Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

The child's words just spoke softly, but in my ears, it was too exhilarating to say that it was sunny and thunderous!

She, what did she say?

She was asking me, is that man, Pei Yuanzhang, her father? !!

I looked at Li Li, who was lying on my body, almost in horror, and looked at her black and white, clear and distressing eyes. At this moment, she was full of expectations and looked at me with an inexplicable blankness It didn't blink, it seemed to be anxiously waiting for me to give her an answer.

But at this moment, my mind was like a hurricane crossing, leaving only a piece of chaos that was almost chaotic and could not answer anything. A word echoed in and out of her mind-how would she know?

How did she know about this? !!

I looked at her in disbelief, for a long while, and said hard: "What did you say?"

"Mother, that person picks me up across the river to Yangzhou every day to play with me. Actually, he is my father, right?"

This time, she asked more clearly.

As if that thunder exploded overhead, my whole body was a little faint.

I don't know how long it has been or what answer I have prepared for her, I almost said subconsciously: "How do you know?"

Her eyes flickered a little, and this sentence had almost given her the answer. I felt her body suddenly tightened, and her breathing was quick.

She said softly, "Mother, I've grown up."

"..."

"I feel it."

"..."

"On the dock that day, he looked at me like that and talked to me like that ..."

"..."

"He asked my father."

"..."

"Actually, I thought he was."

"..."

Speaking of which, she sat up on her back, and I sat up a little timidly. Two people sat cross-legged on the bed so that they were facing each other. There was a light on the outside of the bed hanging. The figures of the two were also cast on the wall, shaking and shaking constantly, as if at this moment my heart and her.

Messed up.

All messed up.

I didn't expect Lier to find out, although I knew that no secret can be enveloped forever, and sooner or later she would have to know her own life, but she also did not expect that this moment came so fast.

What shocked me even more was that in the past two days, she fully knew that the person might be her biological father, but she didn't ask anyone, and she didn't tell anyone, so silently, followed him across the river to play, Nothing was revealed.

How much did she experience in these two days?

Lier still looked at me, this time almost already with a determined look, seriously said: "Mother, he is my father, right?"

"..."

I looked at her for a long time, and thought about it for a long time. When I spoke again, my voice was slightly hoarse and trembling, "Do you like him?"

She nodded. "Like."

"Why like?"

"He-he looks so good." At this point, Lier's face had a happy smile on his face, and said, "I always thought that Dad was the best looking man in the world. It turned out that my dad and Dad Like dad, they look so good. "

"..."

"Also, he treats me well, just like Dad. Although Dad gives me whatever I want, he—he seems to be, it seems to be, even if I do n’t want it, he wants to give it all to me. . "

At this point, she seemed to feel that this was not a good word, but scratching her head, she didn't know how to correct it, and I couldn't help but laughed.

In fact, this sentence is really true.

He is such a person.

Domineering, bossy, even in the face of his own woman and daughter, when he was still asleep, he forcibly gave her the orchid button, didn't he?

However, I did not expect that Lier could feel it so quickly. Not only did he feel the characteristics of this man. When she first met, she could feel that person was her father. Even then, we simply did not Nothing was said, and even Pei Yuanzhang herself had no intention of telling her the truth.

Is it really the nature of father and daughter that there is a silent tacit understanding in the bloodline?

I looked down at my daughter for a moment, a bit awkward, and didn't know what to say.

Lier also lowered her head, and covered her long eyelashes with long eyelashes. Because of the light, the shadows of the eyelashes were also cast on the smooth face, showing a little bleakness: "And, I think He seems to miss me and likes me. "

"..."

"But why didn't he tell me?"

"..."

"Mother, doesn't he want to recognize me?"

This time, I didn't let myself indulge in sorrow for too long, but I didn't answer her question immediately, but after thinking about it for a long time, I said gently, "Lier, he is not willing to recognize you, However, his status is not ordinary. He has to do one thing, which may affect most of the whole world, and even all people, all of them are happy and suffering, all in one sentence and one decision. So, he does whatever You can't do whatever you want. This is a sense of responsibility that a high-weight person should have. "

Lier said with a little surprise: "My father, is he so good?"

