After writing for half a month, it is finally going to be on the shelves.
To be honest, I was very nervous.
Anxiety and uneasiness mixed with anticipation filled my heart.
A little scared, but also a little hopeful.
I think the most difficult time to write a book is today.
What is the most passionate?
That is when I first opened the book, my mind was full of fantastic ideas.
But writing and writing means losing part of the original intention halfway.
This is a very helpless thing.
There are too many influencing factors.
I am a very glassy person.
Usually when I interact with friends, I will feel uncomfortable for a long time when they occasionally say something unintentionally.
You may even have self-doubt about yourself.
I also thought about changing.
But I feel that I can't change it in my life.
Such a life is painful.
Under the pretense of calm is everywhere cautious.
Even if it is someone else's unintentional joke, I have to struggle with myself for a long time.
A few days ago, I took a look at the comment section.
I slowed down for a long time and didn't recover.
I know.
Everyone has the right to judge anything.
It's just that I seem to be a little too weak.
Maybe I'm just such a cringe.
I dare not face it.
Ugh...
I also want to be as strong as Reiko, but I can't.
I'm just an ordinary, ordinary person.
Even a little weaker than ordinary people.
I also want a whole street of people to protect me.
only.
I don't.
When I first started writing the book, I set the tone for the book for myself.
It's just ordinary.
Very ordinary everyday.
I don't have so many great stories.
I just look forward to a little peace and quiet daily.
A small shop with two or three customers.
The night is quiet and quiet.
The outside is bustling, and the store is a world of its own.
This is just my dream.
I don't want to live a very tiring life, nor do I want to live a wonderful life.
Just let me have an ordinary life in peace.
This book was written out of this idea.
I can't write that kind of cool plot, I can only write some flat stories.
But I feel that our life is originally strung together by plain little stories, how can there be so many reversals and climaxes...
Ordinary people have ordinary stories.
As long as the listener likes it.
Before I opened the book, I never thought that many people would like my book.
I know, that's impractical.
There should only be a small number of people who like this kind of ordinary daily life.
So, I started to write it down bit by bit with this idea in mind.
At the beginning, I watched the comments increase a little bit.
Everyone's support and encouragement made me look like a smirking Erha in front of the screen.
I never expected to get more attention, but I didn't expect more and more people to watch.
More and more people stood behind me.
it's you.
I can't see what you look like.
But I seem to see faces one by one through the lines of the comments.
It's hard to see, but it's warm.
I read the encouragement and support in the eyes of those faces.
This made me a little happy and moved.
I once cried in the middle of the night, silently saying 'thank you' in my heart with joy and gratitude.
However, I have more fear and fear.
Your gaze both moved me and weighed me down.
I'm not used to carrying so many expectant glances.
I often write with fear and sadness in my heart.
What if the one I wrote today is not as good as yesterday's...
What should I do if readers don't like watching this kind of plot...
Gradually, the mood became more and more heavy day by day.
It wasn't until yesterday that I quarreled with my brother that I became even more irritable.
I lay quietly on the bed last night and carefully read my previous articles.
The mood gradually calmed down.
I didn't read the reviews because I didn't dare to.
But I still remember the original comments.
I don't know if you're still reading this book, but I really wanted to say thank you.
It was you who brought me back to life last night.
There is a line in Tagore's poem, which I finally understood last night.
'One night I burned all my memories, and my dreams were transparent; one morning I threw away all yesterday, and my steps were light from then on. '
Yeah, why should I worry so much now.
As long as I follow my heart, I'll be fine.
Those who like to read my books, aren't they attracted by my original heart from the very beginning?
I slept very well last night.
When the morning sun shines on my face, my heart is filled with infinite fighting spirit and courage!
come on!
For those who have encouraged me!
For myself!
I want to work hard!
I still have a lot of stories to tell.
The fun in this little shop is only just beginning.
It's still early to end!
Having said that, I feel extremely comfortable.
I understand why the ancients liked Chang Xiao.
Now that I am writing this testimonial on the shelf, it should be like the howling of the ancients.
The depression in his chest blew out, and he was full of pride!
Brother cute!
Let us continue walking side by side!
Now that we've come here, let's go further!
I believe that Rayleigh felt the same way when he was invited by Roger to go to sea.
I am not as good as Roger, but I would like to invite you too.
Go on with me.
I also don't know what the road ahead is, but I will never give up lightly.
This road, even if it is stumbling, twists and turns, and covered with bruises, I want to see the end.
At that time, it must be a sunny scene with birds singing and flowers fragrant.
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