Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

Pei Yuanxiu has never been like this, maybe because I have never met such a Pei Yuanxiu, he has always had a slight smile, a slight breath, even when that night in the Imperial City, he said to me that he never took me The words of the maid were not like the one before them, almost anxious for desire.

It seemed that something, something, irritated him. My hand was almost hot by his hot palms.

That was unexpected to me, Pei Yuanxiu's temperature.

At this moment, I just felt confused, I used to recall the words I did n’t know how many times in my mind, and now I ca n’t remember a single sentence, just looking at the eyes that are close at hand, obviously so gentle, But it gave me a helpless place to run away, only to lean over my face and avoid his hot eyes.

An equally hot palm lifted gently and touched my cheek.

I shuddered, and looked up at his eyes, listening to him repeat gently: "Call me Yuan Xiu."

"..."

"Call me-Yuan Xiu."

"..."

I bit my lower lip, and the slight pain and the temperature in his palm made me a little bit stingy.

But the more so, the clearer my heart became.

I don't know how long it took before I finally raised my head slowly. Although my eyes were soft, I was unusually firm and slightly opened my mouth——

"My son!"

Pei Yuanxiu froze a bit.

When he turned back, he saw the end of the trail behind him, and a familiar figure was standing there at the door of the inner courtyard, bowing his arms and worshiping.

It's a layout.

Pei Yuanxiu's eyebrows flashed in between his eyebrows, but they just passed away. The temperature in the palm of his hand followed, and he slowly let go of me.

At this time, I almost had the illusion of being choked by the throat and suddenly letting go. I took a deep breath, and the back of my foot fell back to a green bamboo behind me, and the dew poured down. The sudden coolness calmed me and him down. Pei Yuanxiu glanced back at me, and the corners of his eyes were slightly red, and he only whispered, "Sorry."

"..."

"I said I wouldn't force you. Just now, it's my fault."

"..."

"Do not get angry."

I lowered my head and didn't speak. He glanced at me again, bowed his head again and apologized, then turned and walked towards the gate of the garden. Butu kept standing there, and when he arrived, he whispered: "It seems that some people Let's go here from Jiujiang, let's ... "

His voice was getting lower and lower, and I couldn't hear what I said later, and my heart was still beating, so I was a little overwhelmed. I just watched them whispered and talked for two sentences, Pei Yuanxiu He glanced at me again, and after all said nothing, only nodded towards me, then turned around and walked with Butu.

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They are gone. I am still leaning on the bamboo, and the dew slides slowly from the top of my head, leaving a long and cold trace on my cheek. After a long time, I finally find my strength. I barely Standing upright, I was about to return to the house, and as soon as I turned around, I saw the other end of the path. Lier was wearing a thin coat and was standing there stupidly.

Suddenly in a hurry, I hurried over to me: "Live."

The expression on her face was a bit dull. When I hugged it in the past, she felt a little cold and her cheeks were cold. I didn't know how long I had stood there, and hurriedly said, "Why did you come out? And no clothes. "

She was held in my arms, still stunned: "Mother, what were you and Dad just now?"

"..."

She just saw the scene that just happened?

For a moment, I was a little embarrassed and didn't know what to say. To the children's clear black and white eyes, I just felt that the original cold cheeks were a little hot, and I said, "We are talking about things."

"Say things? But why did Ada hold your hand and touch your face?"

"..."

"A Da usually talks to Aunt Ruoshi and they have never done this."

"... we mean important things."

"What's important?"

The age of a child is exactly the time to ask questions, but I really can't answer this question, and can only perfunctoryly say, "Lier is still young, and I will know when I grow up."

She looked at me with dissatisfaction, and a dignified expression appeared on her face.

I just took her back to the room, wrapped her chilly body tightly with a quilt, and constantly rubbed her cheeks with my palms, finally warming her up. The child remained silent and didn't speak, but kept nesting After a while in the quilt, I reached out and rubbed my neck: "Mother, hug."

I smiled and hugged her tightly into my arms. The warmth and intimateness of my daughter also made me calm.

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To say that Jiangnan has been so long, I have n’t seen him in this mansion except to see Butu that night when he crossed the river. It seems that he is usually busy with other things. Today he appeared and called away. Pei Yuanxiu, the next time, he rarely saw Pei Yuanxiu again.

I don't know what they are busy with.

After embracing Lier for a long time in bed, I almost fell asleep again and returned to sleep. When I woke up, I saw that my daughter was not asleep, her face was red, and her eyes were brighter and brighter. I, I smiled at her, hugged her to get up, cleaned her hair after washing, and she just sat in front of the bronze mirror in a daze.

I smiled and fiddled with her hairband, and smiled, "Lier, what are you doing?"

She suddenly woke up, looked up at me, and said, "Mother, what are we doing today?"

"..."

This time, she asked me. Originally, I came here as a guest. Except for Pei Yuanxiu taking me and Lier to hang around to see the scenery yesterday, I had nothing to do and nothing to do. Without my host's company, my boredom became more and more It seems obvious.

