Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

I looked at Chang Qing with a pale face, and she faced my eyes, and a little smile appeared on her indifferent face: "You already know what this house has to entrust you, right?"

I bit my lower lip: "Why me?"

"Because in this palace, the only thing this palace can believe in is you." Chang Qing said, and heard Nian Shen whisper in her dream, calling me gently, and she smiled: "Besides, in In the deep mind, you are the person he is willing to get close to, so I can rest assured that you can take care of him. "

"..."

I didn't speak, just biting my lower lip hard, almost biting the skin.

Stay to take care of Nianshen ... But tomorrow is the day when they will go to Taimiao to worship Zen. If I stay to take care of Nianshen, this time I will not have the opportunity to go out of the palace!

Although I have been very distressed, but my daughter is also outside the palace, waiting for my mother to find her!

My heart seemed to be hurt by straightening. I silently looked at Xiao Nianshen's little red face, and my fingers touched the sheets underneath, almost tearing the sheets, Chang Qing But he didn't seem to see it, and continued, "This time the ceremony was closed, the palace and the emperor were to leave the palace for ten days, but some people don't need to go."

"..." My heart sank and looked up at her.

Chang Qing looked at me calmly: "Give the eldest prince to you, this palace can leave with confidence."

Is she saying—Shen Rongluan Nangong Lizhu?

These two women with Rokko can't stand the boat and car, and of course they will not go to Taimiao. In this case, the two of them and Xiaonian Shen will be left in the harem. For the two women who may be pregnant with the future crown prince, Said that this unconscious child was originally a nail in the eye, but now, it is even easier to remove ...

My mind suddenly flashed back then. In the **** room of Jingren Palace, Xu Youling was lying pale on the bed, and the child overlapped with the child in front of him.

Nian Shen, she got it for her life!

My cramped fingers almost crushed the sheets and the phalanges hurt, but I couldn't say a word.

And Chang Qing, she didn't talk, didn't urge me, but just took the puddle of ice water in my hand calmly, and carefully wiped the already fine sweat beads on her forehead.

Looking at the child, I know how uncomfortable the thought is now, and my heart seems to be burned by a fire.

Stay, protect him ...

Leaving, find Lier!

Stay ...

go away!

There are two voices in my heart that are constantly shouting, as if two black hands are tearing my heart, my soul, and every time my heart beats, my thoughts in my heart change once, as if something is roaring, almost to me Driving crazy.

Long silence, in the entire Jingren Palace, only the deep and faint breaths were left, and they fell together, as if the wind passing by my ears, a little loss, I would lose.

I slowly raised my head, and finally nodded my head severely: "Folk girl, promise the queen lady."

Chang Qing looked at me, a slight smile on his tired face, and slightly nodded at me, and I looked down and fell asleep deep in thought, although I was a little unwilling, but I knew, After all, I can't abandon this child.

No matter his tragic mother, his young and innocent life, or the simple warmth he gave me in the cold, I can't leave this child behind, no matter what, maybe I will have a chance in the future. The palace, but he, not many people can rely on in this palace.

I leaned down, my trembling lips pressed against his sweaty forehead, and said silently in my heart: Lie, I'm sorry, please wait for my mother for a while and wait for me for a while ...

Chang Qing looked at me quietly, and said at this time, "I'll work hard for you these days."

After speaking, he stood up and turned away.

I looked back at her back and thought about it. After all, I stood up and followed her out of the inner room. She heard my footsteps, looked back at me, and I gently leaned towards her and worshiped: "Thank you Queen Mother."

Her eyes looked at me calmly, "What are you thanking this palace?"

"Grace for rice is nothing."

The corner of her mouth tickled slightly and she didn't speak.

I continued: "The daughter just didn't know, how did the queen mother know that the daughter was held in the cold palace."

Chang Qing's eyes turned to the side of the curtain, and he was quietly lying deep in bed, saying slightly: "Over the years, this palace also knows this child's grievances. Although he is sensible, he still doesn't know what is' Do n’t be happy, do n’t be sorry for yourself, ”and you ’ve saved him a lot of heart by teaching him like this.”

It turned out that since then I had accidentally taught Nianshen that Chang Qing already knew where I was.

But why did she do that?

For a long time, she was an outsider in the harem who stood idly by, and never participated in those intrigues, but this time she sent me non-toxic food in private, which is not her usual style of staying out of the way. Why on earth would she get involved in these things with me and Nangong Lizhu?

Faced with my inquiries, she looked at me, but her eyes seemed a little blank.

I didn't see that kind of look for the first time. I remember I was still serving Shen Rou at that time. She asked about the night when we first met in Taishifu, who saved me from the assassins. , Also revealed such a broad gaze.

It seems like a person walking on the vast snowy field, at the foot of which is an endless road, and there is a kind of desolation with boundless boundlessness.

She was silent for a long time, then her eyes gradually became clear, as if the soul had returned to this body from thousands of miles away, and smiled slightly at me: "Yue Qingying, you-don't live too awake."

"what?"

