Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

"Are you here for me?"

His eyes flickered, then he fixedly looked at me and said, "If I say yes, do you believe it?"

"..."

I glanced around.

Ever since he reached out and hugged me, the people around him had to retreat, avoid avoiding, even Yao Lao and Butu looked at them with a cough and concealed, and the large number of guards were more like After being ordered by people, there was no shadow immediately.

Only on the other side of the boat, Han Zitong looked at us with red eyes.

I lowered my eyelids a bit, and Pei Yuanxiu hurriedly said, "Qingying?"

"I, I'm a bit tired ..."

I said, stretched out his hand on his chest, pulled the distance between the two, and then looked up at his eyes: "I have been eating for a long time, and I have not rested."

"..."

"I want to rest."

"..."

"I want to be quiet."

He looked at me silently, and wanted to reach out and catch my shoulder, but I stepped back without a trace, avoiding his hand. His hand just rubbed over my shoulder and fell down.

For a while, neither of them moved.

He looked at me for a while and finally waved his hands slightly. A few maids hurried to answer. He ordered a few words, and the maids came over and bowed down to salute me, and said, "Madam, please come with us. "

I turned and followed them.

When I got to the door of the cabin, I glanced back. He was still standing at the bow of the boat, looking at me with complicated eyes, windy and turbulent water, but he couldn't say a word, just looked at me like that.

I looked to the other side, the ship that was almost parallel to us.

The man, already protected by his elder princess, entered the cabin.

No matter how strong the storm outside, it would not affect him. The only thing left on the deck was Pei Yuanzhang and Wen Fengxi's warriors standing in the wind.

At this moment, the feeling of tiredness was deeper, I turned my head and walked in.

This ship is not too big, and the structure in the cabin is naturally not as large and complicated as the sea crossing Feiyun. Soon I walked to the door of a room, opened the door and walked in, smelling some incense, although the taste was a bit strong However, I was tortured by the unpleasant smell in the mountain road all night, and my nose, which has always been uncomfortable, was finally slightly comfortable at this time.

I walked in and breathed a long sigh of relief.

Sitting and resting for a while, the maid said that the hot water was ready.

I followed them to the bathroom, took off the **** and muddy clothes on my body, but saw that my body was also **** and muddy, with two palms, arms, knees and calves. There are all kinds of scars. In the cold air, looking at myself like this, I even feel a little hesitant, I don't know what has gone through this road, and why I have come to this step, and I can't help shaking.

It wasn't until my hands and feet were cold that I entered the tub.

The hot water was ironed to the cold skin, and there was a suffocating illusion at that moment, but immediately, the whole body wound began to hurt.

I saw that milky bath soup slowly rose with a trace of pink, and again ... there seemed to be countless sharp needles piercing me in the water, but it didn't hurt too much, just dense. Like a long, endless torture.

I reached out and covered my face, slowly immersing my body in the water ...

The delay in the bathroom was so long that the last few waitresses called me uneasily at the door before I got dressed and went out. When they saw me, they were relieved and sent me back to the room. After that, I dried my hair, laid my mattress, and put warm congee and side dishes on the table, as well as a few dishes of delicate pastries.

"Ma'am, is there anything else to order?"

"No, you go down."

I sat at the table and waited until they exited to close the door, still sitting still, looking at the dishes on the table, looking at it for a while, taking a sip.

Although I eat something myself, and I know that I should eat something, but when I eat it, I feel that my chest is blocked by a large stone, and it is difficult to swallow. I just swallowed it, and I felt that kind of stuffiness even worse, almost spit it out.

I frowned, took another bite, and finally dropped the bowl.

Just about to get up and walk to the bed, I heard a light tuk-knocker knocking at the door.

I thought about it and walked to the door.

"Who?"

"it's me."

"what's up?"

"I want to see you."

"I--"

"Are you still hurt? I brought you medicine."

"..."

"Green baby, I want to see you."

His words were as gentle as flowing from the door, filling the room, leaving me nowhere to run, or even room to breathe.

I put my hand on the door and paused for a long time.

The room was extremely quiet. Except for my breath, I could almost hear the sound of his breath outside the door, long and distant, but not in a hurry, as if I could wait forever.

After all, I opened the door.

