Come To My Office After Get Off Work

"Are you more comfortable?"

He Lin nodded, shook her head, nodded again, she didn't know how to describe her mood.

People are very strange. Even if they are about to drown, they have to pull a back. It seems that it is human nature to be selfish.

He Lin felt relieved when she heard Jiang Shu's words "It's all tool people". If she didn't get Jiang Shu's love, it wasn't that she couldn't get it, but everyone couldn't get it.

"Don't take the initiative to Jin, understand?" Jiang Shu squatted, his slender arms resting on his knees, and looked at He Lin coldly, with pity rather than truth in his eyes.

"Jiang Shu, you actually know how to make girls happy. You are very attractive."

"But you have to understand that happiness and love are two different things." Jiang Shu hardly affected his expression when he spoke, "You have to protect yourself, and don't be stupid enough to love someone who doesn't love you."

The tone was too calm, as if she was not the party, as if she was talking about someone else.

He Lin pursed her lips, her shoulders trembled, tears slipped into her mouth silently, maybe she cried for too long, and even the tears lost their salty taste.

Don't love people who don't love you. She actually thinks Jiang Shu has a point. Even if she thinks Jiang Shu is scumbag, she can't really hate her.

Half a year ago, when the economy was at its most difficult, she chose Jiang Shu and chose this transaction. Before the transaction started, Jiang Shu had said that everyone would take what they needed and not be emotional.

In those days when she was Jiang Shu's lover, Jiang Shu's requirements for her were actually very low, no love, no kisses, only occasional hugs, she felt like a rag doll, and the task was to give Jiang Shu when she wanted to hug her Hug, other than that, Jiang Shu never asks for anything from her.

"Can I hug you? The last time." He Lin said with red eyes.

"No." Jiang Shu looked at her seriously, "From today, don't have any thoughts about me, it's over."

He Lin couldn't hold back the tears that He Lin had just taken back, and the tears flowed, "You are too cruel, I don't want to like you anymore."

Jiang Shu got up, without any desire to communicate, he took out his mobile phone, "It's too late, let me get you a taxi."

Before leaving, Jiang Shu insisted on transferring a sum of money to her so that she could live her own life, so she finally sent He Lin away.

After seeing He Lin away, Jiang Shu returned home and stood in the elevator. Her mood was quite complicated.

Very irritable, can't explain clearly.

Walking out of the elevator, the corridor was quiet, Jiang Shu only heard the sound of high heels stepping on the ground. She was getting closer and closer to the door, but she had a feeling that she didn't want to go home. She didn't know what to say to Ji Lianxing, how to explain it, or whether it was necessary to explain?

Regarding "little hedgehog", it actually has nothing to do with "little rabbit". At the beginning, He Lin said that she belonged to a rabbit, so she could call her a little rabbit. Jiang Shu didn't think much about it at first, and just called her like that.

Thinking about it, I stood at the door for a while, and several times my hand fell on the doorknob, but I didn't have the courage to open the door.

Jiang Shu doesn't care about many things, she doesn't care how her past lover treats her, but if it's Ji Lianxing...

Irritability, so irritable.

Jiang Shu couldn't stand herself like this, she turned around and walked downstairs decisively.

The convenience store was still open, and Jiang Shu was going in to buy cigarettes. She hasn't smoked for a long time, except when she's in a particularly bad mood, she'll smoke a stick or two.

"What do you need?" The little brother who was on the night shift was listless, and after glancing at Jiang Shu, he regained his senses.

"That." Jiang Shu pointed to a Marlboro Explosive Pearl.

When I checked out, I saw lollipops on the shelf. I chose lychee flavor and orange flavor. Jiang Shu took one and added a lighter.

"Together."

Coming out of the convenience store, a gust of evening wind blew, Jiang Shu wrapped her coat tightly, her dark chestnut hair fluttered in the wind, she pinned the broken hair behind her ears, and strode across the road.

A street lamp was standing on the street, Jiang Shu stood beside the street lamp, the light poured down and fell on her hair, beautiful but lonely, the night wind rolled into her wide cuff, irritating her skin like ice thorns .

The slap, the sound of a lighter, the smoke on his fingers had a little more star, the smell of nicotine dispersed in the air, the smoke overflowed from Jiang Shu's nose, and the cool mint smell was a bit pungent.

She looked up at the sky, the dark orange light rolled up several layers of smoke, and the line of sight stretched out, it was a cloudy sky.

She couldn't see the color of the night, whether it was gray or black, just as she couldn't see herself.

brush-

A cab sped past, taking an unfamiliar passenger.

brush-

Another one, one passenger and one car.

She suddenly remembered a song called "Passenger".

Jiang Shu smoked half a cigarette and felt bitter and astringent. It really was something young people liked. For her, relying on cigarettes to relieve stress had little effect. She extinguished the remaining half and turned to go home.

When he got home, the living room was dark. Jiang Shu turned on the switch and turned on the lights, but found no one on the sofa.

The room was very quiet, Jiang Shu walked into the bathroom, and there was still heat in it. Ji Lianxing should have just finished taking a shower, and she should be upstairs.

So she went upstairs decisively. When she was downstairs just now, Jiang Shu figured it out. No matter what questions Ji Lianxing asked, she would answer truthfully.

Quietly pushed open the door, the bedroom was dark, and the light from the outside got in through the crack of the door and sprinkled on the bed. Ji Lianxing kept lying on his side, as if he had fallen asleep.

Jiang Shu cautiously walked to the bedside, bent over to see if Ji Lianxing was sleeping, but the light was insufficient, and because she had her back to him, she couldn't see clearly.

"have you slept?"

After a moment of silence, Ji Lianxing did not answer her.