I nodded. "He is the emperor."

"..."

"Master of all nations."

Lier seemed to take a sigh of cold air and looked at me in shock.

Maybe his father is the man who crosses the river every day to pick her up for a trip to Yangzhou. Her father is a high-power person. These may be within her acceptance. However, her father is an emperor Apparently it made her a little flustered.

After a long silence, she did not respond.

I reached out my hand and gently put her shoulders together, and said softly, "Get away?"

She looked up at me: "My father, is it the emperor?"

"Yes."

She thought for a while, and then said, "But, mother, haven't you told me that the people are the most valuable, and the society is the second, and the king is the least? Why is he the master of all the people?"

I said gently: "That sentence is not wrong. The emperor is indeed the master of all peoples, but the people give their power to dominate the emperor to make him bear his own responsibility. The emperor's responsibility is to give The well-being of the people is better and easier for everyone to live. These well-being are higher than him. Therefore, the emperor is the master of all peoples, but he is also the lightest in the world. "

She asked, "My father, is that emperor like that?"

I thought about it and said gently: "Maybe ..."

"..."

"Hope he will be."

Lieer was silent for a while, and the shocking expression on her face was so gloomy and unobstructed, she said gently, "No wonder my mother once told me that my father is a very smart person, he works Do your best, it turns out to be true. "

"..."

"My father, he is an emperor."

I gently rubbed her heart.

However, with my touch, her head slowly lowered, and her neck was bulging high. With her small body curled up, she sat cross-legged in front of me as if helpless. Puppy, so dazed and frustrated.

I asked, "Liar, what's wrong?"

"..."

"Tell mother, what's wrong with you?"

"..."

She hasn't spoken for a long time, so she raised her head slowly to look at me, and her clear eyes were slightly stunned, with an indescribable grievance and helplessness. "I don't know, but mother, I suddenly feel so sad."

"..."

"I don't know what happened, but I find it uncomfortable here."

She was talking, covering her heart.

She said this, and I felt a colic almost immediately, like her, and even unable to breathe. I hurriedly reached into her arms and hugged them.

Her small body leaned against my arms like this, clinging tightly to my chest, I felt she was breathing deeply, as if she wanted to draw strength from my arms, and she wanted to Be comforted in the breath of your mother.

And I can give her, maybe only these.

As she said, she has grown up, and she does n’t even need to tell her clearly, she can know that the man is her father, and in the two days that everyone thought she had hid from her, use her own The way to feel the father's love, to feel everything she was missing, then, no one can share the pain she has to bear, only she can face it alone.

However, I am still proud of my intelligent and gentle daughter.

She, really grew up and matured than I thought.

I hugged her, stroking her back gently, after a long time, Lier looked up from my arms and looked at me, and said softly, "Mother, Dad knows he is my dad, right? ? "

I nodded.

She said, "But I don't think Dad likes my dad. My dad doesn't like Dad either. Really?"

"..."

This problem really stumped me.

Regardless of others, Pei Yuanzhang and Pei Yuanxiu, one gave her life, one saved her, and raised her, giving her so many years of carefree life. For her, both men should It's important, irreplaceable, but can be chosen, but these two men are hostile.

This time, I was also poor, and for a long time, I said stiffly, "Lier, my lord ..."

"I know."

She interrupted me.

I glanced down at her, and saw that those bright eyes became more and more dim, as if the thin bed had become an indelible shadow and blocked the candle light from entering her eyes. She looked very depressed and even depressed.

She was silent for a long time, even when I thought she was asleep, she said softly in my arms, "Well, mother?"

"what?"

"Mother, what's your mood for your father?"

"..."

"My mother used to say that my father abandoned you, so I don't want you anymore. He gave you leave, but now he's going to give other people happiness. What about mother-to-daddy? Does mother still like her?"