Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

Looking at the dignified look on his face, although I was exhausted, I was about to collapse, but I slowly got up from the ground with a breath, and walked to his side.

The wind was so strong that it would almost blow me away.

Feeling a slight tadpole, he hurriedly reached out and grabbed my arm, and I also leaned on his support and stood firm. As soon as he looked up, he looked forward. On the other side of the ridge, he had just been focusing on the direction of looking.

I was almost subconscious and took a deep breath.

Although I have lived on this island for several days, it was not until this time that I really saw the island clearly. The square of the island is really small. The dragon-shaped mountain range runs through the entire island from south to north at the foot. All are submerged in the sea, only the ridged bones are exposed on the horizontal plane, forming this majestic mountain; the island is divided into two by this dragon ridge mountain, the westward side, which is the side we used to move There are thorns, and the east side is a lush green meadow with a few miles under your feet, like a green blanket, covering the east coast of the island, and even extending to the sea. The sea water is also so blue and green, pleasing bright colors.

However, looking at such calm and vibrant green, Liu Qinghan's eyes are more dignified, even heavy eyes.

I was stunned by the wind again, both hands clenched his arms, he held me in one hand, but his eyes looked a little unconsciously.

Neither of them spoke.

Han Zitong, who had been sitting on the ground, finally took a sigh of relief at this time, and slowly stood up, and when she looked at the scene in front of her, she was also stunned.

"Here--"

Her words lingered in her throat, as if she were afraid to speak, and the nightmare scene in front of her would become true. After a while, she finally couldn't help it, she shivered and said, "Here, nobody?"

The wind on the top of the mountain howled and no one answered her.

Han Zitong turned to look at us, his eyes slowly fearing: "Is there really no one on this island?"

"..."

"Really, is it just the three of us?"

"..."

"Only ... the three of us ..."

She said that her voice and body had begun to be out of control, shaking violently, like a child who had just woke up from a nightmare, but woke up and found out that the reality was more terrible than the nightmare.

At this time, she grabbed Liu Qinghan next to her and said, almost collapsed, "What shall we do? There are only three of us here, what shall we do?"

Liu Qinghan's face also became almost pale for a moment. When he was caught by Han Zitong, his fortitude shook slightly, as if he was about to fall. But he gritted his teeth, still stood still, turned to look at me and asked, "Are you all right?"

I kept gazing at the island under my feet, and when I heard his voice, I turned to look at him, a little dazed and a little dull, and shook my head.

"I'm fine."

"Ok."

He nodded, turned to Han Zitong, reached out and patted the hand she was holding on his arm, and said calmly as possible: "You don't need to worry first, there is no one, we can't see it here."

"Then we--"

"Still go down the hill to find out, and then plan."

"but--"

"Don't be afraid," he said calmly, "we can live."

Most of these words I have told Han Zitong before, and also comforted her to spend the past few days, but now, after standing on the top of the mountain overlooking the island, even if she is as slow as her, I still understand it. There may be little smoke on the island, but the more people are in despair, the more vain hope is needed to support themselves, so even if Liu Qinghan promises nothing, she calms down.

It's just that people have fallen a little bit.

At this time, Liu Qinghan and I looked at each other.

Maybe it ’s going to be dark, maybe it ’s too windy and it ’s too cold, and the eyes of the two people are dim.

I think at this time, he must be like me, remembering the moment when I was overlooking "Red Dust" with him in the Tallinn of Tianmu Temple.

Red and dust are the traces of human existence.

And on this small island, there is no red, not even the rising dust.

By this time, what he said could still comfort Han Zitong, but he could not completely deceive me or himself, and both of us have understood very well-this is an uninhabited island.

We are isolated from the world.

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Next, the three of us descended from the mountain following the last glow before twilight.

The grass on this side of the mountain is more lush. Although the thick grass has caused us a lot of mountain climbing, it is not so uncomfortable when we go down the mountain. There are even some places where the three of us are sitting on the ground and sliding down. The covered stone was very painful, but in order to reach the mountain earlier before the sky was completely dark, we could only suffer from this.

On the way, none of them spoke.

Even several times, I heard Han Zitong snorted and mourned with stones, and did not complain.

And the more so, the kind of near-frustrated, downturned mood is like the night, which envelopes the three of us firmly.

At the foot of the mountain, we quickly found the spring water. After the icy grilled fish grilled before, barely had a belly, the three of them set up a fire for ourselves, and then fell asleep together.

According to the story, after climbing the mountain for a day, I was tired like this, and I should be able to fall asleep soon, but I do n’t know why, after lying down, I could n’t sleep anymore, I just felt that the waves of tide not far away were already It spread to the island, and even to my mind. Waves of waves swarmed in my entire world, almost driving people crazy.