"People, it's best to be confused."

I looked at her more and more suddenly, Chang Qing looked at Xiao Nianshen again, and said, "He is very ill this time. In the end, if he can get better, it depends on his life, and take good care of him. If really-- Then Fu Bashang will not have to go to the palace. "

As soon as I heard Fu Bazhen's name, I immediately said, "Already invited him?"

Chang Qing said: "The emperor had previously issued a decree to Tianmu Temple, but Fu Bayi was a bit strange-tempered. He actually said that he now had an apprentice and did not want to enter the imperial city to serve the prince."

I listened, and my heart moved a little--Fu Biao, already had an apprentice?

To say that this man's temper is still difficult to change, so he is clearly showing resistance. If other people are afraid that ten heads are not enough to be cut by the emperor's sword; however, Fu Bajiu even accepted his apprentice and he has retired from Tianmu Temple. How can he accept an apprentice? With his temperament, what kind of person can enter his eyes and become his apprentice?

Still, this apprentice ...

Chang Qing also said, "But the palace heard your words and persuaded the emperor that day, so the emperor was relieved and sent someone to pass the word. As long as the students of Fu Bazhen are of good character, they can enter the palace with Fu Bazhen and read for the prince. . "

I frowned and didn't speak. Chang Qing didn't blame me for being ill-mannered. I just said, "Okay, go to Taimiao tomorrow. There are still things to do in this palace. You can take good care of the prince here."

"Yes, congratulations to the Queen Mother."

After seeing Chang Qing's departure, my eyebrows did not loosen, and I went back to the bed to take care of my thoughts. I used ice water to smooth his face, and he applied medicinal wine to the palms of his hands and feet. The temperature finally dropped slightly. Come down a bit, but he still coughs from time to time, and he can smell some odor in his exhaled breath.

This child does not know what kind of suffering is inside.

In the evening, I went back to the Linshui Stupa and told the queen mother about the deep thoughts. The queen mother heard her and frowned, and said, "The bad throat? This disease is not easy. If you don't take care, you are afraid It will be terrible. "

My mood is also very heavy. The cause of this disease is not easy to treat. The children of ordinary people almost wait to die when they have this disease. Even if the prince reads deeply, the queen said that it is "looking at the number of lives." What's more, even if luck is cured, there will be some embarrassing sequelae.

The queen mother sighed softly, "This child, your life is really--"

She did not continue to say, but knelt down in front of the shrine and chanted the Buddha's name. I packed my things a little, and I was going to Jingren Palace. The queen mother didn't return, she just said, "You, have made up your mind?"

I gritted my teeth: "Well."

"You need to know that if you miss this time, I'm afraid it will be difficult to have such an opportunity."

"Ok."

"does it worth?"

I gritted my teeth, as if struggling for a long time, and finally said, "It doesn't matter if it's worth it or not, I just don't want to sleep even if I find my daughter in the future."

I heard the queen mother exhaled for a long time, as if laughing and sighing, but without turning back, I leaned towards her, and came out of Linshui Stupa, and went to Jingren Palace again. .

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When I arrived, the medicine was cooked and delivered. I waited for the medicine to cool down, so I picked up Xiaonianshen in one hand and carefully fed the medicine into his mouth while holding the spoon.

Xiaonian was deeply burned and drowsy, raised her heavy eyelids and looked at me: "Ah ..."

"His Royal Highness, come and drink some medicine."

"……so bitter……"

"Her Royal Highness, be good, the medicine is bad, and it won't be so bad when you drink it."

I said, put a spoonful of medicine into his mouth, he swallowed some, but some of the medicine dripped from the corner of the mouth, I wiped it gently for him, looked up at me deeply, soft Tao said: "Just now, I opened my eyes and didn't see Granny. I thought-you don't have a deep idea ..."

Holding on to the sorrow in my heart, I barely smiled and said, "How could it be? I will accompany His Royal Highness."

"Really? Don't lie to me."

"Don't lie to your highness, but your highness has to be good, you can get better by drinking medicine."

He was stupid, but he also listened to me. He opened his mouth and let me take the medicine in. After a while, he drank the medicine. I carefully supported him to lie down, curled up in the quilt, He said to me, "Grandma, don't go while you are asleep, but stay with you."

I smiled and stabbed him for the quilt: "His Royal Highness, rest assured, I will always be with His Royal Highness."

He smiled with a fascinated eye: "The grandma is the best, I think, the grandma is like-mother ..."

I listened to his nonsense and wanted to correct him, but the child was asleep again. I reached out and brushed the sweaty hair on his forehead, and said gently, "Your mother is in this palace. The most courageous person is that she has replaced you with her life. "

...

"I'm not as good as her!"

...

Thinking of this, there was an unspeakable pain in my heart, and my tears were a bit irrepressible, and I lowered my head and wiped, and then stood up and left.

When I got up and took a step back, I bumped into a solid chest, and I was enveloped by a breath that was familiar as if immersed in the bone marrow.

My heart sank and slowly turned my head.