Comprehensive Manga: My Peaceful Daily Life Of Running A Small Restaurant

On the way to find Hanako, Kamisaka Hiroto kept thinking about whether it was right for him to do so.

Yesterday, Hanako came back from her hometown suddenly.

At that time, she hesitated to ask about the 'old man' mentioned on the phone, that is, the news of Morishita, but she got nothing.

When Qianzi asked what happened, Hanako interrupted the topic forcefully.

She expressed an attitude of indifference.

At that time, she seemed quite decisive.

It's easy to think she's really given up on it.

But Kamisaka Hiroto later recalled the scene to himself.

He didn't think Hanako really gave up.

If it's true, you can give up so easily...

Then why did Hanako come back here from her hometown in a hurry just after hearing a little about 'that old man' on the phone?

Kamisaka Hiroto doesn't believe that Hanako really doesn't care anymore.

Deep in her heart, she should still long for news about her father...

This feeling of longing should be very complicated.

Childhood experiences were dark for Hanako.

But childhood has been away from Hanako for more than 30 years...

No matter how deep the hatred is, in these long years, there will be changes...

Moreover, the other party is Hanako's only living relative...

It's a love-hate relationship.

The deep meaning of it can only be understood by the parties concerned.

No matter how good the analysis by others is, it is others after all.

Kamisaka Hiroto sighed secretly, feeling a little helpless as he held his forehead.

So be it.

He didn't want to think about it.

Whether his behavior was right or wrong, let what happened next judge it.

Before coming to Huazi Karaoke Hall, the door of the karaoke hall is still closed and not opened.

Kamisaka Hiroto rang the doorbell.

"coming."

A few seconds after the voice inside fell, the sliding door "Baqiqi" of the karaoke room opened.

The door was opened by a woman about thirty years old.

She looked surprised when she saw Kamisaka Hiroto.

"Little Hiroto, what's wrong?"

"I want to ask if Aunt Hanako is there?"

"Yes, is little Hiroto looking for Hanako-san?"

"Then go upstairs, Hanako-san is in the room now.

The woman makes way for Kamisaka Hiroto.

Kamisaka Hiroto nodded to the other party with a smile and went straight upstairs.

In this way, he went all the way to Hanako's door.

The last time I came here was the day before Hanako left......

Kamisaka Hiroto took a deep breath and knocked on the door.

Boom——

"What's up?"

Hanako's voice came from the room, with a slightly serious tone.

"It's me, Hanako Aunt.

"Is it little Hiroto?"

But when she heard Kamisaka Hiroto's voice, her words became tender and doting in an instant.

Inside, she walked quickly to the door and opened it.

Kamisaka Hiroto smiled when he saw her.

Hanako naturally waved to Kamisaka Hiroto.

"Come in and sit."

As she spoke, she walked into the house.

Kamisaka Hiroto responded and walked in.

"Close the door."

"Ok."

Kamisaka Hiroto closed the door.

And Hanako has already arranged the seat.

She looked at Kamisaka Hiroto tenderly and kindly, as if looking at her own child.

"Come, sit down."

She patted the seat beside her and then sat down herself.

Kamisaka Hiroto nodded and came over to sit down.

He was a little nervous at this moment.

Hanako didn't know what happened, she poured a glass of water for Kamisaka Hiroto with a smile, and then looked at Kamisaka Hiroto with a smile.

"What's wrong? Little Hiroto, is there something wrong?"

She leaned back slightly and shook her neck slightly.

After all, she is no longer young, and she has to move her neck from time to time to be comfortable.

Kamisaka Hiroto fell silent for a moment.

He tidied up his mood, and then took another breath.

Seeing Kamisaka Hiroto's performance like this, Hanako couldn't help but feel a little confused.

"What's wrong?"

she asked.

"Hanako Aunt, I came to see you today, in fact, I want to ask about...that strange old man I mentioned yesterday..."

Kamisaka Hiroto struggled a bit when he spoke.

He didn't beat around the bush, his words were already a little straightforward.

Hanako's expression was suddenly stunned.

Then her expression became complicated.

Puzzled, confused, surprised, sad...these expressions all surfaced on her face.

People's expressions can only change so quickly and flexibly when the mood is extremely shaken.

"Why... ask this suddenly..."

There was already a bit of bitterness in Huazi's words, her words were slow and difficult, and the smile on her face faded away.

"That person...is important to Hanako Aunt...?"

Kamisaka Hiroto spoke a little cautiously.

Be careful what you say at this time.

Hanako is a person who has lived half of her life, and she is very keen in observing people.