It was dazed, helpless, and the deepest despair!

From small to large, no matter at any time, even if Pei Yuanzhang was put into the cold palace, in the isolated life of more than two years, I did not think of such despair now, because after all, there are people around me, no matter how In a state of helplessness, as long as you are willing to work hard, you can still have a day to see the sun again, but now, I am not dealing with people, not human plans, or even persecution by anyone, but nature.

The most ruthless world that breeds all things is also the most ruthless world that does not exist for the sake of Yao.

The three of us, on such an endless sea, on such a deserted island, how can we return to land, and how can we survive?

or--

Or do we die now?

Sooner or later one day, maybe we ca n’t find food, the springs are depleted, or there is a catastrophe, the sea is flooding, storms hit us, and sooner or later we will die. That ’s the end of our lives at this time, at least, without having to bear the middle Those pains!

but--

But I don't want to die ...

I don't want to die!

...

All kinds of thoughts, even incredibly ridiculous thoughts, were floating in my head like a tide at this moment, and the hustle and bustle kept on. I bit my tongue sharply, grasping a clump under my head with one hand Dead leaves, small wooden spines have almost penetrated into the palm of my hand, but I feel no pain at all, I just feel that helplessness is like an impulse that almost explodes my body, and wants to get up and run wildly, Roar!

Just then, a very low, almost weeping sobbing sounded behind my back.

I first thought I heard it wrong, after all, with dead leaves under my head, I could hear a banging sound even when breathing, but after a while, the sound not only disappeared, but it became louder. I slowly supported Get up and turn to look behind you.

Han Zitong, who was sleeping behind me, was curled up like a helpless baby.

And her thin shoulders twitched slightly in the moonlight.

She was crying.

I heard right, she was shaking and crying.

I stayed where I was, staring blankly at her thin body, looking more and more helpless as she curled up, apparently just looking in my eyes, but like a knife, cutting my heart.

I looked at her silently for a while, and finally slowly moved over, reached out and carried her shoulders, and felt that the thin shoulder under the palm shivered as if it was about to break in the next moment. And she didn't refuse to touch me, she turned slowly and looked at me with a very light hand. In the moonlight, her face was full of tears, and her eyes were almost soaked with tears. famous.

When she looked at me, it was like a grieved, helpless child, asking for sympathy from others.

I slowly moved to her, bowed my head, and said gently, "Don't be afraid."

I heard my voice comforting her, but my voice was like a crying child.

"Don't be afraid," I choked and said softly, "We're fine."

"..."

"We can live, don't be afraid ..."

All I said was here, and I couldn't say any more, and she suddenly got up and hugged me, buried her face in my shoulder socket, and finally cried.

I still wanted to comfort her, but I was completely silent, and I could only keep touching her back with my hands and choked, "Don't be afraid, don't cry ..."

And looking over her shoulder, I saw Liu Qinghan sleeping on the other side, and now sat up.

I do n’t know if he has n’t fallen asleep, or has just been awakened by us. The fire behind him only illuminates his outline and does not illuminate the expression on his face. I ca n’t even see what mood he is watching. We two helpless, silent women, but he didn't approach us, didn't say anything, just in the night, just so quietly, looking at us.

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The next morning, I only felt my chest getting stuffy and woke up from my dream stiffly. I opened my eyes and saw that Han Zitong was still holding me in the position of falling asleep last night, with one hand across me. It ’s no wonder that it hurts me so much.

I gently lifted her hand and let out a long sigh of relief.

Turning his head, he found that there was a little distance from us. Where Liu Qinghan was sleeping, the bonfire was still burning, but the others were gone.

Where did he go?

I hurried to stand up and looked around. I was about to go forward, but I heard a whispering voice in the woods, and with one hand, I opened the thick branches in front of me.

Liu Qinghan came over holding a few huge banana leaves.

As soon as he saw me, he smiled and said, "You're awake."

"Well. When did you wake up?"

"Just woke up."

"You are--" He laid the huge banana leaves in his hand on the ground, and I found out that he was also dragging behind some thick wooden sticks with a belt and was squatting at the moment. To unfasten the belt, I walked over and looked at those things and asked, "What are you going to do?"

"I want to build a shed."

"Build a shed?"

"Um." He nodded, as he lowered his head to pack those things, and said, "It must be rainy on this island, and we can't always be sick like these two nights, and sooner or later I will get sick. Set up a shed, at least The wind and rain are a little obscured, not so embarrassed. "

I watched his head look busy, for some reason he was a little hesitant.

