighed, and turned around and left.

The person went away, and the door was closed. All the howling cold wind was isolated. Only me and him were left in the room, as well as the child in his arms. Although the child was small and had no consciousness, but It seemed that the animal's sensitivity also made her perceive the surrounding atmosphere, and a pair of black eyes carefully gazed at us, shrinking slightly, and shrinking into Liu Saner's arms.

Is she also afraid?

What are you afraid of losing? Still afraid that all dreams are broken?

Liu San'er looked at me silently, and I didn't know how long it took before he started to speak slowly. The original clear voice now had a strange husky, low voice: "You, what do you want to explain?"

The tears that I thought had dried up filled my eyes again at this moment, and the hot feeling made me feel sour.

"……No."

These two words, like a thunderbolt, suddenly fell from the clear sky. A crack appeared in Liu Saner's frozen face.

His voice was also shaking: "You and him have long been related, haven't you?"

"Yes."

After speaking this word, I also seemed to feel something completely broken. The severe pain from my chest made me unable to continue breathing. I could only look up at his face, even if I looked at it for a little more. In order for me to persist.

"Remember, if you treat him, he treats you, and there is a trace of nostalgia, I will kill him!"

This sentence resounded in my ear like a curse. I can't let him be hurt a little, I can't let him die, so I can't let him have a bit of nostalgia for me again, I can only make him hate me!

It's not just his voice. At this moment, even the whole person was shaking, his eyes slowly moved from my face to the child, and he looked at me with trembling: "Lier, it's his Child? "

"Yes."

At this moment, I felt that the last ray of light in his eyes had disappeared, and the whole portrait had suffered the heaviest blow, and he took two or three steps back. He finally stood firm, looked at me, and looked down The child suddenly laughed.

"Hahahaha, hahahaha, it turns out that's it!"

"..."

"It turns out that I really have been taking care of other people's wives and other people's children."

"..."

"It turns out, none of this, really, is mine."

Looking at his smile and listening to his words, every sound seemed to be the sharpest knife that cut my original bleeding heart to pieces, and it was painful, but I couldn't speak, I didn't dare to say, only Looking at him laughing, the laughter was the despair he had never had before.

I don't know how long, he finally stopped smiling, the once clear and determined gaze, almost fragmented at this moment, only looking at me with the last remaining temperature: "I have one last question, you answer me."

"……You ask."

"Have you ever been sincere to me? Or, have you never really loved me from beginning to end?"

I looked at him, his face, the young and straight face, once so clear, as if the wind blowing from the field with the smell of grass, without any trace of impurities, always warm, People bring ease and hope.

But now, his warmth has been frozen, like my desperate heart at this moment.

Just waiting to be crushed and crushed.

I knew exactly what I should say, but my mouth was blocked by tears that suddenly came up, and I couldn't say anything. The throat made a struggling sound, and I suddenly felt a feeling of vomiting.

It was so difficult to deceive oneself.

"You tell me!" He was still asking, "I just want you."

Looking at his trembling eyes, my soul seemed to be torn. When some words were almost about to burst out, the voice of that person suddenly echoed in my ear again--

"Remember, if you treat him, he treats you, and there is a trace of nostalgia, I will kill him!"

My face suddenly turned pale.

Looking up at him again, a slight smile appeared on my face, but at this moment, I felt that the whole body's blood had frozen into ice.

I heard my own voice, it never sounded so cold, but it seemed to come from thousands of miles away--

"You have also seen that Yuan Gongzi is rich and decent. You don't know yet. In fact, he is in Beijing with power and power. Any woman who follows him will not have to worry about his life. ... "

"..."

"Like me, if you follow him, you do n’t have to work every day, one by one, and you have to spend money; you do n’t have to think that you have to go out every day, earn that hard money, and end up eating. It ’s not good, it ’s not easy to wear, and I ca n’t accompany me every day to spend the next month and make poetry. ”

"..."

"Oh, you've been fishing in this small fishing village for the rest of your life. I don't think you understand."

"..."

"You are fine, I know ... but you have no right, no money, no potential ..."

"..."

"But women ... just love these."

"..."

"Better with him, how could I, love other ..."

Every time my heart beats on my chest, my words are annihilated once. It is almost the last fist clenched with all my strength. My nails are deeply pierced into my palm. The throbbing pain that made me tremble and finally came out of my throat Squeeze out that sentence--

"I never loved you."

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As soon as this sentence came out, I seemed to hear the sound of the whole world collapsing.

And Liu Saner, the last ray of light in his eyes completely disappeared. He seemed to be unstable. The whole person shook violently, and finally stood still. When he looked up at me again, his face was full. anger.

He came over and returned the child to me, pointing at the doorway, his fingers were shaking: "You leave me! Leave my home! I don't want to see you again."

"..."

"go!"

He has never been so angry, I know that it is a humiliation that no man can bear, but all this is what I brought to him!

I didn't even look at his eyes, turned stiffly and opened the door.

As soon as the door was opened, the cold wind rolled with icy rain and struck me, and it turned out that it was already raining heavily outside.

Jiangnan in winter has never had such a pouring rain, mixed with icy snowdrops from the sky, it seems like even crying, but such cold tears can't wash my life's feelings.

I looked at the vast curtain of rain in front of me, only to feel that I had never been so blank like this moment, I could not see the road when I came, and I did not know where to go.

I just took a step by instinct.

Just then, his voice came from behind him: "Stop!"

My whole body froze a bit, and I turned back a little at a loss, and saw him come out, and looked down at me. The humiliation and anger on the young face were unshakable, but I gritted my teeth, But I hope that when I return, you will not be in my home. "

I was shocked, before he had time to react, he had plunged into the rain.

"Liu Saner!"

I opened my eyes wide and looked at his back. I was quickly wet with heavy rain and my hair and clothes clung to my face. The cold rain shook him all over, but I never looked back.

At this moment, Lier suddenly burst into tears.

As soon as I lowered my head, I saw the child's crotch, a long-life lock, a silvery lock surface, and a pattern of auspicious clouds carved, and a few words were engraved in the lock heart. ——

Lightweight.

Liu San.

Do not leave.

Looking at these words, I finally couldn't help, tears burst out like a dyke, put the child on the bed, turned around and ran out, just as he was about to leave the yard, I rushed to him Behind him, hugged him.

"Liu Saner!"

He seemed to have been struck by lightning, and the whole person froze, standing stubbornly in the rain, and letting me hold him tightly. I have never held anyone so tightly. My hands are desperately hard, as if to Incorporate him into his body.

In the icy rain, the only person in front of me was the only warmth. But now, I want to lose him.

"sorry Sorry!"

I listened to my own cry. Since I left home, I have never cried like this. The hot tears were washed away by the cold rain, and soon became cold, like my happiness with him. In an instant, it was irretrievable.

At this moment, there was a blurry rain in front of my eyes, but I saw the scenes of the past so clearly. His clear smile was so warmly reflected by the fireflies; in the wind filled with the fragrance of rice fields by the field, he and me depended on each other. Sit; and on the dark night, he looked at me with bright eyes, held my fingertips with warm hands, and told me-we had a good time.

But everything will disappear, I will lose him, I will lose him ...