Colonel, take care not to kill

Little sunflower returned to the bus station that Chen Yu feng had taken her to before. She bought tickets, got in the car, got out of the car and got in the car. She didn't know how she got home.

Her father was sitting on the sofa watching tv. When he heard the commotion, he turned his head and saw his daughter standing at the entrance of the living room. Where's the wild? Don't you know how dangerous it is for a girl to be out so late? "

It was only when she was cursing that she realized something was wrong. She was stunned for a moment before asking in confusion," is it the weekend today?" What are you doing back here? Leave? "

Then he looked at her pale and frightened face and stood up anxiously to her and looked her up and down." Are you sick? Tell dad what's wrong! How about dad take you to the hospital now? "

Little sunflower looked at his familiar nagging and worried expression. She remembered when she was a child, every time she fought with a nearby child, she would win. Little p' er cried out loudly," wait, I' ll go home and sue my mother!" "

When she lost, it was her turn to cry out loudly," wait here, I' ll go home and sue my father!" "

Others are mothers and fathers, and their families are fathers and mothers.

The man who loved her the most was no longer young.

She was crying so badly that she looked like an abandoned child.

In fact, she was indeed an abandoned child.

Father zhang's eyes were filled with shock and heartache as he pulled her into his arms." What's wrong? What's wrong? What's going on? Don't just cry! I was so anxious ..."

Little sunflower's mother came out and asked loudly," what's wrong?" Crying like this? Did you scold her and scare her so much? "

Father zhang anxiously said to her mother," I didn't say anything. I just asked a few questions. Then he turned to her and said," okay, okay, it's dad's fault. Dad won't talk about you! Don't cry, dad to buy you delicious, your favorite royal food fast roast duck, dad now drive to buy, don't cry! "

Father zhang threw her to her mother and went to buy roast duck.

He had lived half his life and was initially anxious, but after looking at it for a while, he couldn' t tell why his daughter was crying! Thinking of his lively and adorable daughter, who had never cried so bitterly before, he wished he could strip that brat who had made his daughter sad.

It was hard for his daughter to tell him about this, so he found an excuse for the two of them to have a good talk.

Her mother pulled her to the sofa and patted her on the back. After a long time, she calmed down a little and said slowly,

"Well, if you don't want to talk about it, forget it after you cry. If you want to talk about it, mom promises not to say anything drastic. "

Little sunflower finally heaved a sigh of relief, then said in a crying voice," mom, I wanted to cry the moment I saw you and dad. "

Her mother was angry." Those who don't know think I'm a stepmother. "

She cried until she was confused and burst into laughter, her little tear-stained face blowing out a huge snot bubble.

"My daughter, it's a good thing that you can cry out of your misery. Moreover, my daughter also knows to hold back to go home to cry again, really is my daughter! "

Sunflower pursed her lips." I' m out of love. "

"Silly girl, when you grow up, you have to cry a few times for your feelings. Who hasn' t been hurt? You have to cry a lot and vent your frustrations. The rest can only be left to time. You will gain something from the emotional experience of failure, and then become stronger and wiser to find true happiness. "

"Mom ..."

Mother said gently," ah? "

"What idol soap opera did you pick up? "

..." Happy next stop. "

She did not listen to her parents and had an early love affair with them. Now that she was angry and hurt, she went home to vent her anger on them. Her mother had forgotten to pursue her relationship with them. Her parents were scared out of their wits by her.

A 19-year-old girl cried like a three-year-old child. How could she come back to haunt someone who really loved her when she was hurt and not really loved her?

Looking at her mother's familiar face, which had turned old before she knew it, she said sourly,

"I'm sorry, mom, I scared you! "

Little sunflower's mother smiled." Silly girl, when you were young, you always fought with people. You cried so hard that your face was covered with tears. Now, even if he had made great progress, he still knew how to hold on despite being wronged. He didn' t want others to see a joke, so he went home to cry to his own family. It doesn't matter how ugly you cry in front of your parents. On account of your progress, mom adds $ 50 a month to your allowance. "

The tears in little sunflower's eyes were still flowing down due to her habitual surname. "

Little sunflower's mother called the school to ask for three days off, plus two days on the weekend, a total of five days, 120 hours, this is the mother to her recovery time.

In fact, apart from crying loudly in front of her parents on her first day home, she never cried again.

It was only now that she realized that not crying was worse than crying. It was an empty, numb, senseless feeling. In an instant, it didn' t matter. It didn' t care about anything and didn' t care about anything anymore.

During the day, she ate and worked as usual, but she could not remember what she had eaten or what she had done. At night, she fell into a state of insomnia, holding the big bear doll can stay awake all night.

Then, she realized that the big bear doll in her arms was a birthday present that chen yufeng had given her before. In many corners of the room on the bed, there were all kinds of dolls that he had given her. She stared at the dolls blankly for a long time and gritted her teeth. She carried them on her back and threw them into the garbage station near the quad.