Although I cried with Han Zitong for a long time last night, and finally relieved the depressed mood in my heart these days, it was only relieved. I have no plans what to do in the future, let alone actions Already. But the man in front of him accepted everything in front of him in the fastest time, and made good plans. When we were all emotionally collapsed and couldn't help ourselves, he had already begun to act for his future life.

Although it is not the first time that I have lived with him, as in the past in Jixiang Village, he is always silent and always gives me the biggest surprise.

He is faster than any of us, but he is silent and walks into life.

I looked at him for a while and didn't say anything, but squatted down and said, "I'll help you."

After speaking, he reached for the stick.

But as soon as I reached out, he immediately came over and grabbed my wrist: "Don't--!"

"what!"

It was too late. I just felt a stab in the palm of my hand, and suddenly exclaimed. He hurriedly grabbed my hand and looked carefully, and saw a sharp wooden thorn stuck in my palm. Fortunately, it was not too deep.

"You don't move."

He seemed very nervous, holding my hand carefully, then twisted the barely visible wooden thorn with **** and pulled it out at once.

I hurried back, rubbing my hands.

The pain, it soon disappeared.

He glanced at me again before he said, "Don't touch it. Although there are few thorns on this side, there are still a lot of trees growing underneath. It's very difficult. Don't make this."

"then you--"

"My skin is thick and thick, I'm not afraid."

He said, as if to make me feel at ease, reached out and shook my eyes.

In fact, even if I do n’t show it to me, I know that his hands are really hard-working for many years. His palms and palms are covered with thick calluses, which are pale yellow in the sun. Yes, when he was holding his hands, it seemed that there was fine sand across the skin, and the slightly rough feeling made people feel more solid and tightly gripped.

However, I just glanced and lowered my head.

At this time, footsteps came from the side, and Han Zitong got up, rubbing some red and swollen eyes with one hand, and looked at us unconsciously: "What are you two doing?"

"you're awake?"

I hurried up and walked over and said, "Are you better?"

She froze, seeming to recall the headache and crying with me last night, and her face was a little red, but she was not angry. She only gave a little shy hum, and looked at a lot of Liu Qinghan's side. Things: "What are you doing?"

"Master Liu wants to build a shed to shelter the wind and rain."

"..."

I felt that Han Zitong was stunned.

If before, we have been comforting her, we can leave, and someone will come to save us, but now Liu Qinghan is about to set up a shed, in fact is telling us that we need to live here, we have to Think about the life that continues here. All of a sudden she felt uncomfortable, and she even paled.

But after a few long, deep breaths, she walked slowly: "I'll help you."

Liu Qinghan looked up at her and smiled, "OK."

"What is this going to do?"

"I'm going to put up a few pillars for support first. You can take care of the rattan over there and clean up the extra leaves and use them to tie the wood later."

"Ok."

Although the two of them cooperated for the first time, they quickly reached a tacit understanding. Instead, I stood by the side, holding a slightly painful hand, and a little blood pearls had already appeared in my hand at this time. I wiped it off the skirt, and walked over, "So, what do I do?"

Liu Qinghan looked up at me again, thought for a while, and said, "Otherwise, you go catch some fish. You have eaten all the yesterday."

"it is good."

I nodded, picked up the sharpened stick on one side, and walked towards the beach on the other.

To say anything else, what I might not do, but catching fish, I can still be regarded as a master teacher.

It was just that the teacher had forgotten me, a master.

Standing in the shallow water with a little chill, I glanced back again. Although the dense forest is not large, it is very lush. Walking in it to cover the sun, I stand on the beach, I can't see them at all The figure of the two people could only hear the sound of Zixoso from a distance, and they were still working hard.

With a smile, I turned back and started working.

After about half an hour, I caught two fish and threw them on the rock pile on the shore.

Three people need to catch at least one more to be full. Moreover, now it is time to start working. Men always eat more than women. Thinking so, I walked a little deeper.

The beach on this side is very delicate, and there are no stones hidden deep underneath, but I do n’t know if it is because I have been holding a rough stick for too long, and the wound in the palm of the palm has been enlarged. A little blood was shed, and it was slightly moistened by the seawater, which caused a little pain.

I can only hold the stick firmly to make myself forget the pain.

But I do n’t know why, the more so, the clearer the pain in the palm of your hand became, the more it seemed that the wooden thorn had not been pulled out by him, but had penetrated into my wound and flowed down my heart to my heart.

Every time the heart beats, the wooden thorn pierces once.

Gradually, the feeling of pain no longer came from the palm of the hand, but more like a faint haunting in the chest.

By the time I returned to God, I had already reached the deep water area involuntarily, and the skirt hanging around my waist was moistened by the undulating seawater. The cold air came up from my calves and knees, and it froze.

