Come To the Question

[Aman]: If I come to send a message, it will be time-consuming and troublesome. If you don't mind, I will create a group in the question library, so I can watch it?

[Lingnan]: I don't mind.

[A Man]: Then I'll go ask Ah Q.

Song Man told Ah Q everything she knew about the previous situation. In fact, she didn't know anything, and then asked Ah Q if she would like to speak to the group. Ah Q agreed.

The three-person group was established, and Song Man said that you were talking about her onlookers.

[Lingnan]: Do you know that person, and the one I know is the same person?

【AQ】: If it's the girl who even writes math letters in squiggles, then we should be talking about the same person.

【Lingnan】: hhhhh this is her habit

Lingnan posted a photo of a girl smiling at the camera with her arms folded. She looks very arrogant at first glance.

【AQ】: Exactly.

【Lingnan】: How did you meet her? Is there still contact now?

【AQ】: We went to a junior high school. We used to be friends and participated in competitions together. Now we occasionally chat a little.

[Lingnan]: That...that's great, it shows that you are still a friend in her heart. If you don't like it, she doesn't bother to say a word.

【Lingnan】: How is she doing recently? Can you see her movements?

【AQ】: Wait a minute, I'll take a look.

【Lingnan】: Thank you!

When Ah Q was watching the person's news, Song Man had already gone to Baidu with the picture and name.

Ke Lingyu, female, 20 years old, the first place in the Junior Cup Physics Competition, the first place in the **** competition, the champion of the provincial science college entrance examination in **** years...  

Beautiful, talented girl.

Song Man raised her eyebrows, she was a person, and the information also stated that she once represented the country to participate in international competitions, and she was a member of the national team.

Song Man felt a little anxious in her heart. She also thought about going to participate in the competition and compete with the strong ones, but unfortunately it is not possible for the time being.

But speaking of it, what kind of love-hate entanglement would such a person have with Lingnan?

【AQ】: I see. It seems that she won a competition award a week ago. Now she is abroad. The photo looks very good.

[Lingnan]: Well... that's fine, thank you.

Lingnan didn't speak anymore, Song Man scratched his ears and scratched his cheeks and wanted to ask the inside story, but he felt that it was not good to spy on other people's privacy, so he thought it was okay. When he was about to put down the phone and say that he was going to sleep, Lingnan spoke again.

【Lingnan】: Ah Q, are you still there?

【Lingnan】: I think...

【Lingnan】: I...

【AQ】: Yes.

[Lingnan]: Forget it, it's alright, I'm sorry.

Song Man could see Lingnan's entanglement through the screen, as if he wanted to say something, but kept giving up.

【AQ】: It's fine.

[Lingnan]: Actually...I...forget it...I'm really annoying like this.

Lingnan looked at the screen with a wry smile.

She looked at her thin fingers, her screen dimmed, she saw her ugly appearance from the reflection of the phone, and took a deep breath.

[Aman]: Don't be so selfish. If you say something, you might feel better. It's best not to hold back your current condition.

Song Man couldn't help typing to enlighten her. She didn't want to see other people's negative energy. People who were sick should keep a cheerful mood, otherwise the disease would easily get worse.

【Lingnan】: Are you interested in listening to a story about three wrong views?

[Lingnan]: I wanted to take all this to the soil, but suddenly I felt unwilling. In this world, only me and she knew about this matter. She must have wished that nothing happened and waited for me to die. , then no one knows.

Lingnan felt that she couldn't breathe, her fingers twitched on the keyboard, her eyes were looking at the screen, she had been silent for too long, and that thing was rotting and budding in her heart, making her confused between fantasy and reality. My desire has never been stronger, especially when there is another person who knows her and knows that person.

Chu Fengqiu wanted to withdraw from this topic.

She is not a very curious person, and she is not even willing to listen to what others call "common secrets". Chu Fengqiu has always believed that if she doesn't know much, she will not have too much trouble.

Before she left, she saw Lingnan sent two words, her fingers were there, and she could only stare blankly at the screen.

【Lingnan】: I used to be good friends with her

【Lingnan】: Later I fell in love with her

Song Man was holding the phone with a dull expression on his face.

There was a buzzing sound in her head, and she was stunned.

