Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

I froze for a moment, remembering that she had always called Han Ruoshi and Han Zitong as aunts. Maybe she wasn't used to calling other people like this.

So, she was about to tell her, but she heard Lier said, "She is more dressed than the servants in the house. How could it be my aunt."

Ruxiang's handkerchief's hand suddenly froze in the air, neither was it stretched out, nor was it recovered, her cheeks were red and white, she couldn't hide the shame on her face. I was in a hurry and said to Lier busyly, "Lier, how can you talk like that?"

"That was it. She was a poor man!"

She also looked at me with a pair of big ignorant eyes, and she didn't seem to think she was wrong at all.

My brow slowly twisted.

I know that there are two decent eyes in life, a wealthy heart, only to see the poor in life, I feel inferior, and even look down on these ordinary people, just like the nobles of the corpse vegetarian meal in the court, look down on the cold, I do n’t know these people are not fighting With a good origin (in fact, some origins are not necessarily as good as light cold), and the spirit and vision of Xing Bangding's country, one by one, they will only yell at the moon and talk about the bales of love. It's abominable for a dog to see people low!

But I never thought that my daughter would do the same.

It seems that I have been grateful to Han Ruoshi for bringing up a child for so many years. I thank you too early and too much.

Lier is indeed lovely and intimate, but all her intimate and lovely are limited to those decent people in the house and those who can get close to her. When she was in Wohu Village at the beginning, Shen Xiaokun said that the phrase was "very wild". There was something in it. Although she had yelled at me at the first sight of her, but because she saw her at the time Too happy, and because of the special environment, I didn't care too much, and later she was so intimate with me, she completely ignored the past.

But now, as soon as I left the house and arrived in a completely strange environment, I saw a real departure.

One is a child who has a temper and does not care about anything; a child who ignores Lunchang and even beats his mother.

Thinking of this, I also have some anger in my heart.

However, the anger was suppressed as soon as I saw those clean eyes. No parent, no father. But Pei Yuanzhang was not by her side, and her father Pei Yuanxiu was busy with her own career. She never taught Lili herself. The person who really taught her was ...

Thinking of this, my heart sank. However, I just had a big temper today and I was frightened. When I moved to a new place, I shouldn't let her accept too much at once.

So, I barely made a smile and turned back to Ruxiang and whispered, "Sorry."

Ruxiang smiled, "Is the child still young?"

She looked at Lier again, shaking her hands back and forth for a while, and finally handed that piece of silk to me, and then said a few words, then turned and left.

Stay with me, take that spar, look back at Lier, and get more and more heavy.

Gu Ping stood by and looked at each other. He didn't say much, but came over and asked, "Aunt Qing, is there anything else I want to do?"

"Oh, it's gone."

"Then I should go back. The boat is still waiting."

"Don't take a break?"

"No, there are still many things in the barracks."

After that, he smirked at me, glanced at him again with a smile, and turned away.

When they were all gone, I closed the courtyard door gently, but saw Lier standing behind me, eyes fixed on the spar in my hand, and said, "Mother, I want to see."

I handed Spar to her.

It was a milky white silk scarf, with a lustrous and moist, soft hand, and a red plum embroidered on the corner of the silk scarf, although small, was lifelike.

According to Ruxiang's situation, this kind of sipa is a very valuable thing. She actually gave it to Lier, and she really had a heart. Unfortunately, her heart was trampled by my daughter.

Thinking of this, I looked at my daughter. She really liked the piece of parchment, rubbed it on her cheek, and smiled, "Mother, this flower is really beautiful. It is better than the embroidered mother in the house." "

I smiled and didn't speak, took her back to the house.

Although Gu Ping has already packed things, there are still some that need to be picked up by myself. I took off the decent clothes on my body and put on a neat denim skirt. Then I started to pack up and down. . Lier was sitting on a stool and watching me busy, I said nothing.

I just waited for me to sweep the ground inside and out, and laid the bed in the back room. I was so tired that I could n’t straighten my waist. I was holding the wall and panting. I felt a little uneasy at this time. It seems that he climbed down the stool and ran to me, and said gently, "Mother, are you tired?"

I smiled: "Well."

"The mother is resting."

"it is good."

I was sitting on the edge of the bed with her arms pulled up, she climbed to the bed and knelt beside me, and carefully wiped that piece of silk.

Looking at her intimate appearance, suddenly a heart felt soft again.

This is still my daughter, her nature is still obedient, but she is too young, right and wrong, she can't tell the difference.

I thought for a while and said softly, "Lier, you just called your aunt because that person is your elder. She is really different from your aunt Ruosi and Aunt Zitong, but this is what you should Courtesy. "

Lier stopped my sweaty hand and muttered, "She's so worn."

I laughed: "Nam, can't you wear it now?"

"Uh ... broken."

"Don't you wear it, and mother is not mother?"

"no."

"So you can be rude when others are dressed up?"

"... No."

"Also," I continued, "your aunt poems are well dressed, but do you see them weaving and embroidering themselves?"

"No."

"But Aunt Yunxiang will do it. Look at the flower on this handkerchief. She embroidered it with a thread."

Lier opened her eyes and looked at the vivid red plum with a look of wonder, saying, "She's so amazing."

"Yes, in fact, her craft is very good, only her embroidered flowers and woven fabrics must be sold, paid taxes, bought rice and vegetables to support herself. And your Ruoshi Aunts, they can only wear such good clothes, eat good food, and build a big house if they get their tax money. Lier, you won't make beautiful clothes and embroider beautiful flowers. "

"……will not."

"Yes, in fact, people like Aunt Yunxiang are the ones who really work and make good things. But you look down on her because she doesn't dress well, do you think that's right?"