But I stood still.

It's not that it can't move, but ... it doesn't want to move.

I was suddenly thinking, thinking about what happened to me over the years.

I always feel that if my life is wrong, then I should be brave and choose a new path, a new life that can make all mistakes from scratch.

Therefore, I replaced Yue Qingying's identity.

So, I leapt off the ship in front of Pei Yuanzhang.

...

And this time, the man I chose him, but made a choice for me, he pushed me off the platform, let me have a new life, and find someone who puts me first.

Ha ha……

I couldn't help laughing.

I still remember the fierce fire that night and how cold the snow was that night. I even remember him at that time, no matter how many times I saw his scarred face, but I still remember his best Look.

At that time, he was so determined and determined that he made the best choice for me.

The life he gave me was the best.

Everyone, give it to me, they think the best.

Including Yuan Xiu, my husband, he wants me, and as long as I give birth to his eldest son, because then he can give me the most honorable status, he wants me to be the top woman around him, this is what he gave My silent promise.

Maybe that's why Han Zitong hates me and can't wait to kill me?

Looking at the undulating sea in front of me, I smiled lightly again, and with my smile, another tide came, my expression was stunned, I took a few steps, almost stood still and was pushed down by the sea water. Already.

At this moment, Liu Qinghan's voice came from far behind.

"lady--"

"..."

I looked back and saw the man come out of the forest.

He's been busy for a while, and his face is stained with mud, but he looks unexpectedly clean, probably because of the half mask on his face, which always makes him look cold. .

Like the sea underfoot.

And at a glance he saw me standing in the deep waters, and immediately frowned: "You will catch cold like this!"

"It's okay, I'm not cold."

"It will be late when you feel cold!"

As he said, he came hurriedly: "Come back soon."

"It's all right."

I smiled and said to him, "Don't come over, lest you get wet too."

He originally came straight towards me, and just walked to the shore not far from me. When he saw me clearly, he immediately slid on his feet.

The hem of his gown was slightly swayed, and the corners of the shirt were wet with a wave of sea water.

I looked at him calmly.

"you--"

"what happened?"

"..."

He didn't speak, just looked at me.

After looking at it for a while, he reached out and touched him, but nothing came out, and he looked at me empty-handed. After a while, he said, "Your face is wet with water."

"what?"

I froze, put my hand on my face, and immediately wiped the water with one hand.

Somewhat warm.

I looked down at the palm of my hand, the little wound was still bleeding, but when it appeared, it was diluted with water, as if it disappeared without a trace. I laughed: "Maybe I just caught the fish too hard and didn't notice it."

"..."

He originally wanted to come over, but at this time, he didn't move any more, just standing in the place where the sea water slaps and licked it, looked at me for a while, and said, "If you can't catch it, Miss Zitong I just picked some fruits and can eat them. "

I rubbed two on my face with the back of my hand, and turned around with a smile: "It's okay, I'll grab one more, and then grab one more."

"lady……"

"I still want fish more."

"..."

"Besides, we all have to work, how can we just eat fruit?"

"..."

"I'll grab another one."

...

The people behind were silent, and I didn't hear the sound of him walking down the water, but I wonder if it was my illusion, but his breathing seemed so clear, it seemed to be in his ear, a little heavy, and he took a breath, Are accompanied by a tide.

I took another step forward.

At this moment, a dry voice came from behind him: "Lightness-Madam."

I turned my back to him and still didn't look back.

But at this moment, I suddenly heard a violent sound of water behind me. The wave was even splashed on my back. I turned back subconsciously and saw that he had fallen into the water and was walking towards me. . The waves continued to hit him, and the huge water splash stirred up almost immediately swallowed him up.

I was taken aback: "You--"

He didn't finish talking, he was close to his eyes, and a shocked expression grabbed my wrist.

I was completely stunned, and looked at him shyly, feeling a powerful force, he pulled me back hard, just a wave of tide came, hit me on the back, I was pulled by him The tide tumbled behind him, and the whole person fell forward.

"what--!"

I uttered a cry of surprise, but the sound had hardly come out yet, and the person had fallen into the water head on, and immediately, the cold and salty water swallowed me up and poured into my mouth and nose.

"Hmm! Hmm!"

I couldn't react at all, and struggled subconsciously.

Fortunately, my water solubility is not too bad. After the initial turbulence, I immediately adjusted my hands and feet, stepped on the sand, and patted the water with both hands desperately. Then I stumbled and stood up, and the cold sea water I've been frozen for a while, even breathing stopped.

When I stood still, I turned back immediately.

Liu Qinghan, what are you doing?