complicated marriage

Oh God this world is so devilish for a little angel like me...sniff* sniff*

Poor angel with no white feathers and looks..

how is this angel gonna survive in this brutal world....?

At that time wild thoughts were filling my mind...and continuously I was repeating one sentence....you know which one?

"UD is gay

UD is gay

UD is gay

but hey!

Cheers up it's not the end of day,

UD still had to say

his point of view on this May."

"Yuri, Yuri, Yuri...." said UD.

I came back to my senses. UD got up and said," Adi do you know what you said"?

Adi just reflected upon the sentence he said....Ahem* Ahem* in which he mentioned Ahem*Ahem* MY UD...

hahaha!

Adi immediately response to his senses and cleared the misunderstanding that he was referring to his friendship...There was no such relationship between UD and Adi....

Hahaha!

You all might have been in shock right? .....I was also in shock for 15 minutes though it was just 15 minutes, it felt like 15 years to me.

I suddenly remembered I mentioned my self as angel...hahahaha! Let me tell you I am not angel at all...Because for my selfish dream of completing PhD in psychology I decided to marry someone whom I didn't knew....

Well I was thinking if God was their in front of me when I mentioned myself as angel.. what he would have said.....

Maybe something like this..... "being an angel is not something you can you my single pringle...."

"Selfishness is directly proportional to demonic thoughts you know...."

I had fallen for UD but I can't marry him that punishment is big enough for being selfish....

Adi left after that as his face was as red as tomato.....no no not tomato it was a shameless tomato who just announced his love for UD....

Hahaha!

I walked out of canteen and went to library back as there was no class. UD came to library after his class and explained the situation....

In my heart it was like you don't need to explain I trust you completely and I know now you are not gay...hahaha!

He was talking and talking and talking and my heart was pounding and pounding and pounding....

I don't know why I was getting attracted towards him....I never had any love interest till that date and I got love interest when I was about to get married. Huffff...So cruel of you God..

He shared his past experience with me. Adi, Zen and UD were friends from primary school. After his parents accident he stopped talking to girls as his mom was responsible was the accident. After that he was in depression for at least two years. Adi cared about him as he didn't wanted UD to go into depression again due to girl...

Then I understood why Mr. Shameless tomato cared about him so much.....

After seeing them caring so much for each other, I didn't had courage of being his rival...

UD got a phone call so he took his leave.

I started studying as I was already left behind due to my late enrollment and exams were on head.

as it was said;

Don't stress; do you best and forget the rest....

So I dropped the topic and started to focus on studies. I decided to stay away from B3 group.

I studied till 6 in evening and later on I paid a little visit to canteen for having some refreshments. As I entered Mr.Jupiter or rather Mr. Shameless tomato was drinking Expresso. I took milk tea and sat down with a novel in my hand. I was reading peacefully....

I think this word peacefulness was eliminated from my dictionary.

As I was reading Mr.Jupiter came and asked me what was so special in me that UD only talked to me....

I told him if you would have known what was so special in me...wouldn't you also fall for me?. It's better that you don't know!

I added; " I am special because I am me, myslef no you got it....."

I sensed Adi was raging with anger and he would have even hit me.....

I said "hey you! calm down and if you didn't I won't let you off easily, I am counting till 3 get out of the canteen area...."

You might be thinking how did I get so much courage to face him and blackmail him directly right?

So let me tell you... the answer lie in the what I did after that....so what I did was something like this.....

I put my legs together and counted

1.... 2 ..... 2 and half....3....

You know what I did after that....

I ran away...

hahahaha!

ADI was still standing there in canteen so now you got the answer how did I get so much of courage to face him...

I ran and stopped at my home.

Technically speaking my displacement was equal to the speed of running per shameless tomato's( Adi) anger.....

hahaha!

I reached home and directly drown into the ocean of sleep....You can call it as good night or my beauty sleep....

Next morning....

It was Sunday which was equal to funday...I was so happy that it was Sunday so I woke up for washroom and slept back....

*Happy Happy...Happy naru*.....rang my phone

I was so sleepy I just picked up and said, "who is this disturbing my beauty sleep..."in a very brutal way....

From the other side the voice came "it's UD..sorry for disturbing your beauty sleep..."

I suddenly came into my senses and was wide awake...I asked him how did he got my number.

He said he took it from librarian. I asked him why he called and he replied that he was going to library and asked me if I want to tag along with him.....

I immediately replied without thinking yes....

He was coming to pick me up so I got ready quickly....but I was more worried about what he was thinking ...as I replied so brutally to him.

My head was spinning due to over thinking. If he hates me then what will I do.......

weeps* weeps *.....

Now what can I say to those gossiping neighbours. I replied to them that I was weeping over a wild and brainless idiot( me ) who just killed her own love story with her bare hands...

As usual gossiping neighbours could not understand it and gave me a random advice as TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF...

Why was I the only to be surrounded by such weirdos ufff......

I saw UD on his bike coming towards me I suddenly put up on a fresh look on my face and a bright smile to go with it. hahahaha! I was crazy I know..

UD gave me ride and we reached library....I wanted to apologise for the rudeness I showed to him on phone but he didn't talk to me in whole way to library.....

I didn't understand..was UD angry with me??oh God what are you doing to me was he really angry????? I don't know what do you think?....