I thought about it and asked with a smile: "when mother did not come, what did Lier usually do?"

"Me?" She pursed her lips and thought, "I usually keep my dad with me, and I don't know what to do, time flies fast, and it's dark in the blink of an eye. If dad doesn't have time, Aunt Ruoshi and Aunt Zitong were with me, but now they are no longer coming to me. "

"..."

She suddenly remembered something and said to me: "Mother, shall we go to the racecourse? You didn't see me riding yesterday. I'll show you today, okay?"

I smiled and nodded: "Okay."

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I have been to the racecourse yesterday, and today I ’m familiar with the road. Someone immediately came over to serve the horse. She took the little black and shiny foal from her side, and she was hugged to the horseback. Although the foal was not tall, it was also powerful. When he left the whip, the foal spread his hoof and ran.

"Wow, ha ha ha ha ha ..."

Lier laughed happily on the horse, and the dust rising behind her could not hide her cheerfulness. She held the reins in one hand, raised the whip in one hand, ran a circle and then came back. Stop in front of me.

"Mother, look at me!"

Looking at her with a smile on her face and a healthy flush, I was also very happy and praised her: "I never imagined that it would be so good to leave and ride a horse."

"Giggle," she laughed crunchily, and said, "Mother, you are waiting here, I'll go back in a big circle!"

Having said that, she had raised her whip and rushed out. I just had to shout "Be careful", and she had left my eyes full of smoke and dust.

I stood in place and shook my head and smiled.

I couldn't help remembering that while in the palace, Pei Yuanzhang had asked me what my daughter would look like when she grew up. I said bluntly, it should be a quiet, but lively girl, just Lier is now like monkey sperm, who doesn't know who to follow.

The thought of Pei Yuanzhang made me feel a little down.

In the bamboo forest in the morning, those words that Pei Yuanxiu told me, and his hot eyes, everything was still vivid, even inadvertently recalling it, it made me a little shudder.

It ’s not that he does n’t know how he feels about me. Even at the beginning, I was still an impertinent palace girl. He was the prince of over ten thousand people in the dynasty, and he told me clearly, and now he is even bigger My daughter, my daughter also kindly called him "A father", in the eyes of outsiders, maybe everything is natural.

Just thinking, a glass of water is in front of my eyes.

It was the person who served on the racecourse, and laughed with companionship: "Madam, usually here the groom is watching, there is no good tea. Madam will run for a while."

I smiled: "Thanks a lot."

Reaching for the cup, just about to take a sip, I heard a cold voice behind me: "You now look like a mistress here."

My back twitched a bit, and looking back, Han Zitong held his arms and stood coldly behind me looking at me.

The attendant hurriedly and carefully saluted: "Miss Zitong."

Han Zitong sneered: "My sister and I are still young ladies. She is a wife. What kind of wife is that?"

The attendant was so robbed by her so suddenly that her face froze and she couldn't speak with a smile. I stood aside and felt that she was stabbing at me. There was no need to involve others, and she smiled and said, "Go and go. I'll talk to Miss Zitong."

"Yes." The man was pardoned and hurried back.

Han Zitong then slowly came to me: "I can talk to you."

I looked at her with a smile: "Aren't you supposed to thank me?"

"I thank you?!"

"If it weren't for my transfer, wouldn't you be here now?"

As soon as she heard it, a look of shame suddenly appeared on her face, staring at me fiercely: "Yue Qingying, you really are the hostess here!"

I laugh while saying nothing.

She became more angry: "I tell you, my sister is the hostess of this mansion. She grew up here and she accompanied Pei Yuanxiu all these years. Ask yourself what you did for Pei Yuanxiu, what you did for your children, and why As soon as you come, you will completely replace her. What qualifications do you have to be a hostess here ?! "

I still smiled, but my smile was a little heavy when I heard "What have I done for Lier".

I did not do anything for my daughter.

Even during pregnancy, when it was time to protect her, she was not stabilized. She was born shortly after and was robbed. Over the years, I have missed her rhetoric, toddler, and did not hear her miss When I cried, I never saw her every successful laugh, so she suddenly appeared and became her mother.

I was silent for a long time and slowly said, "I am indeed an incompetent mother."

Han Zitong frowned and stared at me.

"But, I'm her mother. This can't be erased no matter how long she's separated from me and raised by anyone."

"you--"

She was so angry that she almost stepped forward to beat me, but I calmly looked at her half-faced face that did not lose Han Ruoshi and said, "I just feel strange."

"Strange?" She paused. "What's strange."

"You think about your sister for everything, and do everything for her. What about yourself?"

"You ... what do you mean?"

"Have you thought for yourself?"

Han Zitong froze all of a sudden.

It seemed that no one had ever talked to her like this and mentioned to her, and she seemed to have never thought about it. Suddenly, when I asked her this way, she was totally lost.