Come To the Question

After Song Man finished eating, the weather was too cold and she didn't plan to go out for a walk. She wandered around the living room and went upstairs with Chu Fengqiu.

"It's half past eight, why hasn't Lingnan shared the news yet? Did you forget? I'll poke her privately and ask."

Song Man muttered and sent a message in the private message of the question bank.

【Aman】: How are you, are you happy today!

There is still no response, and the online time is still before.

"Hey, Lao Chu, you said... Lao Chu? Why do you look like this?"

Song Man turned back to talk to Chu Fengqiu, but found that Chu Fengqiu was holding the phone and pursed his lips tightly.

"She won't respond again."

Chu Fengqiu said.

"What response, who..."

Song Man asked subconsciously, and then quickly reacted, widening his eyes.

"No way... how could it be?"

Song Man's expression was also a little ugly. She looked at the message she just sent on her phone, and suddenly felt an indescribable coldness.

"She just said that her body has been slowly improving. Today, she happily said that she went to see Ke Lingyu. It is obviously a very happy thing, why can't she respond?"

Song Man muttered to himself, wondering if he was asking Chu Fengqiu or the person who couldn't answer.

"Did Ke Lingyu say that?"

Song Man looked at Chu Fengqiu, looked at Chu Fengqiu and nodded.

"She messaged me that she missed the last time."

"Why?"

Why!

It was clear that Lingnan had waited so long for forgiveness, and finally got Ke Lingyu's relief, why didn't he see the last one?

This is too ironic, too ruthless, too sad.

"Why?"

Song Man asked again, she took Chu Fengqiu's phone and saw the message.

"How did that happen."

The sourness crept up his nose, forcing Song Man to cry.

Song Man took a deep breath and spoke to Chu Fengqiu,

"Can I message her?"

"Um."

[Chu Fengqiu]: Didn't you see it?

【Ke Lingyu】: No

[Ke Lingyu]: It's very dramatic. I even think it's a big joke for me. I don't even think it's real.

[Ke Lingyu]: I saw her, across the two roads, I couldn't see her face, but I felt it was her.

[Ke Lingyu]: I was waiting for the red light, and I just watched her suddenly fall on the other side of the road without any sign.

[Ke Lingyu]: If it wasn't for my reason, I might have rushed over

[Ke Lingyu]: It is obviously a half-minute red light, but I feel like a long time like a century

[Ke Lingyu]: Can you understand that feeling? I know she needs me and longs to see me, but I can only watch at another intersection of fate

[Ke Lingyu]: It only took half a minute. When I rushed over, her body was still warm, but she could not open her eyes again.

[Ke Lingyu]: I never thought that such a scene would occur. At that moment, my hands and feet became cold, and I felt that there was always such a difference between me and her.

Song Man couldn't bear to look at the text on the screen, feeling that his heart was blocked.

Chu Fengqiu held her hand and comforted her silently.

[Ke Lingyu]: I used to think, why is it me, why does she like me, I just want to be a good friend with her for a lifetime, but things went off the rails like this

[Ke Lingyu]: Her love is too heavy, I can't respond, I can't enjoy her kindness to me with peace of mind, even though I know she may not ask me to respond

[Ke Lingyu]: But how could I do that? Sometimes I am happy and sometimes very painful. I tried my best to show my bad side and tried to force her back, but she held back.

[Ke Lingyu]: At that time, I was very angry. She was angry that I was so bad, and she still liked me. Why can't I love myself more?

[Ke Lingyu]: But I know that some things are out of control. I can't make myself love her without grudges, just like I can't make her give up on me.

[Ke Lingyu]: Sometimes I think she is too much. She rampages in my world, making me unfamiliar, and then leaves my life so decisively. When we meet again, tell me that she will not live long, then die in front of me

[Chu Fengqiu]: It would be great if we could meet.

This is what Lingnan has been looking forward to, and also what Song Man is looking forward to.

As long as we meet, maybe we can let go of each other.

So suddenly, Lingnan will hide from regrets, and Ke Lingyu will have more regrets.

[Ke Lingyu]: Auntie told me that when she fell down, she held her hand and kept saying sorry, that she was going to miss the appointment, that she might endure

[Ke Lingyu]: Why can't I come back earlier, why do I have to delay for so long, why do I have to run away, I blame myself desperately but to no avail.

[Ke Lingyu]: Auntie gave me a letter, which she wrote before.

[Ke Lingyu]: I thought she would tell me a lot about our past and our present, but after I took it apart, I found that there was only one sentence in it.

There was a pause there, Song Man thought, maybe it was an apology.

[Ke Lingyu]: She wrote, "You are mine, but I can't find you." I used to think it was a romantic sentence, but now it seems that every word is killing the heart.

