Colonial Suit

How… how could it be like this?

Looking at Robbie struggling to climb the mountain, Blood瞳 was dumbfounded.

He never imagined that this was Robbie's spiritual world, his most precious spiritual home.

Where is the paradise here? For Robbie, this is hell!!

Standing in the high clouds, Blood瞳 watched helplessly as Robbie climbed up from the foot of the mountain bit by bit, his body covered in blood from being smashed by huge rocks.

His clothes were tattered, revealing large patches of scorched black skin underneath.

Finger bones pierced through his skin, making his hand look like a skeleton's.

The large coffin on his back had rubbed away his skin, revealing large patches of red flesh.

What intense pain that must be… Even Blood瞳 felt a pang of sympathy.

Especially since his limbs were still bound by shackles, making it even more difficult for him to move.

But even so, Robbie didn't stop.

Right before Blood瞳's eyes, he climbed up from the foot of the mountain bit by bit, and began the climbing process again, blood dripping behind him, leaving shocking red marks.

Redemption!

For some reason, the concept suddenly popped into Blood瞳's mind.

With a thought, he swept over like a whirlwind, instantly appearing beside Robbie.

Robbie was climbing a sharp rock, which cut a bloody wound on his arm.

Suddenly, he noticed a foot beside him and was stunned.

His expression was strange, seeming both happy and incredulous.

After a long time, his gaze finally followed Blood瞳's foot and slowly moved up, eventually meeting Blood瞳's eyes.

His mouth twitched slightly, as if he wanted to smile, but also as if he wanted to cry.

"You… you've come…"

"Robbie!" A sharp light flashed in Blood瞳's eyes.

He bent down suddenly and grabbed Robbie's shoulder. "Let's go, let's leave this place!"

"Leave!?" Robbie's gaze was a little dull.

He looked at himself, then looked around. He said with a wry smile, "Leave, but where can I go?"

"Huh?"

"This is my spiritual world…" Robbie stretched out his arms, as if showing Blood瞳 something.

"It's my own world. Everything here is constructed by me. This is me… I can escape reality, but how can I escape myself?"

"You… you know…" Blood瞳 was stunned, looking at Robbie in surprise.

Few people who stay in the spiritual world realize the existence of the main body.

Blood瞳 thought Robbie was just dreaming. But he didn't expect him to know everything.

He knew that this was the spiritual world, that everything here was an illusion, that all this pain came from within.

Even… he knew that this was himself!

But he was still climbing, still bound by the coffin and shackles, repeatedly accepting the torment of the strange rocks.

Just like an ascetic monk, using pain to drown his desires and soul.

This… why is this?

"This is sin!" Robbie lowered his head and began to climb again, his hands and feet pierced by the dark, strange rocks, leaving bloody marks.

"It's the sin I committed."

"Blood瞳, don't try to persuade me anymore. I know everything. But I can't leave with you. Because this is my sin… I can't confess myself until I climb this mountain of sin."

"Are you crazy!?" Blood瞳 grabbed Robbie and said seriously, "Do you know what you're doing? This is a mountain you constructed yourself, everything is fake! It's an illusion! How can you overcome your own spirit? You're not atoning for your sins, you're committing suicide!"

"How will I know if I don't try?" Robbie raised his head, his eyes clear as crystal.

"A shepherd of the Lord should seek light in the darkness. If I can't overcome the darkness in my heart, how can I bring the gospel of the Lord to others?"

"Blood瞳, it's good to see you… but don't persuade me. I have to walk my own path after all."

Saying that, Robbie pried open Blood瞳's hand bit by bit, then tightened the coffin on his back and continued to climb upwards…

His movements were very slow, and it seemed that he had exhausted almost all of his strength. But even so, he didn't stop at all.

If he couldn't climb up one step, he would move bit by bit, using his fingers to carve out holes in the rocks.

The large coffin swayed on his back, seeming as if it might pull him down into the bottomless abyss at any moment.

"Robbie…" Blood瞳 was stunned, quietly watching Robbie's staggering figure.

Only Robbie's last words echoed in his mind.

This is my sin…

Then this mountain…

A sudden realization surged into Blood瞳's heart, and when he looked again, where were the ordinary mountains?

It was clearly a monster made up of human bodies.

Ugly and strange faces floated on the rocks, making ear-splitting roars.

They were men and women, old and young. But without exception, their faces were ferocious.

In Blood瞳's eyes, they roared madly, reaching out pairs of invisible hands to grab Robbie.

These hands brushed against Robbie's body, leaving wounds on it, these hands tripped Robbie's feet, making his steps difficult…

For some reason, Blood瞳 suddenly remembered what Robbie had said to the twin siblings.

"Killing is the original sin."

These strange faces… are they the people Robbie once killed?

