Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

The moment I heard this sentence, I felt that Pei Yuanxiu's breathing had stopped.

But there wasn't much expression on his face, and there wasn't even an accident, just the drooping eyelashes trembled slightly. For a while, he looked up at me: "Are you--for him?"

"..." There was a moment in my throat that was cyanotic, speechless, and after a while, I spoke a little hard, with a husky voice: "No, but there is no way to say that it has nothing to do with him. After all, I heard from him yesterday and I am leaving today. "

Pei Yuan Xiu said: "But you know, he and Yuan Zhen have been accused of getting married."

I paled and said dumbly, "I know."

"Although the third child is facing Yuan Zhen, but after all he is involved in the princess, his purpose cannot be changed from day to night. Even if Yuan Zhen is filial piety now, they can't get married, but the emperor Jinkou will open, and they will eventually To be together. "

"I know……"

I nodded, a bitter grin on the corner of my mouth: "I know."

I can really understand that I walked all the way to the inner courtyard this morning and I already figured it out. The target of the emperor's finger marriage this time was Hushang Shu, and before that, Qing Han took me out of the prison, reprisals, and set fire to the temple. These felony crimes were enough for Pei Yuanzhang to cut his head, but now Instead of dying, he was promoted.

There is only one reason, the princess in the middle, played a big role.

Pei Yuanzhen can protect him for the first time, and naturally he can defend the second time, and Pei Yuanzhang-as Pei Yuanxiu said, even if he doesn't have much feelings for Pei Yuanzhen, but the long princess comes forward, he must have some Consider.

just--

If all the major crimes committed by Qinghan are exposed, they will not be able to be suppressed by the princess. Since Pei Yuanzhang can promote him, I am afraid that the things he has done have not been fully exposed. Of course, in officialdom, this There are too many such methods, which are common. Especially this time there was a masked speechless desire to participate, they could completely seal the mouths of several people, and then detain the matter to the "mysterious man", and Qing Han was injured in the fire of Jixian Temple After all, he was also a disciple of Fu Bazhen, and it was reasonable to appear there.

Just one thing, I don't understand.

I don't know how Pei Yuanzhang swallowed this breath.

I'm still very clear about his temperament. Qing Han is so robbed of the heavenly prison and let me go. He didn't face the world, but he also gave the emperor a slap. But now, not only did Pei Yuanzhang not blame him, he even promoted him. Such a contrast is really not what Pei Yuanzhen can do.

However, no matter how unknown and unreasonable I am, he was promoted to a marriage agreement with Pei Yuanzhen, which has become a fact.

As Pei Yuanxiu said, even if Zhao Shuyuan was embarrassed, Pei Yuanzhen was filial piety, but now she only refers to marriage, but in the future, they will still be married.

He and I will eventually have an end ...

Pei Yuanxiu still looked at me, looking at my pale to almost transparent face, for a long while, he said softly, "You decided?"

"Ok."

"..."

He was silent for a while, and seemed to smile slightly, but the smile was far more bitter than the crying expression, and said dumbly: "Actually, I already knew that when I received the news yesterday, just-- "

I also smiled slightly, and there was no joy in the smile, but it was bitter: "Actually, the son should know it earlier."

He looked up and looked at me.

I looked at him calmly.

He knew from the beginning that I would leave, even before seeing me again.

I remembered that I asked him and Yao Yao, when did he send Lier to fast in the temple, which was during my southward journey, and during that time, he had asked Yangzhou government to post my portrait everywhere, The south bank also sent someone to cross the river to find me on the official road. That is to say, he already knew that I went south, and even entered Yangzhou, he could find me at any time; he also knew that I went south to leave, but At that time, he sent Lier away.

Because he knew that when I found Lier, I would leave, and he was convinced that time could change my decision, but he was afraid that I would not give him that time at all, so he would send Lier after knowing that I had gone south Leave so that I must stay with him and wait for the child to return.

But when I looked at those gentle eyes, I couldn't say anything more.

I ca n’t blame him, because I know that he never wanted to hurt me, and he was really good to me at that time.

It's not a very extravagant life, but he really gave me all the privileges that a happy woman can enjoy. After so many winds and storms, it was a rare peace.

Therefore, even if Lier was fasted by the people of Xichuan because he was fasting, he later encountered Shen Xiaokun and experienced some unpredictable twists and turns, but I also blame him for not having any intention.

However, this kind of him also makes me unable to stay.

After a long silence, he slowly lowered his head, his eyes a little hurt, and said gently: "Sorry."

