Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

Maybe because I heard Huang Tianba's last sentence, I settled down a bit tonight. I wasn't tortured by ice and fire anymore, I just had a night of chaos.

The dream is very chaotic. I saw many things, like a shadow play I watched in my childhood. Countless people and things flickered in front of my eyes. I saw the golden gardens, which were two or eight years old, like flower buds. The beautiful beauties to be put on; in the next moment, they all lay in a pool of blood and became rigid bodies, a pair of autumn water obviously lost their agility and anger, staring straight at me, I was scared with cold sweat Step back step by step, but in a blink of an eye, the beauty in front of them all turned into concubines wearing gold, silver and flowers in the imperial city.

Xu Youling, Shen Rou, Chang Qing, Liu Li ... and Yang Jinqiao.

Strangely, I haven't thought of her for a long time.

Speaking of which, she has been gone for so many years, and she was really sad for her death, but now she wants to come, maybe she is lucky to leave.

Although this woman was born from a bad age, she has a very high temperament. If she really wants her to be trapped among those women in the harem, how can she be willing to conquer a man's pitying concubine that can only be obtained by a scheme ?

Just remembering what she said to me at the beginning-"I know exactly what I want, as long as the goal has not changed, I will not leave the way I want to go." Although it touched me a lot, I did not I know what she wants, but she's dead, and I don't know if she got it.

and I?

After all these years of going around, what do I get in the end?

Liu San'er has completely left me; my daughter has been found by Pei Yuanzhang; even myself, it fell into his hands.

When I think of it, my heart is full of depression, as if I was pressed by a stone on my chest, my breathing is not smooth, and I frown slightly, at this moment, the feeling of depression is even heavier, I feel my chin He was pinched and opened his mouth, and a warm thing entered his mouth.

Suddenly, the bitter taste spread, and I suddenly coughed.

"Cough ... keke cough ..."

"Ah, be careful!"

A familiar voice sounded in my ear. Although the taste was bitter and could flow into my throat, it quickly brought a burst of warmth and dissipated the cold in my body. I suddenly had a little strength and slowly opened my eyes. Seeing Mu Hua sitting by the bed with a silver spoon in his hand, he was feeding something into my mouth.

The moment she opened my eyes, her eyes lightened, "You are awake."

"..."

I opened my mouth and wanted to say something, but my throat was hoarse and I couldn't say it, and I just moved the lips a little. She reached out and touched my forehead, squeezed my hand again, and secretly exhaled, "It's okay, it's okay."

After speaking, she fed me a few mouthfuls of soup medicine, and then took out the handkerchief in her sleeve, and gently wiped the medicine on my mouth.

This time should be early morning. The morning light outside the house came in through the window paper, giving everything around it a touch of veil-like sheen, while she was sitting by the bed, her beautiful face was a bit pale due to tiredness, But in the morning light there was a strange tenderness.

At this time, I couldn't help but remember that when the plague of Yangzhou City was rampant, she was in the heavy snowfall to see the doctors and deliver medicines to the victims. She is usually in a neutral position, but at this time, she is so beautiful that she can't look sideways.

I lowered my eyelids gently, but accidentally saw a person standing at the door, looking intently, but it was Huang Tianba, as if I had just walked in with one hand on the door, but there was no sound at all. Definitely looking at us.

At that moment, those twinkling eyes seemed to flash a glimmer of water.

Mu Hua did not notice at all, fed me a few spoonfuls of soup, wiped her mouth with a parchment, and said lightly: "I don't bother to care about your business, but my best dowry is lost in this bowl. It's in the medicine, you better not die in my house. "

After speaking, I wiped the corner of my mouth again, and then got up and left. As soon as I turned around, I saw Huang Tianba standing there.

She took a moment and walked over without waiting for Huang Tianba to say anything. She looked at him and looked back at me again, sneering: "Why, I haven't seen enough before, now I have to come and see ? "

Huang Tianba's face sank slightly, and he said, "Don't think wildly."

"I'm cranky? So you didn't come to see her?"

"... I just came to see if she woke up."

"Well, what do I say, if you were just here, you wouldn't be so diligent." Mu Hua said coldly: "But don't forget, the man is here now, and it's better to be cautious."

Huang Tianba gritted his teeth. After all, he didn't say anything, but came over to me, looked down at me, and said gently, "Are you better?"