Song Man is a relatively pure straight daughter. She didn't know anything about this before, and she had never seen it before, so the door to the new world suddenly opened to her, and she still couldn't react.

Not disgusted, just surprised.

[Lingnan]: When will the story start? We have known each other for a long time. When I was about seven or eight years old, I liked to play with her since I was a child. I wondered how the world could be so beautiful and so cool. girl like a proud rose

Chu Fengqiu looked at these words, but looked at the next door.

The person separated by a wall is the most beautiful and cool girl in her heart.

[Lingnan]: Later, because of the changes in my family, I had to separate from her. She has good academic performance since she was a child. For her, I am willing to work hard.

[Lingnan]: I don't want to be left behind by her at all, I want to walk side by side with her forever.

[Lingnan]: I like her more and more, even to the point where I can't control myself

[Lingnan]: Do you know what it's like to have a crush on someone? My eyes are all about her. When she smiles with me, I'll be in a trance. If she smiles at someone else, I'll go crazy with jealousy.

[Lingnan]: On the day she became an adult, I couldn't bear it any longer. I was so excited and confessed to her.

Lingnan held the phone and couldn't help covering her heart. Her forehead was sweating, and her face was a little bit painful.

Song Man looked at the jargon and waited anxiously for the follow-up.

[Aman]: Did it succeed?

Song Man felt that if he failed, it wouldn't turn into a scene where he didn't even have to be friends now. After all, it was a friendship from childhood to adulthood.

[Lingnan]: It would be great if it really succeeded... If you lose, you will lose so badly that even you feel ugly.

[Lingnan]: She is a straight daughter. Although she didn't say anything bad at that time, I know her so well, and she is a person who doesn't hide her emotions. How can I not see the disgust in her eyes, she must be I feel disgusted.

【Aman】: Hey...

Song Man didn't know what to say, he just thought it was too miserable, but after all, something like sexual orientation...

[Lingnan]: My relationship with her has entered an ice age, she began to avoid me, but I couldn't stand her and I started. Although I knew that the closer I got to her, the more disgusted I would be, but I couldn't help it.

【Lingnan】: So I did a very despicable thing

【Lingnan】: When she was drunk, let her **** me

Lingnan still remembers his madness at that time, the pain of being pierced by his fingers, and the morbid satisfaction in his heart at that time.

She warmed Lingyu's body and did not dare to let her suffer, so she decided to do it herself, so that even if Lingyu kicked her away in the future and buried the unknown past, it would still be clean and untouched. people have been infected.

When Song Man saw it, he almost smashed his face with his phone.

Fuck, fuck, fuck! ! !

what did she see! What did her eyes see!

Mom.

How the **** does this work? ? ? ?

Song Man was so stunned that his brain was in a state of being scrapped.

Chu Fengqiu, who was next door, also almost lost her temper. After learning about this somewhat strange operation, she felt that she should quit this topic just now, which made it a little difficult for her to look directly at Ke Lingyu.

[Lingnan]: That was really the craziest thing I've ever done, but if I did it again, I probably wouldn't regret it. I shamelessly blackmailed her and used her guilt to deceive her, I know She hates me and thinks I'm disgusting, but that's okay, I don't care

How could he not care, Lingnan was typing like this, but he smiled bitterly in his heart.

[Lingnan]: At that time, we didn't have the college entrance examination, and we were only in the third year of senior high school. I told her to let her be my girlfriend. As long as the college entrance examination was over, I would no longer pester her.

[Lingnan]: I think, within a year, within a year, as long as I work hard to be nice to her and let her see my sincerity, maybe the situation between us will be reversed.

[Lingnan]: But she found out that I used her finger instead of her to hurt me on purpose. She had a fight with me, and I begged her not to cut off the relationship with me in advance

[Lingnan]: Before I fell in love with her, I never knew I would be such a humble and mean person

Lingnan remembered that he was crying and begging Ke Lingyu not to leave her in the rain, and he felt that the self at that time was clingy and disgusting.

Even though she did something wrong, she shamelessly hoped that person would forgive her.