Kamisaka Hiroto didn't want to be caught by Hanako early on.

Hanako fell silent after hearing Kamisaka Hiroto's words.

To Kamisaka Hiroto, this few seconds of silence seemed like a long, long time.

Finally, Hanako suddenly smiled helplessly and bitterly.

"Did little Hiroto find something?"

Her eyes looked at Kamisaka Hiroto "That soft gaze made Kamisaka Hiroto feel an inexplicable tension in his heart.

"...

He nodded, the voice coming out of his nasal cavity was a bit dull.

Hanako smiled lightly.

"Then can little Hiroto tell Aunt what little Hiroto found?"

she asked gently.

Kamisaka Hiroto coughed lightly.

"That person should be some relative of Aunt..."

He tentatively asked softly.

Hanako's complexion is like the grass blown by the wind, the change of expression is quick and subtle.

She suddenly let out a long sigh.

Then there was a helpless smile on the corner of his mouth.

"I really can't hide it from little Hiroto."

She spoke slowly, with unspeakable bitterness already on her expression.

Kamisaka Hiroto felt slightly relieved at this moment.

"Is he... is Aunt's father..."

Kamisaka Hiroto asked the question.

In private, he has deduced the relationship between Hanako and the other party.

And he is absolutely sure.

But at this moment when Huazi asked this question in front of Huazi, he was still unavoidably nervous and agitated.

Hanako closed her eyes.

She raised her head slightly, her cheeks trembling slightly.

She took a deep breath, and then let out a long sigh.

She didn't speak, but nodded slightly.

Which means answering Kamisaka Hiroto's query.

"That Hanako Aunt came back this time...do you want to see him..."

Kamisaka Hiroto asked softly again.

Hanako's breath became a little heavier, and her eyes became a little more blurred.

"It's gone...or don't see you..."

She repeated the words in a low voice.

The voice was as weak as those of those who are seriously ill and cannot speak loudly.

Kamisaka Hiroto sat silently, looking at Hanako in front of him, feeling indescribable in his heart.

Hanako restrained her words slightly, and there was a mocking and helpless arc on the corner of her mouth, which made people look pitiful.

"I can't find it if I look for it. What else can I see?"

She said that as if she was laughing at something.

The corners of her eyes drooped slightly, and the small and messy wrinkles spread out along the corners of her eyes.

She is now nearly fifty years old.

No matter how much makeup was used to cover her up, time still left traces on her.

"Does Hanako Aunt still hate him..."

Kamisaka Hiroto asked hesitantly.

Hanako took a deep breath.

"Do you hate... Maybe I don't hate him that much... But I don't have the usual affection for him. After all, he has done so many bad things. Maybe I just...just ...I just want to hear him say I'm sorry..."

Some people say that when people reach a certain age, they will choose to let go of a lot.

But at the same time, when a person reaches that age, he will hide a lot.

Under the effect of time, the emotions and spirits of youth have gradually changed.

Hanako smiled helplessly and bitterly.

She also had a hard time expressing what was on her mind.

Obviously, she hated that man so much before.

But at this time, she didn't hate it so much.

Instead, it turned into an extremely deep and complicated emotion.

It's like muddy water, people can't see what's in the water...

Kamisaka Hiroto pursed his lips, and he let out a breath.

At this time, his heart was much more relaxed than at the beginning...

"Hanako Aunt, if I asked you to meet him now, would you be willing?"

Kamisaka Hiroto asked.

Hanako's expression froze for an instant, and the way she looked at Kamisaka Hiroto also became extremely complicated.

"Actually I found him, and went to see him today..."

Kamisaka Hiroto confesses what he did.

Hanako didn't blame him.

She just fell silent.

Time seemed to slow down because of this, and even the air seemed to be a little more blocked.

Kamisaka Hiroto also knows that now is not the time to speak, so he is also waiting...

Finally, he has waited!

"Take me to him."

Hanako said in a calm voice.

"it is good."

Kamisaka Hiroto nodded.

Kamisaka Hiroto came to that hotel again.

This time he was accompanied by Hanako.

After entering the hotel and saying hello to the black suit, the three of them went upstairs.

After reaching the door, Kamisaka Hiroto let the black suit leave.

Only Hanako and Kamisaka Hiroto are left here.

"He's in there."

Kamisaka Hiroto whispered to Hanako.

Hanako did not respond to Kamisaka Hiroto.

Her eyes were a little dazed, she was thinking of many things now, and she didn't notice Kamisaka Hiroto for a while.