That night, she hugged the blanket and stared blankly into space. She was really just in a daze and did not think about anything. Her mind was blank. It was not until the sky began to turn white that she fell asleep in a daze, but soon woke up.

Because she had dreamed of chen yufeng, saying that it was a dream, it was more like a memory. The image of the voice she had heard before was accompanied by a faint warm orange light. It was like a movie showing a scene that rolled. Strangely, even in her dream, she knew that it was just a dream. He and she could no longer go back.

That boy had already carved out the most solid and profound stroke in her heart.

When she woke up, she felt lost and numb. She could not control her dream and finally fell asleep. She would wake up from the warm and cruel dream. When she woke up, she realized that her pillow was wet and her face was still wet with tears.

Little sunflower finally understood that all the forever and only to the end has become unable to change the departure. That pure and beautiful feeling had given her endless courage and strength, but also when that feeling was no longer beautiful, she carefully stored all the sweetness turned into a poison, corroding her heart, destroyed everything, and together with the past together with the endless abyss of chaos. She lost all her strength, her power to be happy, her power to jump, her power to shout and laugh, her power to eat, her power to walk ... All of it was drained.

It turned out that losing someone was so scary.

On sunday night, she returned to the school dormitory. Little sunflower heard yuan yan's familiar loud voice at the door. The girls in the dormitory seemed to be talking about something. Perhaps they were anxious, and their voices suddenly became louder.

"You don't believe it! Su murong rushed to b city to beat him up. Otherwise, where did you think su murong's injury came from? "

"Look at how gentle su mu is. He never even punched anyone in his casual class. How could he fight? I think he fell or got hit. "

'Well! Self-respect, you and sunflower and su murong are small, we do not know, you should know it? Don't play dumb! Tell us about it! "

She sighed softly and said," su mulun and little sunflower have agreed that she will return to chen yufeng on the day of his birthday. Until little sunflower came back, he was anxious. He called little sunflower's house in the middle of the night and found out that little sunflower had gone home. Of course, he also knew that little sunflower had cried because of her broken love. Early the next morning, he took the train and rushed to b city. The guard might have seen him and knew that the visitors were not nice, so he stopped him from entering. He stood at the entrance of the medical department without eating or drinking for half a day. It was only after dinner that he saw chen yufeng walk out. There was also a woman beside him. Su murong pounced on him and pinned Chen Yu feng down on the ground. "

"Did that bastard chen yufeng dare to fight back when he did something like this? "

"No, it was the students from the medical university who knew chen yufeng who pulled su murong apart. It was probably quite chaotic at that time, but they ended up together. Fortunately, stone knew that he rushed to b city in a flurry of wind and fire, so he quickly bought tickets and took a car. The stone pushed those people away and saved him from the chaos. Don' t say these things out loud. After all, it was little sunflower's personal matter. "

"How could chen yufeng be like this? Didn' t she buy a couple ring and roses to send to little sunflower last month? How could he ... What about little sunflower? "Liu li's voice carried a sense of grievance for her friend.

"What can little sunflower do? Yuan yan sighed." To be honest, nine out of ten couples in a long-distance relationship end with a breakup. No matter how sweet the voice on the phone was, how could she be able to resist the tenderness that she could feel? "

"Sigh, little sunflower is too pitiful ... How sad it must be to be interrupted by someone else!" "

"Certainly, such a lively and cheerful girl would cry out loud. How sad she must be ..."

He said softly," don' t mention it when she comes back. Just pretend that it's nothing. Let's spend more time with her and chat with her to amuse her so that she can forget about that bastard." "

"Yes, yes, yes! A lovelorn person couldn' t allow her to be idle, otherwise, she would easily think too much! We'll find more things for her to help, and we'll forget everything when we're busy. "

...

Little sunflower stood at the door and clenched her hands tightly. Her fingernails were deeply embedded in her palm, leaving a row of crescent shaped marks. She felt as if her heart was being yanked down by someone. Her chest hurt and she felt suffocated. Her tears unconsciously fell. She wanted to stay out of the house, but turned around and couldn't think of a place to go.

Little sunflower felt that her current appearance was very laughable. It wasn' t like they had hurt her, so why couldn' t she face someone who cared about her so much?

She just lost someone who didn't love her enough, but she also had parents and friends who really loved her.

The whispers in the room stopped abruptly as little sunflower's phone rang. Little sunflower took out her phone in a panic. On it was the word" crazy" that she used to know. It was his nickname.

But now, these two words were like knives and knives were cut into her heart. Without hesitation, she pressed the button to hang up.

She raised her hand to wipe away her tears and pushed the door open and walked into the dormitory. The three girls looked at her awkwardly. No one knew what to say.

Little sunflower looked at them silently and said calmly," I ... Broke up with chen yufeng. "