I smiled lightly, and my smile was full of sourness: "If even one was seriously injured, I saved my daughter when I was in danger, and let my daughter be peaceful and happy, and grow up to such a big size. People, you have to say sorry to me, not many people in this world can deal with me. "

He looked up and looked at me: "But you still—"

"I still have to go." I interrupted him and said gently: "Because I don't want to be sorry for you."

"Sorry, I?"

I looked at him, and looked up at the elegant house in front of me, and the green bamboo around it, which was moisturized by a spring rain, and the quiet air was full of mild fragrance. Such a place There is no prosperity, no extravagance, but it is really nostalgic. There was a bitter smile on the corner of my mouth, saying: "Live in the house you gave, let your people serve me, enjoy the privileges you gave, understand your heart for me ... but in my heart, I think of others."

"..."

"This, I'm sorry for you."

"..."

"I'm sorry." I looked into his eyes, solemnly said these three words, and when each word was spoken, I could see the broken light in his eyes, and I could also feel my pain: "I failed to change me Yourself. "

.

Having decided to go, there is no need to hesitate and stay. Pei Yuanxiu also seemed to understand that he didn't do any more blocking, but just ordered to go down and someone would take care of everything for me.

When it comes to care, in fact, I have nothing to pack. After all, I came all by myself and was a guest; but I was a child. From childhood to age, there are naturally many things for her. The two maids are neat. I packed up five big bags for her, and there are many I can only take away for the time being and put them on the carriage.

Early in the morning the next day, I left the courtyard with my child.

The weather is very good. After the rain in the spring in the south of the Yangtze River, the weather is often clearer. The spring breeze willows, Yingge and Yanwu will sweep the haze and suffocation in the heart. Along the way, the attendants around us looked at us with perseverance, in fact, more of them looked at Lier. After all, she has been following Pei Yuanxiu. Many people here have watched her grow up. .

Not to mention the people who raised her.

After passing the promenade, he reached the gate. As soon as he looked up, he saw Pei Yuanxiu standing at the door.

He still wore white clothes, but maybe his clothes were too thin, which made him look a little emaciated. The gentle quietness on his body became quiet. When he heard the footsteps, he turned his head and looked at us. His face was pale and the corners of his eyes were slightly red, as if he had no sleep all night.

However, his expression was still mild, with a slight smile.

Not far behind him, they are still Han's sisters. It is also a big thing to leave with my children. The two sisters, as half of the masters here, come to see each other and it is also their thoughtfulness.

I walked over and nodded gently towards them, Han Ruoshi looked at us with a look of perplexity, while Han Zitong beside me just glanced at me coldly and turned away, a "lazy talk" expression, Even look at me no more.

Her prejudice against me is not a day or two, and I did not expect to change it.

As soon as I approached, Pei Yuanxiu smiled and said, "What happened to Lier?"

I looked down on my shoulder, and I kept dozing off, and I smiled bitterly: "She didn't sleep well last night."

I didn't tell Lier that we were leaving, I just told her that I was going to take her to Jiangbei to have a look.

Speaking of which, I don't want to lie to her, but at this time, I don't want to make any changes to this matter. This girl was originally a stubborn temper, and it was natural that the mother wanted to take her out to play, and she was naturally excited. She lay out the light in the bed last night, and kept holding on to me asking this and asking until the outside sister After three taps, I pretended to be angry and no longer answered any of her questions, but I could still feel the girl's wide open eyes thinking wildly.

In this way, it is expected that he cannot get up this morning.

Pei Yuanxiu caressed her hair: "lier?"

Lier looked back at him confusedly, his eyelids were fighting, and murmured, "Ah ... Dad ..." Then he slumped his head and fell on my shoulder.

Pei Yuanxiu smiled slightly, waved people to take over the child from me, took her to the carriage, and specifically instructed the driver to be careful not to hurry.

I didn't follow the carriage, but still stood at the door and watched him carefully instruct the people around him. When the order was over, he turned back to meet my blurred vision, and both of them were speechless for a while.

I said softly, "Man, thank you."

"You're here again."

I smiled and said, "Actually, I want to repay you more, but-I think, what I can give, I'm afraid that the son is not rare, so I won't talk about that. Don't say thank you , Son, here is a farewell, not a farewell, son always will be the father of the child, and our home will always welcome son to be a guest. "

"it is good."

"I will neutralize the longevity tablet at home, and pray sincerely, and ask God to bless my son for a long life and happiness."

"..." He heard here, but did not speak, but just looked at me, that kind of clear eyes made me think, I thought for a while, or said: "But, please forgive me, I ca n’t pray to my son It's done. "