Ke Lingyu put the paper into the envelope and put it on his body properly.

They had come back from the hospital and had lost their vitals in the ambulance, and they insisted on continuing to the hospital, but that was a foregone conclusion.

The girl was lying in the room before her death, with her eyes closed and she looked like she was asleep.

"You're really going too far."

Ke Lingyu's face had a tired look, and the wound that was not yet healed was aching.

"But I'm also going too far."

Ke Lingyu leaned forward and gently kissed Lingnan's forehead.

"Don't meet someone like me again in your next life."

She has always hoped that she can have a good life, and she hopes that in the next life she can meet someone who can be met.

She got up and saw the group photo of her and Lingnan on the table. They were still young, and there was light in their eyes when they looked at each other.

Ke Lingyu picked up the photo frame and brushed his fingers lightly on it.

She opened the door and saw her uncle and aunt with red eyes at the door.

"Auntie, can I take this away?"

"Of course, Nannan misses you the most, she will be very happy if you take it with you," Lingnan's mother wiped her eyes, "Although I don't know what Nannan did to you before, my aunt said to her for her. You apologize, hope... hope you can..."

She was choked up and speechless.

She would often go into her daughter's room in the middle of the night to see if she had kicked the quilt, so she could hear her daughter's crying sleepiness.

She didn't dare to think about it, and she didn't dare to make assumptions in front of her daughter. She could only watch her pretending to be happy during the day and feeling sad with her husband in the dark.

They also knew that time might really be running out, so they pretended to reveal it to Ke Lingyu's parents unintentionally, hoping that Ke Lingyu would know the news and be able to get in touch.

If they can't wait, they go directly to plead with Ke Lingyu.

Fortunately, the child is still in touch, but why is it so short.

"It's okay Auntie, I...I don't blame her...I'm sorry too."

She gave her a heart in a despicable way, and she couldn't respond.

"Auntie, I'll go in and accompany her again. If you need anything, just tell me."

Ke Lingyu entered the room, looked at the person lying quietly on the bed, and shed tears silently.

On the other side, Song Man was simply abused by the phrase 'you can meet but not ask for it'.

"Why is there so much imperfection in the world?"

Song Man put the phone aside, looking at Chu Fengqiu in a bad mood.

Chu Fengqiu wiped the water droplets from Song Man's eyelashes with his fingers, and gently stroked her back.

"Everything is impermanent."

These four simple words seem to cover all grief and misfortune lightly.

Song Man buried his head between Chu Fengqiu's neck and wrapped his arms around her waist to draw strength.

Death is a painful but habitual existence.

Natural disasters and man-made disasters, no one knows what will happen in the next second.

"How can it be so regrettable, it's so annoying."

In thirty seconds, it would be good to be able to see Ke Lingyu before Lingnan closed his eyes.

Song Man sniffed, feeling very depressed.

"If only they weren't like that in the first place."

It would be nice if Lingnan wasn't so extreme. According to her approach, it would be acceptable to the other party if it didn't turn into a deep hatred.

"Are all same-sex loves so desperate?"

Not recognized by the mainstream secular world, Song Man had never been exposed to this kind of thing before, as if in his cognition, girls should be with boys.

"not like this."

Chu Fengqiu shook her head, she held Song Man's shoulders and made Song Man look at her.

"It's not like that."

Chu Fengqiu pointed to Song Man's eyes again and again.

Chu Fengqiu's gaze was scorching hot, as if everything was about to overflow, Song Man was a little helpless and a little flustered.

how come…………

"I know."

Song Man didn't start, and stopped looking into Chu Fengqiu's eyes.

Her thoughts were a little messy, so messed up that she didn't dare to look at Chu Fengqiu.

She was afraid to see the emotion in those eyes, which made her heart palpitate.

"you do not know."

Chu Fengqiu held her face with a soft voice.

"Actually, I didn't plan to say it in a hurry, I even thought about what a grand scene or a grand ceremony should be on the day of my confession, or if we passed a tree full of flowers, you stood under the tree. , I'll brush the petals off your head for you, and then tell you that I like you as much as I like all the good things in the world," Chu Fengqiu said with a light smile on his lips, "Or rather, I love you even more."

Song Man was holding her face by her, and he could only stare at her with wide eyes, touching Chu Fengqiu's affectionate eyes, and immediately retracted his gaze like an electric shock.

"When I realized that I liked you, I was already thinking about how to spend my life with you, but I don't know if you need me in your future, I don't even know if you can like girls …”

Chu Fengqiu's hand slipped from Song Man's cheek, and when his fingertips passed, Song Man's skin felt a shiver.

"You...when...I...I don't know how."

Song Man spoke like a cassette tape, and he didn't realize that her face was flushed.

what the hell! How can you secretly like her!