complicated marriage

28th May 2001, summer with the scorching heat and dry dusty winds. I was going to take the most important and crucial step towards my career. I talked to my parents as they also knew that I was going to refuse the offer. Though I was selfish I never took the help of unethical practices to fulfill my dreams. At that time also I was going to refuse but my parents or rather my Dad's company was under Meshwari groups. If I refused the offer they might harm his company as well as his job was in grave danger.

I thought over and over again. I never had thought that much not even in my exams.

While brushing, bathing, cooking, working. Every where I was just thinking. I didn't knew when I started delivering wrong orders at Cafe.

I thought the offer benefits me and for my parents also it would be better if I accept it but then marriage???? I want to do job after doing PhD.

I didn't knew what should I do???? What do you think? What should I do?????

Everything was depended on my one decision......