"I'm sorry." Jiang Shu thought to himself, she should have said this to Ji Lianxing whether she slept or not.

Ji Lianxing's shoulders trembled, and then there was a low sobbing sound, the sound was very small, as if a hundred thousand tons of emotions were forced into a small can.

Jiang Shu felt extremely distressed. He half-kneeled on the edge of the bed and stretched out his arms to hug Ji Lianxing, wanting her to face him. It's okay not to hug him. When he hugged him, he found that the pillow was all wet. It turned out that she had been crying for a long time.

Jiang Shu began to feel sad, and every sob was like a knife marking her heart. She grabbed Ji Lianxing and put Ji Lianxing on her lap. Looking at the tear-stained face, Jiang Shu was at a loss for words for a while. She forgot how to say sweet words and how to coax girls.

"Sorry, it was my fault tonight."

Only know to say sorry, the most pale words.

"Don't get me wrong, listen to my explanation."

Ji Lianxing shook his head and reached out to wipe away the tears.

"She's gone and won't come again."

"Needless to say."

"Sorry, I didn't take care of these things."

"No need. No, don't tell me this." Ji Lianxing choked a little, she moved away from Jiang Shu's lap, sat up, raised her hand to wipe her tears, but no matter how hard she wiped it, she couldn't dry her tears. , I only know the flow of clattering.

Jiang Shu felt distressed, and took out two pieces of paper to wipe Ji Lianxing's tears, the tears seeping through the tissue, conveying a hot touch, and feeling more guilty every time he wiped it.

Once you start to care, you realize how hurtful what just happened.

"Okay, I won't talk about it." Jiang Shu sat next to Ji Lianxing and wanted to hug her, but he was a little hesitant. She felt that Ji Lianxing would reject her, so she could only sit on the side and silently hand her a hand. Paper.

The box of tissues on the bedside table was nearly half used up. Jiang Shu was thinking about what to do the whole time. It was not that she had never encountered such a situation before, and other girls had cried too. At that time, she was very daring and dared to say anything.

But in Ji Lianxing, she couldn't say a word. She was afraid that if she said more, it would be nonsense. She was afraid that the more she said, the more sad she would feel.

How to do it?

When he was at a loss, Jiang Shu touched two lollipops in his pocket.

She slid her throat and saw that Ji Lianxing didn't seem to cry, so she tentatively said:

"Do you want to eat lollipops?"

Of course Ji Lianxing ignored her.

Jiang Shu had no choice but to ask and answer: "A lychee-flavored one and an orange-flavored one. I guess you like the lychee-flavored one, then I'll eat the orange-flavored one."

The lychee flavor is Ji Lianxing's favorite flavor, it's really a mistake.

Jiang Shu began to unwrap the candy paper and handed the lychee-flavored lollipop to Ji Lianxing's mouth, coaxing her with a guilty conscience: "Would you like to take a bite?"

Ji Lianxing shook his head and said nothing.

"Don't you want to eat? Let's take a bite, let's eat together." Jiang Shu looked at her like that, pleading with a face.

Ji Lianxing didn't speak, because she didn't know what to say.

She understands that the sponsor has no right to interfere in the past. It was originally the relationship between the canary and the sponsor, and their status could not be equal. Since Jiang Shu coaxed her, she should go down the stairs, otherwise she would not know what to do. But I still couldn't help crying. In fact, I didn't even want to see her face, because the sense of loss was unstoppable.

"Take a bite." Jiang Shu's lollipop shook back and forth in Ji Lianxing's mouth several times.

"I do not want to eat."

"Okay." Jiang Shu put the lychee-flavored lollipop in his mouth and said patiently, "If you are not happy, then you can ask me any questions, and I will answer you."

"Nothing to ask." Ji Lianxing calmed down, "That's your past, I have no right to interfere."

"But I don't want a misunderstanding between us. Of course, it's possible that you have a bad impression of me."

"It's very bad." Ji Lianxing raised his head, his eyes were slightly swollen from crying, "But it doesn't affect our relationship, you give money, I'll take it, right?"

Jiang Shu had a stone in her heart, and felt that the lollipop in her mouth was not sweet at all, even a little bitter. She found that she seemed to care too much about Ji Lianxing's opinion.

Jiang Shu was a little discouraged, took Ji Lianxing's hand, and put the orange-flavored lollipop in her palm.

Then she fell on the bed and sighed:

"I think I'm not good at coaxing you."

"Don't call me a little hedgehog in the future." Ji Lianxing threw the lollipop back, but accidentally threw it directly on Jiang Shu's forehead, making a clear sound with a thud.

"Hey..." Jiang Shu covered his head and was a little confused.

Only then did Ji Lianxing realize that he had knocked on her head. She hurriedly turned on the light and rushed to Jiang Shu to see if she was injured.

"I didn't notice your face was there!" Ji Lianxing touched Jiang Shu's head lightly with her fingers. She saw that Jiang Shu's eyes were a little red, and she seemed to be about to cry. Maybe she just tried too hard.

"It's alright." Jiang Shu still had a lollipop in his mouth, his head resting on Ji Lianxing's fingertips, feeling the pain, but the lollipop in his mouth turned sweet.

"It seems like I knocked on a bag." Ji Lianxing stared at her forehead with a worried expression, "I'll go down and get the medicine box."

She was about to leave when Jiang Shu grabbed her.

"Lollipop is good, don't be angry."

Ji Lianxing didn't speak, even if Jiang Shu coaxed her like this, the tone in her heart could not be suppressed for a long time.

"Mr. Jiang, you don't need to coax me like that."

"Needed."

"It's not necessary, after all, I'm just a sleeping tool, isn't it?"