Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

I looked down and watched his redness soaked in the wine. "What are you doing?"

His breath sank and he didn't speak, but just poured another glass of wine and drank. I grabbed his hand and said, word by word, "Do you know what you are doing ?!"

His dark hand was held by my pale and slender hand. In fact, I could not shake him at all with my strength, but he didn't really move anymore, but the fingers holding the wine glass were shaking constantly, rubbing my palm. It was hot.

My heart seemed to be shaking with him like this, and many words that were originally prepared could not be said in a single word.

I don't know what to say.

Between me and him, it's not a sentence, a word or two can be spoken clearly, and that sentence, a word or two, is not really that easy to say. I just grabbed his hand strongly, and I could almost see the blue tendon jumping on the back of his hand, and his dark skin was pinched by him almost pale, but he never answered me a word.

I don't know how long, he still didn't open his mouth. I squatted gently, folded my hands on his hands, and looked up at him: "Fu Biao said, you want too much ..."

"..."

"What do you want? You tell me?"

"..."

"You tell me!" I said loudly, with my chest tight and my breathless pain: "I don't want to see you like this, you shouldn't be like this!"

He kept his head down, and his eyes were so calm that they seemed to be frozen into a lake of ice, watching me and his fingers tangling. The line between black and white is so clear, but there is an illusion of inseparability. I watched the ice in his eyes be broken, and the slender eyelashes were trembling slightly, as if the restless crow wings were desperate. Fly.

I don't know how long, I saw his lips tremble slightly, opened and closed, and made an inaudible voice: "I ... what ...?"

"..."

"What do I want……"

"..."

He slowly raised his head. The ice in those eyes had completely melted, but was burned by the blazing fire. Now, this fire seemed to strike instantly, burning all reason—

For a moment, I just felt like I was pushed to the side, and my back hit me a hard, cold pillar. The rotation in front of me almost made me unable to react, but I was inexplicably aware of the one in his hand. The cup slipped from my fingertips and he drew an arc in the air and fell down—

"Snapped!"

A crisp sound, like something, between me and him, shattered.

I was pushed **** the pillar by his hands, and my hands were clasped on the sides of the body. I could n’t even move. I just felt that my wrists were hot by his hands, as if I was going to be burned. trembling.

But it's not because of the temperature of the hands.

But bullying him, and his low voice--

"I want you!"

.

As if something exploded in his mind, as if the flame in his eyes burned down to my heart along his hand, I just felt that the internal force was like a wildfire, and it burned reasonably to ashes, only the temperature in his eyes , Still burning.

what did he say?

I stared at him with wide eyes, and my breathing was all chaotic at this moment, and he pressed my body hard, the two hot bodies seemed to be twins, with each breath, every heartbeat seemed to be closely connected .

I breathed his breath, everything was messed up.

He and I are already husband and wife. Although we haven't been married or have skin-to-floor days, we have never had such a close distance, such ears are so close, I never even knew that he was a Such an aggressive man, when his face slowly enlarged in front of his eyes, that kind of beast-like look made me feel strange.

My lips trembled slightly, because the distance between two people was so close, they would touch him if they were nearly one point closer.

Just then, I saw his lips open slightly again--

"I want you-don't come again-disturb me-"

"...!"

I narrowed my eyes and looked at him.

what did he say? !!

As if in response to the consternation and doubt in my heart, he gritted his teeth again and said, "Do not disturb me again!"

"..."

"Don't bother me again!"

"..."

"Don't bother me again!"

He kept repeating this sentence, over and over again, as if to tell me, and as if to tell himself, at this moment, I just feel that this sentence is like a blunt knife, every time he repeats, I cut back and forth on my heart once, and a rough pain came, but no blood was seen. I opened my eyes and looked at him. Although the distance was so close, my vision was blurred, and I could only see the dark ones. Eyes were chaotic with tears little by little and could no longer see clearly.

When I speak, my voice is as fragmented as my heart.

"Is it me?"

