Qinglong suddenly spoke up.
"……what is the problem?"
"When I saw you and your brother before, what was the dispute between you and him at that time?"
"...I think about it." Horikita Suzune seems to want to drive Kiyotaka away, but this is obviously a repeat of the old story, isn't it too much?
But she still responded directly, "...Brother he—"
She said slowly, "Brother, he hates me. It should be said that he doesn't take me seriously..."
Ok.
Ok?
What the hell is this?Are you sure you know the truth?
Isn't your brother sister-in-law?
At that time, he was so blatantly drawn to protect you?Then you said, your brother doesn't care about you?
And now you still think so?
Horikita like this comes in a hundred, and he can deceive one.
"My existence will lower everyone's evaluation of my brother, that's all." Horikita Suzune seemed to have sentenced herself to death. "So I really hope you can fly with me."
Ok……
This is probably the real thought in her heart.
But Kiyotaka didn't come to hear Horikita's counseling praising him today.
He came for 1000 million from Horikita Gakuin.
"So, I really took you to fly, and then flew into the sky, or what do you want your brother to do?"
Qinglong asked like a close friend.
"You ask me what I want to do..."
She suddenly clenched one hand into a fist, "I... I want to make my brother agree with me..."
"Since childhood, my brother has been in front of me. No matter what I want to do, my brother has done it all before me, so I can't help but feel inferior. And because of this, I I know that there is no me in that person's field of vision. So, I want him to look at me, I want him to agree with me, I want to see that person, what is in front of my brother's line of sight."
"¨ˇ So...that is to say, are you imitating his way of life?" This was the first time Kiyotaka entered Horikita Suzine's heart.
It turns out that this seemingly cold woman has such a pure heart.
Like many people, she has a capable elder sister and a capable younger sister. Because of this contrast, she has no place to stand.
Then, envy wants to become as powerful as her sister and sister.
but.
Do you really have to be that smart?Does it have to be so good?
Is it difficult to recognize that you are inferior to them?
Why force yourself on a mission that is almost impossible to accomplish?
So your brother can be a Nobel Prize winner, but no one is forcing you to get a Nobel Prize too.
There are some things that some people really can't do.
Qinglong already knew this.
You are envious of others, and maybe others are also jealous of you, but you don't know it.
However, with regard to envy of the rich, the rich will certainly not be jealous of the poor.
Horikita Suzune, on the other hand, was a little different.
She wanted to be like this, wanted to be like her excellent older brother Horikita Gakuen.
This is her choice.
It's not someone else's request.
but.
"I said Horikita...you're alone, right? Your brother is on both sides and has many friends, and you, no one wants you except me!" Kiyotaka crossed his hands. "You can't learn this at all."
"...Huh? Confession?" Quality.
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"Confession?"
"Absolutely not."
"..." Horikita seemed to be silent for a while.
She put down the math textbook she was reading.
"Ayanokouji, are you here to quarrel with me!"
She had a straight face. "I just like being alone, not lonely. I like being alone since elementary school, no, kindergarten, but I don't feel lonely, it just looks a little lonely."
This is nonsense.
But Qinglong did not completely deny it.
Horikita Suzune is not closing her heart, but she doesn't want to waste this time getting along with others, or in other words, she doesn't think that getting along with others can bring her anything.
and so.
She doesn't feel anxious without friends.
Nor will it be embarrassing.
You don't even feel like you're being ostracized and bullied.
because.
She is actually enjoying a person's world.
She feels happy.
If she feels happy, why not?
and so.
I can't describe her with loneliness. Loneliness is the judgment of outsiders on others, but she doesn't feel it herself?
However, this world is not absolutely gentle.
Kiyoshitaka has a kind of Horikita Suzune who is definitely born in the wrong world. If she is in the world of Haruwu, then it must be another Yukinoshita Yukino. Even if she is not, she can definitely become a sneaky big chicken with Yukinoshita Yukino.
these two.They like to be alone, and they don't feel lonely.
Then, in the composition of the family, there is a sister or brother who is too good.
And the two of them both hoped and envied at the same time, hoping to become like them.
"I'm not quarreling. I mean, you may have misunderstood a little." Qinglong said, "You and your brother are two people, starting from character, do you have many friends? You don't want to change with him. Are they exactly the same?"
"...Ayanokouji, don't misinterpret what I mean, I just hope I can..."
"Do you want to be like him?" However, Qinglong interrupted her.
"After all, my brother has always been my goal, so I used to want to be like my brother, but if you say whether I want to be like him... this point..." Her expression became confused, "I don't Clear."
That's pretty obvious.
Horikita Suzune has actually gone the wrong way.
"If you want to be the same as the goal, there is a problem with this. You can regard him as the goal, but there is no need to walk the same path as him. Because you are you, not Horikita Gakuen. And Horikita Gakuen is also There is no name called Horikita Suzune."
"..." Horikita Suzune suddenly became much weaker, and followed her brother's footsteps into the same junior high school, the same high school, and now, she no longer knew what she was doing. "Then...you don't have it, haven't you thought about what kind of person you want to be?"
Horikita felt that she was being pressed too much, so she immediately asked Kiyotaka back.
It's just that such a problem isn't a problem.
He answered easily and quickly, "I want to be myself."
"Becoming... yourself?"
Horikita repeated it.
Obviously she didn't quite understand what that meant.
"Yes, I am a very egoistic person, maybe someone or reality wants and forces me to change, I may really go with the flow, but my heart doesn't agree.
Because that's not what my heart desires. "
This was a bit strange, but Horikita was silent.
"...very powerful." Horikita said in a low voice after thinking for a while.
"...In short, although I haven't thought about what kind of person I want to become, the only thing I know now is that I want my brother to agree with me."
"It's just that my brother won't recognize me (cgad) as I am now."
"In order to make my brother agree with him, I can only be promoted to Class A, but I am still more than half short of the points that can be promoted to Class A. I can't prove it to my brother before he leaves the school."
She grunted, as if it was hard to say.
"Nevertheless, I hope you can help me. My brother is leaving school soon, but I hope that in two years, I can also graduate from Class A."
She suddenly grabbed the placket of her clothes, as if it would ease her nervousness a little, "Ayanokouji, I don't know what you're thinking. I don't even know why you often help me.
but.even so.
It doesn't matter who you are, I know I need you, Ayanokouji-kun! "
goo.
Now Qinglong is about to grumble.
Horikita Suzune.
Do you know what you are talking about seriously?
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