I nodded slightly, but looked subconsciously outside.

I still remember that before the coma, Pei Yuanzhang said he would take me away. Now that I have woke up, will he take me back? As soon as I thought about it, my eyes flashed with anxiety. Huang Tianba seemed to understand what I was thinking, and said softly: "Don't be afraid. As long as you don't want to leave, no one can force you. I won't let him take you Leave. "

After hearing what he said, I just let go of it a little bit.

But Mu Hua, who was on the side, slowly sank at this time.

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Although I recovered my consciousness, I was in a state of incompetence. I was always drowsy for the past two days. I was less awake and more asleep. This day finally managed to be a little sober, and opened his eyes slightly, and saw Mu Hua sitting by the bed, watching me dreamily.

At this time, it was also early morning, but the morning light on her face was a condensed pale, with a faint chill, and even those eyes did not have a half soft light, but it was frozen by something. Stiff.

Somehow, looking at her like this, my heart was a little disturbed.

Just then, the hidden door was pushed open. Mu Hua quickly got up when she heard the voice, and saw Huang Tianba come in. She frowned, and said, "What is it?"

"Did she wake up?"

"What do you care about her so much?"

"..." Huang Tianba was silent for a moment and said, "I just want to tell her something."

After speaking, he walked over gently, Mu Hua stood at the door, and never looked back. As soon as Huang Tianba came over, she suddenly said: "In your heart, she is more important than me, right? "

Huang Tianba's footwork was deadlocked.

Mu Hua also turned his head and glared at him: "If it was me who was going to die today, would you come and see in three days?"

Huang Tianba frowned, turned and looked at her, and said, "Mu Hua, I thought I had spoken very clearly that day, and I didn't have the relationship you wanted!"

"you're lying!"

Mu Hua's voice rose suddenly, and it seemed to return to the atmosphere of their past arguing. Huang Tianba frowned slightly and turned back with a touch of anger, but saw her pale and standing there with tiredness. The corners of his eyes were all red. The original annoyance seemed to have dissipated at this moment. He sighed and finally softened his voice: "I really don't."

"..."

"I just came to see her, there is no other meaning, if you don't believe it, you can look at it."

After speaking, he sighed softly and turned to the bed.

I've been lying down, and at this time I also slightly lifted my body, but my hands and feet were weak, and there was no way to sit up. Huang Tianba hurriedly said, "You lie down, don't get up."

I looked at him breathlessly, and looked at Mu Hua again, and said, "Sorry, I--"

Huang Tianba shook his head and solemnly said, "Don't think too much. I said that as long as you don't want it, no one can take you away, and you can raise your body in peace."

Having said that, it caused a disagreement between him and Mu Hua, and my heart was really sad, especially Mu Hua has always doubted the relationship between me and him. Thinking of this, I turned my head and was right Wanting to say something to Mu Hua, who was standing by the door, she turned around and fell out of the door.

I was more and more disturbed and turned to look at Huang Tianba: "Huang Ye ..."

Huang Tianba smiled bitterly and said, "It's okay, she often does."

Indeed, from the days when I used to live in his house, it was common for Mu Hua to quarrel with him angry, but I do n’t know why. When I remember when I woke up, seeing Mu Hua ’s condensed eyes always disturbed me. There seems to be something going on.

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Perhaps because I had slept too long before, after waking up, I became more energetic and talked with Huang Tianba for a while, then I slept for a while.

When I woke up, before I opened my eyes, I felt someone sitting at the bed and watching me.

That look was familiar, even the breath, which made people tremble slightly, and the room was extremely quiet. It seemed that he and I were the only ones. This feeling made my heartbeat sink, and I could not help feeling my breath. Nothing.

At this moment, he heard his voice ring in his ears--

"I know you are awake."

"..."

"Open your eyes."

"..." I closed my eyes stubbornly, when I didn't hear anything, and my eyes were darker than seeing people I didn't want to see.

But just thinking about it, he felt that he was leaning over, and the whole person almost covered me.

I opened my eyes suddenly and looked at him in horror: "What are you doing ?!"

Although he covered me all over, he didn't press down all the weight and propped up one side of my pillow with one hand, the other hand had touched my cheek, lowered his head, almost forehead The black eyes close to my forehead reflected my frightened expression.

The thin corner of the lips gently picked: "What do you want me to do?"