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Leaning on the head of the bed, the wet hair that was not yet dry stuck to the back cushion, a little cool and wet, the smell of the medicine was permeated in the small room, and the incense was soon covered, and The food on the table was fragrant.

My hand was held in the palm of his hand, and a few ointments on the back of the hand were gently applied with ointment.

The medicine should be prepared by Yao Lao. The taste is not the same as those from the beating shop. It is not pungent and has a faint fragrance. When it is applied to the wound, there is no pain. Instead, it was cool, and even the small pain became pale.

When his fingertips gently stroked my wound, the little pain in his face really disappeared.

I kept my head down without looking at him.

Although I could feel it, his eyes kept looking at me.

That kind of gaze was neither hot nor cold, but it was inexplicable that it struck me.

I do n’t know how long, all the wounds have been medicated, and in some places even wrapped with gauze, when he finished the last wound on my ankle, I finally vomited a long Tones, hurriedly retracted the calf and ankle into the skirt.

But as I stepped back, his hand suddenly stretched out and grabbed my ankle again.

I was shocked, and my breathing was disturbed.

"Green baby ..."

His voice was a little husky in eagerness, and the hand holding my ankle was extremely hot, and even with a little force, I struggled a bit, and naturally did not break away.

He yelled again: "Green baby!"

This small room has been tense and calm, and finally was completely pierced at this moment. His eager voice, eager gaze, and even eager breathing were like a fine net. Holding me from head to toe, I stepped back, but found that I had nowhere to go, my ankle was still in his hand, and the other hand had touched my cheek.

The same hot temperature made me shudder.

At this time, he had leaned over and his hot breath was blowing on my face. When I tilted my head and avoided his gaze, the breath hit my neck and collarbone, as if he was stroking him. .

"Green baby ..." He had stepped in front of me and said softly: "I--"

"I want to rest."

I gritted my teeth and interrupted him.

He froze, looked at my eyes that clearly avoided his gaze, and remained silent for a while before saying "OK" softly, and then holding my shoulders and arms with those very gentle hands, let I lay down, then he sat by the bed and leaned down ...

"I want to rest alone."

I turned my head, looked into his eyes, and said, "Yuan Xiu, during this time, the two of us should not be in the same room."

When I said this, he was obviously stiffened: "What did you say?"

"..."

"You want to share a room with me?"

"Yes."

"why?"

I took a deep breath: "Because, after thinking about it, I'm still not ready to have a son."

His eyes suddenly sank.

And the atmosphere in this room seemed to slowly sink along with his emotions.

The air was already a little sullen. At this moment, it was more like freezing. I even felt a stone pressed on my chest, and it became very difficult to breathe.

Listening to the heavy breathing from him in front of me made me even more depressed.

After a long time, he finally exhaled a long breath, then reached out and held my cheek, and said, "Okay, we can have no children first, we __"

"Yuan Xiu," I interrupted him and watched him look a little eager. I took a deep breath and said, "Let's be apart for a while."

"..."

When he spoke again, his voice was completely hoarse: "Don't you say that this time out to sea, just let us be separated, think about it?"

"Yes, that's my intention."

"So this is what you think?"

I nodded. "Yes."

The hand he held on my cheek still didn't let down, but his fingertips trembled slightly, as if suppressing something: "This decision was made by you before you went to sea, or changed after you went to sea With your original intention, did you make it? "

"..."

Somehow, he would ask such a question.

But at this moment, my mind was at a loss for a moment.

Have I ever made such a decision?

NO, I have not.

Since the day he married him, a woman's fate has been doomed, even if I see that our wedding day is "Don't Marry"; even on the seventh day after marriage, he left home and left; even if he was in Xichuan Ca n’t get the approval of the Yan family; even if ... he used to joke at that time, it was n’t an auspicious joke saying whether we would "separate" ... even if so many things happened, I never thought about it Really want to be separated from him.

But now, in the face of such a gentle man, I honestly tell him that I want to be apart from him for a while.

I thought that everything in the past would come to an end the moment he leaned in his arms.

It turned out not.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but smiled slightly bitterly.

Pei Yuanxiu immediately said: "After the sea, right?"

"..."

"Did you have such an idea after going to sea?"

I remembered that night, after Han Zitong said those words, I felt like acupuncture and did not speak.

He nodded. "I see."