"..."

"Is it disturbing you?"

"..."

I choked and looked at him desperately. His dark eyes also had a momentary Cangjie, I said, word by word: "Liu Qinghan, the one that disturbs the other between you and me, is it only me? ?! "

"..."

"how about you?"

He seemed to be shocked. For a while, the whole person lost his reaction, just looking at me like this, the heavy breathing almost stopped at this moment, only the solid chest that was close to me could feel To the inside beating fiercely, a moment, a moment, shocked my heart.

Somehow, his hand slowly released.

Although his hands were released, his people did not. There was even an illusion that they were getting closer. The lips of the two were almost together, and the sensitive skin could almost feel the heat from his body. .

I looked at those eyes that were close at hand, but my eyes were bottomless.

He seemed to be choking and looked at me silently.

I don't know how long it has been so long that I almost feel like I'm about to end this heavy life. My breathing is getting more and more chaotic and hot, but my eyes are getting colder and clearer.

Just when my breathing was chaotic, his cold voice suddenly sounded in his ears, like a basin of cold water pouring down his head—

"The one who disturbs you, is it me?"

My heart stunned and glared at him: "What did you say?"

He looked down at me, a little smile twitching the corner of his mouth, and made me strange: "Not me."

My voice trembled terribly: "What are you talking about?"

There was a bit of teeth in his smile, as if there was a terrible pain in a certain part of his body: "Do you really want me to elaborate on those things with him on the golden car?"

There was a sudden buzz in my head, as if I was struck by something.

Back from Yaowu Tower that day, in the golden car, Pei Yuanzhang did all the things he did to me! He really heard it!

Suddenly, a strong sense of shame came to my heart, my face turned red, I looked at his sneer eyes, and then wanted to explain, but I couldn't say those words, but I just blocked my throat and choked. The eyes were hot—I knew what Pei Yuanzhang was doing that day. He just wanted people to hear, to guess, to think.

And light cold, I really heard, really guessed, really thought about it!

He smiled again, the indescribable coldness in his eyes, slowly took a step back, another step, there was a gust of wind in the middle of the ironing body immediately, making me cold, but not as good as that With a strange sneer on Zhang's familiar face, he stepped back and said, "He took you to see the plum blossoms, and you spent the night in the Royal Study Room. Do you think nobody really knows these things?"

"..."

"Lier is his daughter, which is also an indisputable fact, and can never be changed."

"..."

"Everything between you and me can be as if it never happened, but you and him, but not."

"..."

"Because he is the emperor!"

This sentence seemed like the last heavy blow, hit me and his heart fiercely, my tears dripped all of a sudden.

At this moment, I could finally look at him clearly, looking at those eyes that were so clear as water, but now they are as deep as bottomless ponds, where even the last light has been lost, only a pale, I am slender and weak.

Because he is an emperor, even if he does n’t want me, I ca n’t run away; because he is an emperor, no matter how much I want to leave, he is always imprisoned by his side; because he is an emperor, even if I give my life The price will never rebel against him.

"and so--"

In the end, he solemnly looked into my eyes and said word by word: "Lightness-whether you are a young baby or light now, don't come to me again."

"..."

"Let's stop here!"

After saying this, he passed me by, walking towards the other side without looking back.

So far?

Me and him, so far? That is to say, everything that he once gave me, the warmth that he gave me, the memories that have me nostalgic in the coldest environment, all those days of laughing together, snuggling together, and spending together, must be completely ended?

No, I don't stop there!

I turned around suddenly: "Liu Qinghan!"

His back froze there, without moving forward, but without turning back, just a trace of trembling on his broad shoulders.

I stepped up step by step, walked behind his back, and said softly, "Do you know a word, does it matter to man?"

"... is something artificial?"

He slowly turned his head and looked into my eyes, saying, "Do you know what it means to be artificial?"

"..."

"When the person you are facing is an emperor, do you know that it is man-made, what does it mean?"

My heart sank suddenly.

He means--