It turned out that he had never forgiven himself.

The so-called glory of the Lord is just an excuse for not hesitating to kill.

In fact, in his heart, the guilt of these killings has always existed, always troubling him.

He used blood-stained money to promote the glory of the Lord in reality, but in his spiritual world, he was enduring the Lord's condemnation.

This is… Robbie's inner demon?

Raising his head, looking at the mountain that pierced into the clouds, Blood瞳's face twitched.

He could understand Robbie's pain. But what's the point?

The reason why the inner demon is the inner demon is because it only targets the person himself.

Apart from the person himself, no one can help him unravel the demon.

How many geniuses in this world have fallen because of inner demons? How many people are struggling painfully in inner demons?

From this mountain, Blood瞳 could see Robbie's spiritual strength. But his will was not strong enough to match it!

He was lost in his own spiritual world, just to find an excuse for liberation.

But in reality, Blood瞳 knew very well that if he continued like this, he would never be able to climb this mountain of sin.

Because this is the sacrifice he made for his faith!

His power comes from faith, and his spirit is also attached to faith!

Unlike men like Blood瞳 who came out of the apocalypse, Robbie's life has almost always existed in faith.

From the moment he opened his eyes, he was bathed in the glory of the Lord, destined to give everything for his faith!

But when faith and reality conflict, Robbie can't resolve his own contradictions.

Helplessly, he can only do things that deviate from the doctrine while accepting the interrogation of faith in his heart.

In his words, this is sin! He must atone for his sins!

But…

Blood瞳 took a deep breath, a flame of anger flashed in his eyes.

What kind of sin is this!?

Existing in this universe where the strong prey on the weak, who can stay out of it?

How can it be Robbie's intention to devote himself to killing in order to spread faith?

If this is called sin, then who can be sinless!?

Greed, lust, killing, betrayal!

Who dares to call himself sinless!?

Who can convict!?

Is it you?

Blood瞳 raised his head and stared at the clouds above, the sky illuminated by light… Is it you!? The God in Robbie's heart!?

But…

Blood瞳 took a deep breath, a violent look flashed in his eyes.

What are you in my heart!!

You are just a symbol constructed by Robbie's spirit, an illusory God! Why are you high above? Why do you enjoy Robbie's faith!?

Where were you when Robbie was fighting bloody battles?

Where were you when Robbie brought food to children with his scarred hands?

Where were you when Robbie rescued lives and brought them sunshine!?

You are just a fictional existence, a parasite in Robbie's spirit!! Why do you convict people!!

What qualifications do you have!!

Boom… With a sound, Blood瞳's thoughts suddenly erupted, his gaze tearing through the clouds like a substance.

In an instant, the whole world was shaking, trembling!

Gales appeared out of nowhere around him, roaring madly, sweeping away all the light!

A terrifying aura poured out of Blood瞳's body, like a demon king reigning over this world!

This is the spirit of a Comet-level expert… Even in Robbie's spiritual world, it is still high above, like a god.

Compared to this aura, the light above seemed so dim, as if it might go out at any moment.

But that's not the most terrible thing, the most terrible thing is… Blood瞳's rage amplified his thoughts, making his already extremely strong spirit full of violence and aggression!

So in just an instant, the whole world began to subvert, large patches of cracks appeared in the void, spreading like spider webs!

The clouds were boiling, forming huge vortexes. The earth was torn apart, revealing cracks.

The whole world was shaking, like the end of the world.

Blood瞳 floated in the air, his rage like a torrent! His short hair fluttered wildly in the wind, his eyes bursting with furious light!

He quietly looked at the swaying light in the sky, a mocking smile on his lips.

Since… you think you're something…

Then… let me shatter you with my own hands!

Let you know that the fate of mankind will always belong only to ourselves!

Raising his hands, Blood瞳 slowly made a grasping motion towards the sky, and then he was about to tear it apart…

Just then, he suddenly heard Robbie's cry. A cry he had never heard before, a cry of panic belonging to Robbie.

"No!!"

"Robbie?" Blood瞳 was stunned and turned his head, only to see Robbie hanging on the edge of the mountain, showing a panicked and frightened expression.

"Don't do this, Blood瞳!"

"Why… do you still want to intercede for it!" Blood瞳 stopped his hands and said softly to Robbie.

"Actually, you should also know that it's just a fictional thing. It doesn't exist!"

"But… it is my faith after all!" Robbie desperately grabbed the mountain rock, struggling in the storm and shouting.

"Faith is innocent… it's me who is guilty!"

"You're too cowardly, Robbie!" Blood瞳 snorted coldly, but he really didn't continue.

In the next moment, he suddenly appeared beside Robbie and punched the mountain behind Robbie!!

"If that's the case…"

"I absolve you of your sins!!!"