These words, I still vaguely remember, at the cold wind feast in Yangzhou and the Qingshui mat, Pei Yuanzhang said similar words to those unscrupulous businessmen, and it was those words that deeply shocked me.

Those in the top ranks have this degree!

And my daughter ...

I do n’t want to make this comparison, but I was born in the splendid bush too, and the nunshen was completely different. That ’s because the education from childhood to big Changqing is very good. She met me at the beginning, I was afraid that I would still have to eat in the cold palace for a long time.

I don't ask her to be glorious or rich, nor do she want her to fly to Huang Tengda.

Just beg her for quality and kindness.

Her little face was completely puzzled and puzzling, but how much, I know she was listening.

After being silent for a long time, Lier slowly raised his head to look at me, with a look of doubt on his face, and said to me, "Mother, I seem to understand."

I smiled and stroked her head: "It doesn't matter if you don't understand, the mother will teach you slowly. But you must understand that you want to be a kind, good and polite child, okay?"

"Well, Lier knows."

I smiled softly and hugged her and kissed her forehead gently.

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The following days, as I had dreamed before.

Calm and peaceful.

With my daughter by my side, even in ordinary days, I can taste the sweetness from bit by bit, as if I make a bowl of sugared eggs for her every morning and measure her height on the wall. Every time she grows taller, she I'll jump straight for joy, and I'll laugh like honey.

When I was away, I still had some of the coquettishness of some young ladies, and I often had trouble with me. I thought the bed was too small, the tea cup was too broken, the food was not delicious, and no one was serving.

Every time this time, I have to spend a lot of energy to prevent myself from getting angry, and slowly teach her.

At the beginning, she would cry and spit and even drop things. I slowly found out her temper. When she cried, she let her cry. After the broken things were finished, I would settle accounts with her after the fall. A palm of a hand.

Slowly, she lost her temper and did not dare to drop things. Slowly, she cried for less and less. Later, she learned to be angry. When she was angry, she ran to the door and ignored me, but if I took out A special snack made by her, she will run like a little mouse smelling oily scent, holding her nose to eat.

This child is also really good. Even if she does n’t understand, she will think about it and slowly appreciate it. Although she has a bad temper (maybe really like me and her father), but the child The upbringing was not a day or two. I just hope that God can give me more peaceful days, more and make my daughter grow slower and better.

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At noon that day, I was lying on the bed holding a fan in her hand to cool her, accompany her to take a nap, rolled away for a while, and muttered, "Mother, the bed is so small."

I smiled and opened my arms: "Mother's arms are smaller, are you coming?"

She grinned and looked at me for a while, then suddenly got into my arms with a smile.

I also laughed, holding her in one arm with one hand, and cooling her with one hand, and soon her eyelids began to fight. As the fan shook, she slowly closed and slept.

It gets hotter in the summer, how can I sleep well in my arms so hot. But because of this unfamiliar environment, she became more and more attached to me, and she had to be in my arms to fall asleep, which also brought me closer to her relationship. When she fell asleep, I carefully pulled my arm out, laid her flat on the bed, and continued to cool her.

When she was completely asleep, I carefully rushed the mosquitoes, put the tent down, and went to the yard myself, and took the bowl and chopsticks used for lunch to the kitchen for cleaning.

While washing, I heard a voice from outside: "Light?"

Looking out, it is rue.

She came over with a smile, looked at the vacant door over there, and smiled, "Are you asleep?"

"Ok."

"I brought her some sugar."

"Hey, don't you spend it again."

"It's okay. Gou Er will go to work. The Dong family will give it."

Since we settled in Jixiang Village, Ruxiang has often come to help me. Gu Ping frightened Gou that day, and now he is much more honest. He does n’t dare to hit his wife casually. He also goes out to work earnestly to make some money. As a result, their home is settled a lot, and Ruxiang is closer to me.

I thanked him for taking over, but said a little apologetically, "Li Lier was so rude when she first saw you, and you were so nice to her."

She hurriedly said, "Don't say that. Little children are sensible, but she came to my house today to see me weaving, and said I was very good."

"Really?" I was secretly surprised: "I said she went to the wild this morning and didn't come back for a long time. I went to your house."

"I asked her if she would learn in the future. She also said that she must learn from me and knit beautiful clothes herself."

"what……"

She and I both laughed. After smiling, she shouted with a hint: "Unfortunately, my craft is almost no longer needed."

"Huh? What's going on?"

I turned my head and looked at Ruxiang's anxious look. There were creases in her brows. When she asked me, she sighed softly and said, "I used to work directly at that embroidery workshop on the Qishan Village Market. You do n’t make much money, but it ’s no problem to support the family. But recently, the boss of the embroidery workshop did not plan to continue and left here. ”

"why?"

"Why else? Anyone with a good eye knows that it is time to fight. Some of the assets have already left, and we, the poor, have nowhere to go. It is better to stay in the old place."

My brows frowned slightly.

Regarding the war, everyone's perception is different, but the pain caused by the war is the same for most people. Looking at Ruxiang's worry, I have no way to persuade her anything else, just ask: "If the boss doesn't do it, you can still take care of it?"

She smiled bitterly, and said, "We embroidering mothers are some people who talk lightly. Who would give us the job easily? Moreover, every time the boss of the embroidery workshop takes a job, he must mortgage a lot of money to get the material. How can we have this money. "

"Oh……"

"Now there is a boss Wang, who has a very urgent job in his hands. Who knows that boss Gao suddenly said no, he is also in a hurry. These days, I run to the embroidery workshop to persuade boss Gao to continue to do Go down. "

"So ..."