Kamisaka Hiroto didn't speak again, he waited quietly.

He knows that Hanako needs to handle it by herself now...

After a while, Hanako's eyes regained clarity.

She took a deep breath.

After glancing at Kamisaka Hiroto, he looked at the closed door in front of him.

She raised her hand to knock on the door.

But the moment her hand reached the door, she

It's a pause...

Her expression looked extremely difficult.

As if doing something painful right now.

"Do you want me?"

Kamisaka Hiroto asked.

Hanako shook her head.

"Let me do it."

She finally knocked on the door this time.

Her expression then became a little tense.

After seeing countless turbulent waves and stumbling for half her life, she was really nervous at this moment.

She and Kamisaka Hiroto waited for the person inside to open the door.

But after waiting for a while, there was no sound at all.

The expressions of both of them changed.

Boom boom boom.

Kamisaka Hiroto knocked on the door again.

But still no answer.

Kamisaka Hiroto frowned, he went to call for the black suit and asked for the room card.

Then swipe the card directly to enter the door.

The moment he and Hanako entered the room, their expressions changed drastically.

Morishita well people.

Hanged himself...

Hanako covered her mouth, her eye circles turned red in an instant...

Kamisaka Hiroto hurried forward to put him down.

But it seems to be too late.

He touched Senxiajingren's chest, and his heartbeat had stopped.

Breathing is also stopped.....

This method of hanging oneself will take at most ten minutes to completely kill a person.

Kamisaka Hiroto does not know when Morishita made the decision.

He carefully recalled the scene of his conversation with Morishita Jingren before.

In the end, after hearing the news of Caizi's death, he remained silent.

Maybe he had already moved the idea at that time.

Kamisaka Hiroto sighed.

It would be great if he could find out at that time...

Hanako stood beside Morishita Jingren's corpse, her eyes were red but she didn't shed tears, her expression was a little dark, the corners of her mouth drooped naturally, without a trace of expression.

She just looked at Morishita Jingren quietly like this, without saying a word.

Kamisaka Hiroto observed the interior of the room at this moment.

He thought that the Morishita well man would leave something behind.

Sure enough, there was a piece of paper folded several times under the water glass on the table.

You can see traces of writing on it.

That should be the 'letter' left by Mr. Morishita.

Kamisaka Hiroto took it out, he didn't look at it "but handed it to Hanako.

"Hanako Aunt, this is the letter he left behind."

Hanako took the note in a daze, and she opened it.

‘Xinzi, I’m a father, I’m sorry, I’m really ashamed to say that, I’m so sorry that I haven’t fulfilled my father’s responsibilities at all. "

'I should be dead when you read this letter. "

I don't need to care about anything, and I don't need to think too much about it. This is my own choice. A person like me is only worthy of such a useless death. '

"My whole life has been completely useless and failure. Whether it is family or career, I have done quite incompetent. When your mother died, I didn't even cry a tear."

Instead of losing it, I went to gamble directly, and it also made you run away from home. This is the thing I regret most in my life.

1.8 I already know... Caizi died, it's all my fault, if I could live up to it, maybe it wouldn't be like this, I'm a sinner, I'm the one who caused

Sinner of all this, sorry, really really sorry.

I heard that you are doing well now, so I can feel at ease in my heart, and I can die without any worries. I originally wanted to meet you, but I thought about it carefully

Think, what right do I have to see you?

All I bring to you is pain and tears. Even if I see you, I will only cause trouble for you. After thinking about it, it is better for me to simply die.

I don't expect I can go to heaven, I hope I can go to hell, it's better to let me suffer all the time, the only way to make up for my sins, if I see God, I want to please

He asked me to meet Caizi, and I wanted to apologize to her properly.

And the thing that I crushed your ball when I was a child, I'm really sorry, after you left with Caizi, I made another ball myself, but I didn't wait until you came back. '

'Xinzi, goodbye, you have to live a good life, I am a useless father, I have never brought you any happiness in my life, I am really sorry, from now on you will be nothing

There is my useless father.

When Hanako read the letter, her tears finally fell.

Tick ​​tock... Tears dripped on the letter paper.

She cursed softly:

"What a useless father...doesn't even have the courage to look at his daughter..."

5000+

I was very emotional when I wrote it.

For many things, as time passed, the mood at that time gradually became dull.

Whether it's those young and excited hatreds or those vigorous loves.

Gradually... everything will turn into a calm stream flowing slowly in memory.

In the end, all that was left was an unspeakable sigh.

Ask for flowers, ask for comments, ask for rewards, ask for self-determination~~~.