[Lingnan]: She still didn't forgive me

【Lingnan】: She doesn't want to talk to me, she doesn't want to get close to me

[Lingnan]: Even if I try to seduce her as much as possible, she will only call me disgusting.

Song Man fell silent, not knowing what to say.

It's really quite wrong, wrong and fruitless love, which leads to the pain of two people.

[Lingnan]: Maybe this is retribution. I have cancer. When the diagnosis came out, I ran to tell her that I was sick, but she asked me what tricks I wanted to play.

[Lingnan]: I admit that I did think before that I was going to die. Before that, I hoped that she could accompany me and continue to use my previous method to hold her tightly, but the moment she opened her mouth, I didn't say anything, I probably don't have any credit with her anymore

【Lingnan】: I know that no matter what I do, it is impossible for her to like me anymore

[Lingnan]: So I told her that I was going abroad, I let her go, she just wanted me to disappear into her world soon, so I had no doubts at all.

[Lingnan]: When I first started the treatment, I wanted to work hard to survive. Whenever I felt pain and wanted to give up, I persevered for the sake of my family and seeing her.

[Lingnan]: But I don't know how long I can live now. I really want to see her again before I die, but I don't want to disturb her

[Lingnan]: May the year be safe, and the life will not be seen

【Lingnan】: Although she doesn't want to see me

Song Man didn't know what to say anymore. He wanted to say something, but he could only sigh.

[Lingnan]: Thank you for listening to me tonight. I have never dared to let my parents know, for fear that they would go to Ke Lingyu to see me because of me, and they would not dare to tell the common people we know. My friend, if she finds out, she must be mad at me. She thinks I'm too shameless. She can even tell others about this kind of thing.

[Lingnan]: But I can't help it, I think I'm about to die

[Lingnan]: The treatment is really painful, and taking the medicine is really painful. I can feel them spreading in my body, torturing me all the time, killing my will, and I have thought of dying like this several times. , but I dare not

[Lingnan]: I think I've been holding on for so long, isn't it just to survive, in front of my parents, I don't dare to show the slightest negative energy, they are already very painful because of me, if I give up first , they are bound to collapse

[Lingnan]: Fortunately, these questions are still supporting me. It reminds me of the time when she taught me to do questions. It seems that it is not so painful anymore.

Song Man looked at the question bank app with mixed feelings.

Song Man chose to do the questions because she wanted to exercise her thinking ability and make herself progress continuously. Even if she couldn't make progress, she had to keep herself from regressing, improve her efficiency, and roam freely in the ocean of learning. It should also be the reason why most students do the questions.

But she did not expect that one day, these topics would become a person's sustenance.

[Lingnan]: I'll get off first. When I'm free next time, I'll find you two PKs.

[Lingnan]: Thank you again hhhh, and keep it a secret for me, if you participate in any emotional quiz about the love of the despicable, it's a big deal to type her name

[Aman]: No matter what the reason is, you have to work hard to survive.

【Lingnan】: Well, thank you

Lingnan quit the discussion group, and Song Man simply disbanded the group.

Eating this melon... a little uncomfortable.

Being caught off guard and stuffed with a bunch of things, Song Mandu felt that he was not drowsy and full of energy.

Humans are probably creatures who can never empathize. She can feel the pain of Lingnan, but she can only feel that she knows that she can't help at all, or that she has no way to intervene in this matter.

Although she wanted to let the other protagonist in the story know about it, what if she knew.

She can only be a silent listener, knowing the story and keeping silent.

[Aman]: I'm a little embarrassed, I know she did something wrong, but I still think she's miserable

[Aman]: If it were me, I would probably feel that my life would never force it at the moment I failed to confess.

【AQ】: But it is difficult to do it.

Chu Fengqiu didn't know why she could understand Lingnan's thoughts a little bit, but if it was her, she would never have made it so tragic.

Song Man didn't know how much she could pull out by asking a question, and she fell into thinking when she turned off the phone.

What happened to the two girls?

If it was according to Lingnan's finger or something... Song Man secretly hated that he studied science and biology knew the structure of the human body.

Brain Hurry to stop those dangerous thoughts!

However, the more you say you can't think about something, the less your brain stops thinking.

Song Man desperately tried to close the door to the new world, only to find that the door was **** broken and couldn't close.